Jeon Appa

Jeon Appa
Taehyung


Being inside the bar. Taehyung again took a sip of the glass that had been presented to him by the barmaid, not because he was trying to drink ria. Taehyung could never drink alcohol at all, his tolerance was too low for alcohol, and Taehyung hated himself for it. Because sometimes others say alcohol can forget all the pain we are feeling. And Taehyung really wants to forget everything, if he can brainwash all of them.


A moment later, Taehyung's hand was intercepted, someone was stopping the movement of his hand. "Stop that, Tae!" cetus the man while also nagging Taehyung.


Taehyung smiled bitterly as he turned his head, of course he really recognized whose voice was, and who was the person who was bothering him now.


A woman who looked so elegant was right next to Taehyung, clad in an office lady's outfit that made her look even more graceful - a black skirt, a peach shirt and then a white blazer that dangled to her knees. A woman who had managed to steal Taehyung's heart just like that without any desire to take responsibility, at least to return it or at least return Taehyung's feelings completely, made Taehyung feel so frustrated because of it.



"Where do you know I'm here?" tanya Taehyung sounds like he has been drunk, not Taehyung has not been drunk, not completely drunk because even Taehyung continues to vomit what he has gulped since.


It's just, Taehyung wants to be noticed. Especially this woman in front of him.


The woman clucked. "Let's talk!"


Lazily, Taehyung's response was so very lazy. Of course, because their conversation will never end in accordance with Taehyung's expectations. "No." replied Taehyung and then tried to gulp the hard liquid back, but again blocked.


"Stop!. I said not to be like this!. You're not a kid anymore!" maki the woman to Taehyung, felt really crowded in the face of Taehyung's behavior that has not yet understood. "Are you not sick?!" the woman's kiss on Taehyung. His eyes were so upset.


Taehyung who felt the anger of the woman just laughed, not intending to underestimate, but Taehyung-pun also felt the same thing very fed up, very at all, felt so crowded. "Haha.. Then what do you want me to do?" taehyung replied still with his pretence, pretending that he was drunk.


The woman pointed her hand at Taehyung's wrist, trying to pull it. "We're talking, not here. Too noisy." he said softly, at least he did have to finish what was not finished with Taehyung, but being inside here with a loud music sound will only make him spend extra energy in vain because it is difficult to talk in the middle of this loud music sound.


Sure, Taehyung complies. The man was so weak when dealing with his heart. Even the weak. Taehyung just follow the steps of the woman's feet, not forgetting their hands are still fused or rather Taehyung's hands are still pulled by the woman.


They arrived at the car park which is quite spacious enough for the guests of the bar, not crowded here, quite quiet considering it is now at 12 pm, and not too noisy like in there, he said, it is enough to have a serious conversation without interruption.


"Decide me.. Untie me.. Forget me.." said the woman right looking at Taehyung's bead.


Taehyung was quite astonished, but not surprised at all, right - the woman in front of him was now his fiancee, and this woman had also said that many times to Taehyung, asking them to separate repeatedly, he said, constantly, to almost make Taehyung's head feels like he really wants to break.


"You say it again." Taehyung replied this time already with his consciousness. To be honest Taehyung is trying to avoid the woman, after his fiancee often said and asked for a farewell, hoping that the woman will be caught off guard and change her mind, honestly Taehyung is very eager to maintain, the, do not want to separate and do not want to follow the request of the woman.


"Yes. Cause, I'm gonna keep saying it sam.. "


"Until when?!" challenge Taehyung began to growl. "Until when are you going to keep acting like this!" sela Taehyung who began to get emotional, considering that she loves her woman very much but even her woman wants a separation from her.


"Taea. Listen.."


"Sound what?!. What do I have to hear again?. Aren't you tired? Huh?. I'm really tired. Heard you keep asking for my farewell. Aren't you hurt?. I get hurt every time I hear that from you!" cerocos Taehyung by again interrupting, scattering, blowing all the burdens of his heart. Right, this should be what Taehyung had to do from the beginning, face the problem directly, not constantly avoid it.


"Can't you stay by my side?, with me?. Or at least stand by my side. You tau? only you have been my strength all along!. Don't you understand enough, too?" Taehyung spoke truthfully. What he has been damning.


The woman was stunned, the side of her heart was sliced to hear the voice of her man who was so soft, the man she had loved so much more than herself before, the man who had been so meaningful, she said, the only man who keeps his highest heart.


The water on the woman's face changed, no longer as hard as it was. Breathe so deeply and then throw it away, so that it feels quite calm and can start again. "Taea.. Just make it look like I'm guilty of our relationship, you know this relationship is no longer healthy, it's been very broken even, and it can't be repaired anymore right?" trying to be calm again, the woman tried to explain, explaining one by one her thoughts.


Taehyung closed his eyes, wanting to cry, and roared now. To be honest that Taehyung wanted nothing more than to defend. "I love you, you know that too." Taehyung replied without caring for the explanation just now.


The woman nodded, not forgetting that she pulled the corner of her lips, carving out a smile. "I know. Me too." the woman agreed. "But it happened before the time when Yujin was in your heart as well." implied bitterly in the tone of the woman's voice.


"Just because the woman left, Tae!. Please realize!" the woman's whisker returned, making Taehyung stooped. "What if one day the woman shows up again?. I just don't want to get hurt again, even if it happens you can imagine how big I'll be. I'm just a selfish human being, Tae. I just don't want myself to get hurt again." the woman defended herself. Emphasizing how hurt she was when Taehyung even loved another woman while still with her so deeply.


"All right.." Taehyung resigned, will no longer defend hard-headed, Sighing his heavy breath, honestly he was also equally hurt to see the woman in front of him injured. "I'll consider seeing your parents, let me explain to them" Taehyung said, making the two women's eyeballs in front of him sparkle. It was as if breaking up with Taehyung was a relief and happiness even though honestly the wound was so deep.


Not fighting for, even releasing, whether it can heal or not, at least not getting deeper.


Smile gratefully engraved clearly on the woman's face, honestly the side of her heart has even been destroyed so that even she herself is not sure whether it can be re-formed intact again later or not. Then he looked at Taehyung with tears in his eyes, if he could cry and vent for all his pain, it might not be this bad. "Taea. Thank you.." she said.


Choosing to survive will only grow a wound between the two, although parting is a painful path but the woman is sure either time but Taehyung and himself can soon rediscover another happiness quickly after, but the woman is sure to know when, heal or recover their wounds by finding an antidote for each of them, and the choice of parting is felt to be quite appropriate now.


Taehyung nodded, he also did not want the woman he loved to be hurt more because of him. "But I still want you to promise me one thing." Taehyung sidelines, yes he also still has to keep even now let go.


"What's that?"


Taehyung carved the corners of his lips into a smile, looking imposing once as the look in his eyes even reflected that he was also injured. But his smile always managed to make his woman, his fiancee was always back to fall in love with him. "If one day you find a man who can replace my position in your heart, meet me with him. Han Jein, Promise me one thing." Taehyung asked so sincerely even though even his heart had been crushed like a fallen glass, it was a mess.


Jein almost cried when he heard that sentence, why Taehyung also had to say it when Jein did not even know if he could return to love someone other than the man in front of him now, or can he love others as much as his love for the man in front of him now.


Feeling compelled to also say something that shows that he will be fine despite his separation. Jein agreed. "I promise, then bring Yujin to me when it happens." Don't want to lose Jein is doing the same now.


Will both no longer be equally injured when it happens later.


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"Yeah! Why'd you call me this late Jim!" maki Jeon to her friend. Not surprised at all when Jimin had not fallen asleep at the third hour of the night as he is now.


"Jeon, I saw Taehyung.. She was in my bar with a woman." said Jimin, telling a frenzied story as if she were a complex mom who likes to gossip.


Jeon rolled his eyes, and Jeon did not care if Taehyung was on the moon. "I'll hang up now!" jeon said lazily and very eager to immediately continue his sleep, honestly today the work in the office is very much and is making him so tired.


"Wait on! Waitaminute!. Jeon you have to listen to me first!" sergeant Jimin is holding.


"Otherwise?!" cecar Jeon was impatient.


"He's with a woman.."


"Then? What does that have to do with me? Want him with any woman. I don't care about Jim!. Not even with anything related to Taehyung. You understand!" cetus Jeon was furious.


"I know, but he's with that woman!. Teacher ahra!. Miss Han!" said Jimin immediately shot no matter Jeon's chatter earlier.


"What did you say Jim?!" suddenly Jeon's hearing and brain become weakened, as if he was a computer that was being attacked by a virus and must be cleaned immediately.


"Yes.. That woman is Miss Han Jein, teacher ahra!. You heard!" reiterate Jimin again by mentioning the teacher's name in full.


Jeon suddenly fell silent.


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