Kara's Woman
Quarrelling
"Whatever you say, ma'am.
I've decided, it's better we part well, because we're no longer in line.
I can't be what you want me to be.
For Joni, you take it easy, God willing I can support and send her to school. Although it is not spacious, my mother still has rice fields that can be cultivated. And I'll also open a shop for an ex-mom selling. God willing my life and my children will be fine, like Ningsih and Shanum" I said at length with a calm attitude. Danang immediately flinched when I mentioned the name of his son and ex-wife.
His lips were tightly clenched, his eyes were already glazed, perhaps he remembered how he treated Ningsih and Shanum, so there was a feeling of guilt when he heard their name called.
"Why are you bringing Ningsih and Shanum into our trouble?
They have nothing to do with us!" he couldn't take it, his red eyes looking at me. I set the thump in the chest that was actually provoked by emotion, but I tried to control it.
"I know they have nothing to do with our current problems.
But maybe this is the result of a sin I committed in the past. I used to haughtily snatch you from a woman as good as Ningsih, I proudly berate and insult the defeat of Mbak Ningsih, because you prefer me, I said, and I shamelessly and guiltlessly took Shanum's rights away from you, I controlled your money without sharing it with them. Yeah, I was wrong and I'm so sorry I did that." My chest was so tight that I could not continue my words, these tears were already rushing, flowing, remembering the sad face of Mbak Ningsih who at that time pleaded with mas Danang to finance the treatment of Shanum who was admitted to the hospital because of typhoid pain, but I actually refused and did not give the money, astagfirullah, he said, I was cruel at that time.
"And you know, my mom?
I have received karma from my actions, you married Ambar and he treated me as well. My heartache, not to mention your treatment of being so demeaning as a wife in front of your mistress." I cried out emotionally, I vented all the tightness that was in this heart, after a long time I was quiet.
"My heart is dead to love you again.
And then, let me go. We parted well. I'm sure Joni is a tough kid, she'll understand this." I tried again to regulate this emotion, with my chest tightened, to put out all the burdens I've been carrying. Now there is nothing more I need to defend, let alone worry, I believe in the power of God.
"Whatever, do what you want to do, I don't care at all!
I've given you a chance to fix this relationship, but you arrogantly reject me, don't blame me, if I just let you and Joni go!" mas Danang looked at me nyalang, with a hardened face, the man did not feel guilty at all, even a little untouched his heart with so long a sentence that I said, really his heart was dead. Astagfirullah.
"I've thought about the consequences before I decide on my choice.
So you don't worry, just don't complicate the trial. Let our divorce not be complicated." I answered casually, I was able to control this feeling, after venting the feeling that had been stored, this heart felt a little relieved.
"Don't regret it and don't demand anything from me, because I don't want to share what I have with you, let's see, ugly women like you, if anyone wants to take a glance. Snob!" hinaya, with a slanted smile she showed me.
"Don't worry one more time, I'll never beg you for my son's living, but you also have to be ready, if one day you need your son, he'll no longer know you, that's all I want to remind you of, Danang. Don't regret it when it arrives." I said by carving a thin smile at him.
"That's not going to happen, I have enough work and income, I can still marry the woman I want easily. So save your bullshit!" he cried out in wrath, and left me alone in this kitchen. I don't know, my heart no longer feels pain with that poignant speech.
Without any more I want to think about the debates and quarrels that occurred, with the rest of the time I returned to continue my work.
Cooking rawon as he wants.
Let's just say, I devoted myself to my husband in my last moments before I left carrying all this grief.
It did not take long, rawon beef is ready at the dinner table, complete with sambel and shrimp crackers. Then I made porridge for my mother-in-law and went to her room to feed the poor woman. When sick, his son actually never saw him even though they lived in one house. It's smirking!
"Mom, eat first, drink the medicine." I sat down on the edge of my mother's bed and prepared to feed her, but she looked glassy and her lips trembled, my gosh mother cried, did you just listen to our quarrel, God why don't I think about it.
"Why, Mom?
"Are you going to leave Mom, Na?
You're going to divorce Danang?" ask her with a trembling voice. It turned out to be true my guess, mother heard our quarrel. There was a feeling of guilt, as it could be that this was weighing on his mind. However, what can I do, I also can't possibly survive in the household story that makes me even more hurt.
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#Pressure From Ex-Husband (Lat)
#Love in the bonds of Destiny (Lat)
#Drawing pen Eve (Last)
#Love my husband to another woman (Lone)
#Sekar Arumi (Last)
#Second woman (Finished)
#False love is wrong (Lone)
#Love wrapped in Lust (Close )
#Because my son's legacy died at my hands (Capital)
#My dad prefers other women (Lone)
#When Love Should Choose (Done)
#Being My Own Husband's Mound [finished ]
#Snow White [finished ]
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