Jeon Appa
Dream Day

Jeon woke up in a beautiful dream. The dream came again after many years, the dream that once made Jeon woke up bad luck and then caused him to be late to attend a meeting at that time, when he was immediately fired by his father.

In the dream, Jeon is seen waiting for a woman - quite beautiful, then proposing to her just like that, before, even though only in the dream Jeon could feel his feelings so deeply for the woman, so much love for her, but in the dream Jeon also felt a deep loss, a terrible agony, a terrible pain, it even feels like real.

Until one day when he woke up and found a baby, that's where Jeon realized. His dream is a future, a future that will happen one day. Loves a woman named Han Jein, then loses a daughter named Ahra. Jeon always remembered that.

Finding to lose. Perhaps that phrase can describe the meaning of Jeon's dream.

And once again, the dream came back. It comes back like the beginning. But the picture of the dream is still the same unchanged at all, in the same place, the same story and conversation, by showing the face of the woman who is now starting to look very clear, very clear, it's true that woman is really Han Jein Ahra's teacher. Jeon himself did not deny it, about his feelings that began to grow into a sense of wanting to have. Jeon has found Han Jein, his little friend, his once lost best friend.

Now in the dream, Jeon is seen wearing a very formal suit, standing in a place that looks like an altar with a supportive atmosphere that feels very sacred like a wedding. At the end of the street Jeon saw a woman standing there waiting for him in a long white dress. Jeon faintly looked more and more at the woman's face, beautiful as she smiled at him. Hen Jein-Jeon looked at the woman, not even her eyes could move around as if glued together. Is this the end? the end of a dream that will come true? A wedding.

Of course, if that's not to ask what Jeon feels, obviously he feels very happy. Happy to find Jein will continue with him, be by his side at all times, not denying Jeon happy once but there are still things that block his heart.

The other side of his heart was expecting something, something he hoped could exist - be present in his happiness - seeing a happiness Jeon had never imagined before. Jeon wants it to exist. His daughter, Jeon Ahra, hoped that Ahra would be with him. Witnessed it. But, he realizes this is the way, fate brings him to Ahra, is with him to take care and care only for a while, not to be forever let alone all his life.

The next second when Jeon had just opened one footstep to step, intending to go where the woman was waiting for him, a hand suddenly appeared clasping Jeon's right hand, and, making Jeon startled and immediately turned his head, feeling the small hand clutching him back.

When Jeon saw who it was. Jeon carved out and developed his smile, not believing his happiness to be complete after hearing the voice again. "Appa.." Right, that tiny hand was Ahra's hand.

Ahra was there, standing right beside Jeon. Smiling also looks so happy for Jeon's happiness. But this happiness is not complete, precisely not perfect, because Jeon must step forward there, pick him up and say his promise. Make them bound forever, like that so that no one else can take them from Jeon's side.

Looking back, looking back to the front, it still looked the same Jein was still there, waiting for Jeon.

Intending to step back accompanied by the princess, the first step, the second step, until the next Jeon again stopped, and, it came to a halt when up ahead there was just another man re-emerging - standing right next to Jein. Makes it freeze now. Because, that man is none other than Taehyung. Jein's former fiancee, who inflicted deep wounds on Jein, and Jeon's older half-brother who had taken everything from Jeon's life.

The man was holding Jein's hand, Taehyung was flanking Jein's arm, and Jeinfun still looked the same smiling indiscriminately.

What is this sign? What does this mean.

It's bad, it's very bad. According to Jeon when the woman said, stating a sentence that made her slapped or even pushed so far away.

The water of his woman's face turned into melancholy when he was about to open his voice. "Jeons. We were married." cried Jein increasingly make Jeon round his eyes, in disbelief, wide open very surprised. Jeon's legs suddenly became limp helpless, unable even to immediately run and separate them.

Them, married? How could? Not likely.

Jeon could only stay in place. "Jeen-ah.. Nah! You can't marry her! You can only marry me." Jeon said as if yelling unacceptable. Can't do. Jein was just for him.

But the next second that Jeon felt was a feeling of pain after his happiness had soared so high. The clear liquid fell even without her control, embarrassing once she even cried. But no, after he realized Jein's smile faded. The woman no longer smiled. Killing it, because Jein looks so unhappy, because of course the woman was forced, that's for sure. Jeon sure.

"thank you. Because it has become my love, Jeon. You know I wouldn't be able to live without you" Jein said, making Jeon's forehead swoop so confused when he heard that, why? Why would Jein say that.

Shouldn't they be the ones getting married if this dream is the connection from his previous dream.

"Honey.. What the hell does that mean? Huh uh? Tell me. If he comes back to threaten you, I'll finish him off!" clearly Jeon pointed at Taehyung, eager to beat him who was still so lazy to eat Jeon without blinking a single blink, it looks like he wants to show his victory because he already has Jein, taking Jein from Jeon, he wants to show his victory because he has Jein, or it should have been Jein's with her from the beginning. But Jeon couldn't do anything, his body was stiff so he couldn't move.

"No. But this is your choice. 'Finding to lose', you chose that, and you lost me. You chose that, Jeon." Jein said without daring to look Jeon in the eye, the woman's eyes were very implied sincerity, glazed like a deep wound felt.

"What did you say? How could I be like that, Jein." weirdly Jeon was powerless, he was getting more and more clueless about the meaning of all this.

Jein nodded his head a few times. "Yes that's you." Jein said right back to dare to look at Jeon with a face now filled with tears. "You lost Ahra, then you chose Ahra and exchanged it for me, it was Jeon's choice" Jein said.

Looking at Ahra still beside him, Jeon did. Wait, if it's true what Jein said then? For what and to whom Jeon did it, why did he exchange the two, were they not well before. Side by side, with no one to separate, they are still in Jeon's grasp until now.

"Jein-ah, don't marry her!" pinta Jeon once again. Very desperate, because his own body can not be moved at all.

And Jein could only answer him by shaking his head. Indicates that he cannot. "Jeon, I'm sorry I love you." Just as the word was thrown a shot came blowing so fast past Jeon and right into Jein's chest. Making Jein choked, withstanding the shock including the pain that suddenly hit his entire body, pain until it was difficult to reach back for air to breathe, so very tight.

Jeon widened his eyes, surprised instead of playing when after seeing the blood coming out of Jein's body so much so fouled the dress that Jein was wearing, frozen at the sight of it, so much so, seeing how Jein was about to fall, Jeon's lightning-quick move towards Jein caught Jein's body almost falling to the floor, after feeling that his own body was no longer stiff and could move so freely.

"WHO HAS DARED TO DO THIS?!" jeon's cry was very jarring along with his tears that now flowed uncontrollably when he saw Jein who was filled with a lot of blood.

"Jeon.." call Jein, his voice is so weak Jeon heard.

Jeon's hand trembled as he tried to move touching Jein's cheek. "Defend yeah. Don't leave me eum.. Please." really Jeon said it solemnly. He's so scared right now, so much because he doesn't want to lose his woman.

But Jein was not strong, his breathing became harder and harder. Forcing himself with the energy he had then Jein again said. "I love you.." One drop came back out of Jein's eyes, his smile was etched so sincerely when he looked at Jeon's bead, Jein clearly seemed to love him deeply, deeply, deeply, but Jein's pain was no longer bearable, the bullet penetrated into his heart until it felt like Jein couldn't feel his own detachment, trying to reach Jeon's hand on his cheek Jein wanted to hold for the last, but he was no longer strong, Jein smiled again when he saw the face of the man he loved so much, for the last time he felt so happy, and felt this was enough with Jein closing his eyes.

No. gabe. No. gabe.

Together with Jein's body that was weakened, weak helpless. It was hollowed out after his eyes were completely shut perfectly.

"Jein up! Wake up! Don't close your eyes! Jein! Han Jein's! Please..." Jeon grimaced. So sad.

There's no way it's going to end up like this, it's not possible, it's impossible.

It's a bad ending.

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Jeon woke up and sat down, his face filled with tears, as if all the dreams were real. Although he was fully aware that he was experiencing it was just a dream but somehow even himself could not stem the pain, it felt so real.

Finding to Lose. Jeon chanted it in his head.

Until the next second, all those bad thoughts were solved when Jeon's bedroom door opened, revealing the same woman's face as the woman in his dream.

Han Jein's.

"You awake?" sapa Jein desperately tried to get closer to Jeon's basket. "I brought you breakfast" Jein explained a tray he had now placed on the nightstand right next to Jeon's bed. While Jeon only notices Jein's movements, it still digests the difference between reality and dreams.

In the dream even though Jein was gone, but in the real world Jein was still there, breathing was even on Jeon's side.

True, Jeon had already asked that woman-Jein to stay overnight, but not like before. Jein fell asleep with Ahra, in Ahra's room, not with Jeon.

"Jein-ah.." call Jeon

"Nde?"

Jeon grabbed Jein's hand, clasped his hand, grasped it so tightly, making the empress feel confused.

"What's wrong?" ask Jein

Right, the real thing Jeon doesn't want is to lose this woman, can't. So what Jeon had to do immediately was grab it quickly.

Looking at Jein's eyes so seriously, Jeon did so and said. "Come, just date," Jeon said successfully made Jein shocked, marked by his eyes widened, his mouth opened in disbelief, feeling Jeon had just hit something so that it became the origin of speech.

"Jeon-"

"Don't refuse. I won't hear it. You're mine, you can only marry me. You gotit? Ah.. Or we get married right now." Jeon said like a crazy person who likes to talk at will without any more caring that the other person will understand him or not. To be honest, Jeon was very frustrated.

And it was increasingly successful to make Jein's mouth gaping wide, gawking, feeling himself now really***** because of hearing Jeon's speech that had been bouncing too far. Crazy, married? What's really on that crazy guy's mind.

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