
Accidentally, these eyes highlight my old laptop while still working, still good because it is rarely used.
"Do I have to sell it?"
As soon as the idea came to mind, I started taking pictures of my laptop, from the front, back, side as best I could. Then post it on social media with a few words ala marketing.
"Sold cheap, the goods are still smooth and mening.
You can check in the house!" click I immediately upload and a few moments later there is one of the friends who responded and said interest, he promised to come home later at noon.
It feels a little relieved, I began to calculate the shortcomings that must be sought if the laptop later sells, still less than seven hundred more.
Back I tried to remember anyone who still has debt to me, yes I remember, Arip, friends and also my neighbors still have a debt to me of one million and two hundred, he is very difficult to bill, it has been almost six months just a promise, but never paid.
I sent a message charging my money with Arip but never opened, even I did not call it raised, even though he was online, his style was like a rich man, just like a rich man, but pay the hard debt for forgiveness, not shame. I don't know if I hate my friend, he has the heart with me that even his life just fits.
My mind just kept turning, confused how to get money to pay off the money.
I ventured to find a loan to my neighbor, Alhamdulillah, mbak Tami my close neighbor Sudi gave a loan of five hundred thousand, Alhamdulillah.
The phone in my pocket rang, the name of a friend who was interested in buying my laptop.
Soon I picked it up, hoping for some good news and got the money.
"Hallo, asalamualaikum, ma'am!" I'll sweep it when I pick up the phone.
"Waalaikumsallm, Mom.
Mom, I'm sorry, the laptop is not so, my son does not want to say, he wants to buy me a phone!
Again, sorry, ma'am!"
Duaaarr my chest was immediately crowded, what I had expected was not in fact in accordance with reality.
"Yes, Mom. No papa.
Thanks Mom, maybe there are friends of Miss Lilis who are interested!" my answer is lethargic, but my heart is trying hard and looks good, even though this heart is anxious not because.
My tears came back after the phone closed.
"Yes, your trials are amazing, strengthen your servant Yes, Robby!" my prayer accompanied a sobbing sobbing that continued to harden.
Two million, only five hundred thousand, even money borrowed from Mbak Tami.
From where I could get another one million and five hundred, my chest was already very tight, even my tears could not stop, continuing to pour out with pain and pain in my heart.
Dead-end, really dead-end, I keep on privileging, putting everything on the owner of the universe.
Ting, the incoming message from my office number one friend, he sent me proof of transfer of eight hundred thousand rupiah.
"Ning, my debt I pay is seven hundred and fifty thousand, I will give fifty to your son, just take the envelope from me.
Thank you so much for helping me at that time, sorry if you can return it now. Thanks again!" dono wrote at length, he used to be confused about funds for his son who entered the hospital, because I was sorry to give a loan and now it is more than one year, he said, Dono just returned at the right time, when I really needed the money. Masyaalloh, thank God.
"Thank God, thank you Don!" my reply was short, and my tears were still flowing, but my heart did not stop praising the greatness of Allah SWT, his help was real and always there when I felt I was no longer capable.
Five hundred thousand plus eight hundred thousand, all so one million three hundred, still less seven hundred thousand more. Bismillah, hopefully there is a way so as not to be the talk of many people because they can not return the loan money.
"Bund, is the laptop really on sale?" a message from my neighbor Anis.
Thank God, I have hope again.
"Yes, mom. Aye!
"One million five hundred only, ma'am!
Check it first, if it fits Monggo!" reply me with enthusiasm and continue to pray in my heart, may my neighbor be interested and buy it. To be able to pay debts and have money to hold for Eid.
"Yes, bund!
After this I go home, I see the goods first.
Coincidentally again need another laptop for the youngest." reply mbak Anis friendly.
May this be my good luck, again I recite the sentence dhikr glorify the greatness of Allah SWT, a tight heart feels peaceful even though the test is so strange. Believe that God's help is close, as close as a vein.
Not long after, mbak Anis really came to the house, the woman ayu smiled warmly and I immediately invited her into the simple house left by my mother.
"This is the laptop, just check it first.
God willing is still good, since it no longer works, rarely used again, idle!" I thrust my laptop towards mbak Anis, although in my heart actually not willing, but how else, this is the only one that has, to cover the needs that must be met.
Carefully, Anis checked it, and Alhamdulillah fit and he wanted to buy it, one million and five hundred were given, even over one hundred thousand for Shanum snacks, he said.
Ma'am Anis is a career woman, her husband is also a PNS, their lives are enough, but wealth does not make them arrogant.
These eyes were already glazed with glass, although my heart was holding back from falling, still my tears escaped just so wet my cheeks.
Thank God, my problem was finally resolved, the path Gusti Alloh gave was so beautiful. Enjoy what else I can deny.
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