It’S So Hurts
Hero Lives In You

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You are my breath and heart, you are my life purpose, I would not even know, how difficult it would be to live this life without you, Zein Alucas.

To me you are my god, who will always be in every prayer and breath.

This loss of you has really tested me, you have made everything beautiful in my imperfect life complete because of your presence.

Maybe it's just my obsession with being a woman you deserve. But know that my soul and my body are yours.

This pain you gave me felt very real and painful, but if you think it is a gift of love from you, then I will accept it.

My sky is looking for your earth, I don't know how I can live without your presence by my side Zein.

I love you so devotedly, but you never realized that you were the only person I wanted, so you did something like this to leave me in the world.

It felt like it remained like this, unable to help myself not to miss you, everything had overflowing from within me, only the warmth of your embrace was always in my shadow.

Still very happy, all the good memories that remain are now gone and stored with you.

I hope you keep all the promises we've ever made, forever and never let go.

Because until this moment I still don't understand what's really on your mind, and why you're doing all this.

But I have always believed that Hero Lives In You is in your heart, because you always have a fear that has never been shown to us.

But you were born with the power we are seeing right now, I firmly believe the hero's soul is within you.

There is still one place left in this world, can I ask you to come back and please tell me what reason can make me remove the pain in my heart right now.

The pain of this loss will be more pronounced if I deliver you one last time.

When I close my eyes, I wish you were by my side to kiss my forehead like you do in the morning.

Don't you ever think, how hurt are me and our daughter because of this sacrifice of yours?

Didn't you ask how I felt when I saw you weren't there by my side?

Is this sacrifice important for all peace?

Is it with the blood that you let out that blazing fire that can be extinguished?

Can't you think how painful it is to have a love that doesn't find its owner?

These are questions that no one will be able to answer.

Dara continued to monologue herself in her heart, this pain of loss was truly piercing in her soul.

Without anyone being able to tell him how he got through this.

Until finally seen Freya who came to visit him.

Freya did not come with Aiden to Italy, so she was assigned to pick up Dara as the last honorary for Zein.

Oath to God, Freya was completely unable to see Dara staring blankly at the face of Orange.

Until finally without permission from the owner of the body, Freya immediately embraced the weak body from behind.

"Ahhhhhh Dara,hisskkk,,hissk," Freya's cries coincided with Dara's cries that broke the silence.

"Why is this world so cruel that it took Zein from us who needed it, hiskkk, hisskk, they have taken my father and brother, and now also take my husband, my husband, and my brother, why don't I just kill them to get all this revenge done?" he asked Freya who now hugged him tightly.

Not long after, the orange who had been looking for Zein's whereabouts last night, now saw him awake again.

"God, dear," he said, trying to wipe away the tears that had soaked his cheeks.

But it feels very useless when you see Dara's eyes are already swollen, because they cry from morning.

"Mom," muttered Orange confused, because he had accidentally been in sleep when he heard that his mother said to take my husband.

"By my dear, this is mamah son, mamah here," said Dara slowly, and it increasingly made Freya unable to hold back her cries.

"Because, go and pay your last respects to her, she'll want you to see her" pinta Freya, who finally says what she meant by coming to the hospital.

Dara shook her head strongly, again refusing the request to deliver Zein to her final resting place.

Then he stood up and wanted to take something inside his jacket. But he sensed that something was stored in there.

Silently Dara looked at Freya who was still faithful standing next to Orange, with Orange who continued to look at his confused Mamah.

Slowly Dara took out the item in her jacket pocket, and how surprised she was when she saw a ring box with an ipod inside.

Dara took the headset to listen to the recording stored inside the small ipod. And listen carefully.

"Hallo baby, how are you? You're not okay, and I know that. But I hope you can also take away me who has fallen in this contradiction of heart, honestly I am very hard to leave you and the Orange, but this is the way for us to live quietly, and I hope you can understand all this. And I know very well, if later when I'm not around, you'll definitely refuse to take me where I am, but I ask you to come, baby, I want you to embrace my body that can't hold you anymore, which can't provide a warmth in the wind that blows you at nightfall, I am an imperfect husband to have such perfect love from you, I realize that there are no good memories I have left for you, I'm sorry if all this time I could only bring you a deep wound, but trust me if you Andra Naqquenza is, like, a, the only woman in my heart and you're the only woman who can make me fall in love so many times, I love you Dara, I love Orange, I say dear, hiskk, I love you,,I'm sorry I had to go this way, but believe me if I was only going to be in your heart, I would never be away from you, when you miss me, close your beautiful eyes and feel when I'm next to you, Dara, so many words I want to express so you can know that I love you so much, I loved so much that I forgot how to appreciate the separation, I loved so much that I felt I wanted to always sacrifice for your happiness, and for now, I want to, I choose to always love you and be in your heart, forever,"

My love from Zein Alucas Maurice to you Andara Naqquenza and Naura Jingga Maurice.

"Huaaahhhhhhh," Dara's cries broke when she heard her husband's final voice.

The tightness was getting closer to his soul, until he hit his chest so that the pain could disappear.

Orange who saw Dara crying hysterically like that, immediately tried to get up and get closer to his mother.

"Mommy," he called slowly, until Dara, who heard the call, turned her head and hugged her body very tightly.

"Till forgive dear mama, forgive mamah," her cry can no longer be contained.

He did not know how to accept all this, "ayaaahhhh," called out to the Orange when he was afraid to see Dara like this.

But again Dara's cry was increasingly broken when he heard Jingga calling his father to scream as loud as possible.

Unknowingly Dara who was unable to hold back her crying, now fell unconscious in the arms of her daughter.

"Moment," cried Orange who was feeling panicked.

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