Jeon Appa
Truths

Happy Reading's.

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Are you happy now?

Finally happy now.

Taehyung returns to a bar, a place he sometimes desperately wants to go to alone when he is devastated. In contrast to his previous problems, this time more than that, Taehyung really looks so crushed-frustrated-cluttered, feeling that his soul side has been lost. His low tolerance for alcohol was already unstoppable - uncared for even if he regurgitated it, as if he were used to gulping down all the liquid to get inside of him, make it torturous by finishing a few bottles that he had ordered. The feeling of a sudden hook in the throat that is sore is no longer so felt, like it has died just like that.

"Taehyung-ssi's chat.. Stop that! You're drunk." said a woman who came out of nowhere and stood next to Taehyung.

Faintly hearing, making Taehyung look at his head so heavy it felt, being dazed by the world, not even realizing its existence, signifies that the alcohol liquid has worked so well. In the mind Taehyung laughs at himself, as if sorry why he did not taste and force his body to get used to the bitter liquid, funny taste, funny, why does the liquid taste so much like its life, feel hook-and-strangle.

"You who?" tanya Taehyung could no longer recognize the face of the woman who had just approached him, knowing him was not even. Wishing that the woman was Jein was also impossible, obviously even though it was drunk even though Taehyung would be able to instantly recognize the woman-Jein, Taehyung is too memorized by the perfume-sound scent-as well as Jein's style of speech so deep, so loving him, that the love in him is no longer separated even just to love himself, he said, because the woman had been by his side for too long-filling his entire life for almost 8 years.

Clucking and then throwing Taehyung's hand as the man would again gulp the liquid from inside the bottle directly, the woman did. "Yeah! Jeon Taehyung." scolded Taehyung, who still wouldn't listen.

Instantly makes Taehyung so heated up, feeling so disturbed even though he did not know. "Give me the bottle!" taehyung protest became upset, talking with a raving characteristic of drunk people, do not like to be banned. With how many seconds had passed then it was realized that the woman had just mentioned her name. "wait. You know me?" turned to the woman once more with a pinching gaze, guessing and looking vaguely at the woman's face. But not quite successful because Taehyung's vision is blurred, alcohol has affected.

The woman sighed, staring nanar at Taehyung - her situation was really bad. "It's me. Yujin." said the woman introduced herself.

The change was immediately apparent, after hearing that Taehyung was frozen, his facial water became stiff, his mind slowly slowed down to digest everything feeling that his brain's working system was not functioning normally right now. "Y-Yu-jin?" one day Taehyung's voice shook, barely believing what he had just seen - this confident woman returned.

That woman is right Yujin, Park Yujin. The source of the fire from her and Jein's problems.

After all these years, after having left Taehyung just like that, after all the random things that happened, the woman came back. Back right in front of Taehyung, still showing himself who did not change in the slightest, with his courage that never fade in the slightest. "You're back?" Taehyung said as his consciousness had become whole, having digested everything, laughing so sweetly, as if laughing at himself, even though he actually felt his head was so heavy, so unbearable.

It's funny when they meet again after so many years, Taehyung certainly not surprised at all they meet again in this Bar, obviously Taehyung know Yujin participate in inheriting this Bar.

The woman nodded, answering Taehyung's obvious question already in front of her eyes. "Eum.. Long time no see ya." greeted Yujin by then taking a sitting position next to Taehyung.

But that's not the most important thing, not about the woman coming back, how and when, but how Taehyung managed to deal with everything after his departure, seeing how Taehyung is now, so messy, so messy, with a tie-less, strapped suit just hanging-and a buttoned-up top shirt that has been torn off two show a little chest as if deliberately to be exposed, he said, seeing him grew more and more guilt in Yujin. "He's gone from you?" yujin asked me just-just-went to the point considering that Taehyung never once wanted to drink alcohol in the past, seeing how the man was now Yujin believed that the big change in him was the woman, the woman he believed that Taehyung loved him almost half to death.

Clearly, Yujin had known everything. How much love Taehyung has for his woman, how stupid Taehyung is also because it is too very good even if he sacrifices himself. Sometimes Yujin felt like she was looking in the mirror when she saw Taehyung, because what they did was not much different. Loving someone so much that there is nothing left in them.

"Who do you mean?" taehyung muttered almost like a whisper, his voice very soft.

"Han Jein's. Your fiancee." the shoot point came back from Yujin, making a smile etched asymmetrical on Taehyung's lips when he heard it, the funny mixed pain he felt, not the smile that showed that he was in a happy state, obviously not that, but a smile that shows that he is sorry now, forgetting that Yujin is a woman who will always speak so clearly and openly that she does not care to keep the feelings of her interlocutor, honestly Taehyung was amazed at it - at Yujin who could always say things so honestly. Taehyung should have known which way this conversation was going. It's clear who else they're going to talk about.

"What about you? What if you've been betrayed, you still want to come back?" reply Taehyung felt did not know what kind of relationship he was now living. To tell the truth would sound so sad, even Taehyung himself was trying to forget his sadness.

Yujin shook her shoulder, impressed too indifferently. Honestly, he was never betrayed, never felt in such a position, even the opposite, even so the sense of destruction he felt was much greater. "When I love her, I don't think I'll care about anything."

Taehyung chuckles to himself upon hearing that, one more thing he has forgotten, of course because Yujin has never loved anyone other than one person in her life. Although it looks so very tough even undaunted by the threat of the grandfather but the woman is too naive about love, too, unfortunately Taehyung has to get involved in it being an antagonist role ready to give a shock to the love story in the life of the protagonist.

Not finding Taehyung's answer even impressed the man did not want to answer making Yujin choose to conclude-assume alone. "Sounds like he doesn't forgive you?" guess Yujin, he even said it with the same still, so missed relaxed. As if everything was no longer a big deal to him, finding loss was already a matter of course. Until even forgetting how far it has gone, full of wounds, tired, even struggling. Feel as if the thorns have grown so deep and erode.

Taehyung has often snubbed himself, hearing Yujin's words even more to make him aware of his mistakes, corner and clarify his mistakes. Of course because he had incised such a deep wound on Jein, seeing her often crying, hurt so deeply, betrayed, transformed into the world's dastardly man. Apologizing for everything will not bring back everything that has been destroyed.

Without looking at Taehyung, Yujin looked in one corner, as if focusing on the eyes despite the fact that his thoughts had been moving in all directions, knowing that he had been the cause of Taehyung's breakdown, separating the two people who love each other, it sounds very cruel - although to be honest Yujin is not that kind of person, she has a typekal who strongly believes in true love. "I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have implicated you in my troubles." the word was simply uttered by Yujin accompanied by a wry smile engraved on her sweet face, showing remorse - for the first time in his life Yujin felt regret for eight years. Feeling so tight that they are helpless.

Taehyung shakes his head, blaming Yujin for everything is not the right thing, the woman has also had a lot of trouble, considering how he knows how much love Yujin has for that man-Kim Seokjin. Choosing to save Yujin and help her was entirely Taehyung's fault. Sighing then facing Yujin back with a prod. "No. It's all my own decision to help you. So never blame yourself again." Taehyung said by again sipping alcohol, sipping and feeling the bitterness.

Yes, Taehyung felt all of those things, feeling that the world was never fair to him. He should not have to interfere in the circle of problems of others, even though circumstances force him to at least act like he does not know, just pretend, but he acts instead like a hero who is ready to fight the enemy to help the weak, but in the end the wounded and even destroyed is himself. Taehyung never knew, never even thought that his destruction was when Jein left his side of life and never came back.

Yujin gets upset by herself, Taehyung now looks exactly the same as a stupid man who can only be frustrated without the desire to fight. "Should I have met him? explain it to Jein directly?" yujin said that once, he had returned now and made it clear that the problem with Jein was not a difficult one for Yujin, although everything had been destroyed at least his explanation would be able to help Taehyung.

But what Yujin found was. "You don't have to do it. It will only be free." Taehyung implied bitterly, claustrophobic considering how Jein dropped his tears, hurt over the marriage he almost did, he said, although yes Taehyung still chased after him with no self-knowledge, but at least Taehyung tried to no longer add to Jein's wounds by mentioning about his betrayal, Taehyung wants to keep Jein's feelings so broken.

"Taehyung-ssi's chat.. You tau? You sound like a dumbass who takes your love for granted." Yujin's loud insinuation when she starts to get fed up, his love has not worked and seeing others feel the same makes him feel very upset.

Granted to feel underestimated, but did not deny Taehyung looks like very stupid. Taehyung dropped a bottle on the floor, until a loud sound rang out and provoked the attention of several people around, unceasingly making Yujin surprised. "Taehyung-ssi! Are you crazy?!" cetus Yujin's.

Taehyung instead laughed at Yujin's annoyed exclamation, like deliberately provoking the woman's anger. And now they're the same. Staring towards Yujin with intimidating Taehyung did. "What do you think?! By explaining everything will bring back the tears as well as all the wounds I inflicted so deeply on her?! Huh uh? Say it!" taehyung said up a few octaves, although his eyes were filled with anger but his eyes could not lie, Taehyung was hurt - his eyes were glazed.

"Taehyung-ssi.." call Yujin almost in disbelief when Taehyung so yells at her. "I'm sorry." Yujin regretted the moment after Taehyung threw his gaze in another direction and no longer faced Yujin.

Taehyung closed his eyes, felt a tightness in his chest, his blood rippled, then regretted his actions that yelled at Yujin just now. "That's it. Jein will never come back to me again, maybe he's happy with that guy. Jungkook." muttered Taehyung as if narrating, talking to Yujin at once to awaken himself to let go. Although Taehyung certainly will not be able to easily.

Yujin suddenly froze, her eyes widening even though Taehyung did not look at her after one name was thrown. "You said Jungkook?.... Jeon Jungkook?" yujin repeated the question, wanting to clarify his hearing.

Taehyung. "Yes, my half-brother." he exclaimed as if there was no problem with it.

Hearing that Yujin now concluded, that Jein has now been together with Jungkook, whom Yujin knows as his sister's best friend and Taehyung's half-brother, but somehow it can happen.

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