It's Wrong If I'm Two
Chapters 2. Javas Kanagara

Morning is back. Kalea had woken up from her sleep. The clock shows at six. Kalea realized she woke up bad luck. His head felt dizzy because he was awake all night. His eyes seemed reluctant to fall asleep because they thought about many things.

Like, Zoni who came back as sweet as before, Zoni who loved and loved him as before. It all starts with the word if only Kalea could wish.

Because in reality, her daily efforts to get Zoni back in love never worked. Desire in the heart to give up. However, if you remember about how disappointed his parents face, it makes Kalea undo the intention.

With a gontai step, Kalea walked out of the room to her husband's room. He had to go in there because all the clothes were in the room.

When he arrived at the front of the room, the door was open and Kalea could see the husband was looking for his work clothes.

"Have you met, Mom? Here I find it," said Kalea then waltzed in. After arriving and standing next to her husband, Kalea began looking for suitable work clothes.

However, as his hand moved to extend out clothes, as well as his body incongruously, Kalea could see Zoni's dislike-looking gaze. Not to mention, the index finger and thumb of her husband was pinning the nose. Like, Kalea is like a piece of trash that smells bad.

Kalea lowered her head and put back the clothes she had just picked. "You can choose for yourself, Mom. I'm going to go take a shower first" said Kalea then turned around and would walk towards the bathroom.

However, her movements stopped when she heard her husband open his voice. "Bandah! I'm always disgusted when I see you just wake up. It's like a bum."

The insults made Kalea lose confidence again. Kalea feels inferior and lacks quality of life. There was no other action but to cry in silence.

Kalea went into the bathroom and immediately, her tears were shed. Kalea was so afraid to answer all the insults from her husband and family. Kalea has never had the courage to get out of her problems.

I can only be patient and hope for miracles. Ever darted in Kalea's head to jump from a tall building or just scratch the cutter on his arm. However, half of Kalea's sanity is still there so it's too bad to hurt yourself.

"Until when can I get out of here? I was too scared to say a separate word. What will my mom and dad say? They definitely did not want to know," muttered Kalea sounding to slice the heart.

Kalea felt that no one cared about her in the world. Not her parents or her husband. Kalea felt her life was no longer useful.

Her parents are used to uphold her son until college until getting a college degree. As for him, only in college until graduating Junior High. That is what sometimes makes mother-in-law and sister-in-law insult him.

"Yes God. I don't want to keep going like this. Please help me get out of this miserable life" Kalea said. Hope the burden on the shoulders can be slightly reduced.

However, until eight o'clock before, in the head of Kalea only crossed the jump from a tall building or maybe jump into a ravine. No one can stop him from surviving.

No children were born in his marriage to Zoni. Neither Kalea nor Zoni have ever checked with a doctor about fertility.

After flushing her body with cold water, Kalea came out of the bathroom and put on clothes. Knee-length black plisket skirt combined with floral shirt. Kalea's hair stalls because it's still wet.

He wants to do better today. Although his face looked bad, at least his clothes were quite good at sight. Again her tears shed every thought of harsh and painful words from her husband's mouth.

"Am I worthless to the point of being treated improperly? Is it because I am poorly educated? Or because I'm from someone who doesn't?" kalea asked at her reflection in the mirror.

And talking to yourself it feels so slicing. Not wanting to make themselves look bad, Kalea opted out for a walk. He needs refreshment because he has been the target of Zoni's annoyance for a few days.

There are no transportation facilities that Kalea uses. He prefers to walk on the sidewalk enjoying the traffic vehicles that cause noise. Kalea likes to be in the crowd because at that time, Kalea will daydream and no one will notice.

Fifteen minutes on foot, Kalea stopped at a park and sat cross-legged leaning against a Ketapang tree. Kalea was always comfortable in this place. A place where no one cares about his existence.

The leaves of the Ketapang tree seemed to fall because of the wind to fall and some hit Kalea. Too busy daydreaming, without realizing there was someone who was standing not far from where Kalea was.

"Hi? May join?" greet the heavy voice capable of disperse Kalea daydreams about the word 'If only ...'

Kalea smiled as her head lowered. "Please." Just that short word Kalea put out.

Silence is between the two. The wind that blew made Kalea's hair fall apart until her hands moved to tie her with the rubber in her pants pocket.

"It looks like you're so comfortable in daydreaming. Careful. Can cause trance," said the voice again with what purpose.

Kalea turned with a frowning forehead. "I did not daydream" elak Kalea then threw away his face.

The man next to him chuckled softly. "I've been watching since. It seems, the problems of life are being so complicated," guessed the man again who was only ignored by Kalea.

Silence is created again. Kalea chose to turn her head to look at the face of the man next to her more clearly. For a moment Kalea was stunned because of the good looks of the man beside her.

But that was only for a moment. Being handsome is not enough in a relationship.

"Oh yes. What's your name if you can find out?" asked the man again as if he was tireless to make Kalea want to talk.

"My name is Kalea" Kalea replied without looking at her interlocutor. He's not that brave.

However, Kalea immediately looked up when there was a hand outstretched in front of her. "It seems we should get acquainted. Can we be friends?" bargain the man with a charming smile.

Kalea. A smile so warm that Kalea could feel it. And for some reason, Kalea wanted to cry. Kalea had forgotten the last time she smiled without such a burden.

Without waiting any longer, Kalea received a hand job from the man who had accompanied her. "Can."

A very calming smile re-emerged from the man before him. "My name is Javas Kanagara. You can call him Javas" said the man again and gently squeezed his fingers.

At that very instant, it was like there was an electric shock that made his body rustle. Kalea felt comfortable at the beginning of her encounter with Javas.