
"Why, Mom?
Is anyone sick?" I asked who was trying to dig into my mother-in-law's feelings.
"Are you going to leave Mom, Na?
You're going to divorce Danang?" ask her with a trembling voice. It turned out to be true my guess, mother heard our quarrel. There was a feeling of guilt, as it could be that this was weighing on his mind. However, what can I do, I also can't possibly survive in the household story that makes me even more hurt.
Before answering my question, I took a deep breath. Set the rebar inside the chest that returns tightness. Although the feeling in the heart for mas Danang is gone, but separation is an inevitable wound in a marriage.
"Yes, Mom.
For the good of all. We have no match, and I no longer have feelings for Danang. There's no way to survive an unhealthy relationship anymore, ma'am." I said with a thin smile. Trying to be nice in front of your mother-in-law.
"Is there no more chance for you to fix everything, Na?
You have a mother like this.
I need you, if you live mother how?" sahut mother-in-law with a clear face. I guess she'll keep me because she wants to be her son's best friend, but it turns out just to take care of her who can't do anything. I was stupid, wanted to be on the device with his sweet face and attitude at the end of this, while I forgot, how he used to insult me.
"My mom is sick too, Mom!
I also have to take care of my mother, she needs me too." I said by suppressing this pain in the heart.
"Not that your mother also has a family, you can ask for help from your budhe or other brothers to take care of your mother.
Stay here, I also need you to take care of me, Na!" sahut mom sniffed with a face she didn't like. God, my mother hasn't changed.
"Sorry, Mom.
I've decided to part ways with Mas Danang. After Joni receives the report I will immediately take care of her move and return to the village.
I can ask Santi to take care of mom." I said still with the tone as calm as possible, even though this heart was already upset with his arbitrary speech. Telling my mom to be taken care of by someone else, and I'm gonna be her free babu, crazy, this is crazy.
"Will not stay here, Na!
If you poop at night, what if you are thirsty?
There's no way I told Danang, he wouldn't. Don't be selfish, Na!
Don't you feel sorry for this mother?" he said with a murmur, as if I was forced to obey his wishes.
"Sorry Mom, I can't.
I can talk to Danang about that, Danang mas money a lot, ask to hire a special nurse for mom. I also still have parents who need my presence Mom, my mom needs me too." press me with a thundered chest holding back emotions, because of the words of the mother-in-law who I think are outrageous.
"It turns out you girls don't have hearts, huh, Na?
You are selfish and cruel. Tega left behind in-laws who could not do anything for the sake of obeying your lust. Go, may your life be hard after parting with my son." murmured mother-in-law heartlessly. He cursed me, because his wish was not fulfilled.
"Hopefully, the mother's words do not turn to the mother's own child.
I did nothing wrong, I just wanted to save my heart so as not to be further tormented by your son, Mom!
So stop blaming me. Now you eat, and take the medicine." said I, who did not want to prolong this debate again.
"I don't have an appetite, you just go. If anything happens to me, it's all your fault." he said, throwing his angry face at me.
Astagfirullah, I recited the phrase istighfar repeatedly, trying to understand his anger, but somehow my heart still felt pain. Does he not realize how rude his son's treatment to me all this time, but as if the mother closed her eyes and considered me a sinner.
Throwing this rough breath, I placed the still untouched plate on the table near my mother's bed.
"You really don't care about me anymore, Na?" as this foot stepped, my mother's voice came back, still the same, she seemed to think of me as evil and heartless, from her question I could understand what that sentence meant.
Did my time mean nothing to my mother?" I turned back, looking full at the old face that was now looking at me with its sinister gaze, its lips carving a slanted smile. Clearly, he hated me so much. Astagfirullah!
"That's because you still need my son's money, so you chose to stay here, right?" with a dismissive smile.
I breathe as much air as possible, this chest feels tight, less what I've been to him all this time. I took care of him wholeheartedly, even I did not feel disgusted when cleaning his feces. Mother and child, indeed have the same nature, the same has no feelings.
"Did you forget, the money given by Danang was only enough to meet the needs of the mother and also the needs of this house?
Don't you know for yourself, how much money my mother's son has been giving me all this time, two million a month, and that should be enough for everyone's needs, not yet to pay for electricity and Joni's SPP.
Then, why can you think and accuse me of that?" my mouth was calm, with restraining the fiery rage within this chest.
Truly today my emotions are properly tested by the same mother and child who have no conscience. Cruel!
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New novel :
#It turns out I'm the Second
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#Women of kara
#Change Wife
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#Pressure From Ex-Husband (Lat)
#Love in the bonds of Destiny (Lat)
#Drawing pen Eve (Last)
#Love my husband to another woman (Lone)
#Sekar Arumi (Last)
#Second woman (Finished)
#False love is wrong (Lone)
#Love wrapped in Lust (Close )
#Because my son's legacy died at my hands (Capital)
#My dad prefers other women (Lone)
#When Love Should Choose (Done)
#Being My Own Husband's Mound [finished ]
#Snow White [finished ]
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