It’S So Hurts
The Real Tasya or the Shadow of Dara

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Zein brushed off Tasya's hand that was on her head, she didn't like anyone touching her other than Dara.

"I hope you don't touch me anymore Tasya" he said, as Tasya tried to wipe Zein's arm.

Tasya smiled shaking her head, "if Tasya doesn't touch you Zein, then how can Tasya clean up your body?" tasya asked confusedly, with a slight smile, feeling strange about Zein's request to him.

"I'm not crazy Tasya, so you better go home and take care of yourself" Zein said.

She feels very dislike for Tasya's behavior, which considers herself as if she is Zein's legal wife.

Tasya turned her head, then immediately got up from the side of Zein's bed, but approached her stomach with Zein.

"Sadaarlah Zein, Tasya is pregnant with your child, Tasya the mother of your baby, so it's natural that Tasya takes care of you, because Tasya feels that this is an obligation that Tasya must do so," tasya's strict on Zein.

Instead of wanting to retaliate, Zein preferred to close her eyes, and inhale the fresh scent of Dara's body, which was clinging to all the clothes that were still here.

Moreover, Dara still did not wash the clothes yesterday that she used all day, until her pure sweat was still attached to the clothes, and that was what became opium for Zein.

He actually put the shirt on to cover his face, and imagined that Dara was with him here.

"Zeinnn, Zeinnn," the voice of the ox greeted him.

"Dear dear, where have you been ? I miss you so much" said Zein, hugging tightly the body of her lover.

"really? I thought you were with her and didn't remember me" Dara replied with her angry face.

Getting an angry face from Dara, Zein suddenly realized that it was just an imagination, but he liked it.

"If we could only imagine that I could see a smile and be with you again, then I would do Dar" he murmured, starting to smile again, imagining Dara next to him, and falling asleep.

Zein wakes up, and tries to fix the blanket on Dara's body. "A good sleep, baby" he told the shadow.

Until Tasya who just wanted to go into Zein's room, now feel confused and also creeped, heard Zein who spoke alone, and even laughed himself.

But all that did not last long, as Tasya began to understand, that Zein was under the space of his own imagination.

And Zein's attitude this time, managed again to make the tears of justice that tried to be held by Tasya, still spilled felt a very deep pain.

So meaningless is the existence and struggle of these few days, who take care of and even patiently face all the actions of Zein. But still the man, back to remembering Dara.

All he had in mind again was Dara, until he imagined like that because of Dara, then what use was he? What price he had been trying to take care of Zein when mental depression.

"O Lord, whenever I try and pray, he will think of Dara, can you not give me a slight gap to make Zein turn away, and seeing that I was here for her as well and therefore," Tasya's inner self-monologized, while continuing to hold tightness in her chest.

The pain that no one will ever feel, when you are real but considered a shadow, and vice versa, when he is a shadow but is considered real.

Tasya tried to neutralize his feelings, trying to wipe away the tears that had previously flowed out.

"Strong Tasya, you're strong" his spirit convinced itself.

With a deep breath, Tasya slowly began to display a smile of falsehood. She did not want Zein to see her as a weak woman.

For Tasya, whether to be considered or not, it is Zein's own right, especially now his status is only an ex-wife.

"I will find out, how could my lover just die," Zein murmured, displaying a sharp glint of light in her eyes.

Zein tried to get up, and chose to go inside the bathroom. He saw his own reflection in the mirror.

"Very pale" Zein murmured, then poked towards the bottom of the shower and inside the bath.

He re-imagined, considering that there he used to play water, laugh together, to channel all their affection to each other.

Zein again tried to control his feelings, it was enough that he had been depressed for 2 weeks, and of course Dara would definitely hate that much.

By moving all of his already stiff muscles, Zein tried to cleanse his body, and put on ordinary clothes. After that he stepped out and saw Tasya who was vomiting.

"I told you to just throw the baby out! But you don't want to hear it, and now you're responsible for the consequences" cried Zein, before he finally climbed the stairs, to go to the 2nd floor of his house.

It was here, where Zein was training, pitting her strength, that she kept exercising to restore all her muscles.

Zein was really trying to get out of his predicament, he did not want to keep silent because of a death that is still not clear what causes it.

"I will punish whoever is behind Dara's death" Zein murmured, completely igniting the flames of fury in his soul.

Buggghhhhh,,vorghhh,,vl, prangggg,,,dorrr,,dorrr,dorr. A full day of Zein training, he wanted to be the strongest among the strongest.

"I am Zein Alucas Maurice son of Lucas Maurice, the ruler of the cruel world" he said, clenching his hands firmly in the sky.

There was no good side in him anymore, Zein really became his old self, cold, reserved, and aroghat, and don't forget that grin of death.

A smile that if issued, then anyone who saw the smile will surely know if the end is near.

Zein Alucas who earned the nickname as the World God of Death, who would kill all humans mercilessly, for him this life was only to survive being the strongest.

He did not even care, what others would say to him, His soul, heart and mind were completely dead.

Zein Alucas is a living figure but in his soul, like a robot that only works without thinking or having a heart.

"Because, your name will always be my mind, never will I allow anyone to take your place in my memory and in my heart, that is my promise, and I will hold on to it until the Lord rediscover us," the stone stared up at the sky above.

"My heart is really crowded Dara, I'd love to meet you, but what can I do? I was completely powerless to fly there," he said, again enduring the pain of his loss of love.

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