KARMA IN LAW MOUTH VENOMOUS
Part 16's. (Pov) Candra Jealousy

"How are you doing Yohana?" Ask Yohana's ex-husband who was replied with a sweet smile by her.

"My news is good, brother how's it going?" ask Yohana back.

Meeting Yohana and Yudi her ex-husband today in order to meet the parents of santri and santri annual show featuring outstanding santri-santri in Pondok Pesantren where Alfa's eldest son Yohana demanded knowledge.

I'm a jealous man, I actually object to Yohana's meeting with her ex-husband but I have to allow it because Yohana and Yudi are Alpha's biological parents. Yohana's absence will certainly make Alfa disappointed and sad.

After going through all considerations I decided to allow Yohana to attend the event at Pondok Pesantren Alfa and I myself drove her.

After a journey of about 3 hours we arrived at Pondok Pesantren where Alfa mondok. I immediately parked the car and rushed to the hall where the event was held. Arriving in front of the Hall we met Yudi her ex-husband Yohana. Yudi greets me then she greets me and chatted with Yohana. Yudi, Yohana and Aqila gathered and Alfa also approached from the hall to invite Yohana and Yudi to come inside as the event was about to begin. Their togetherness made my heart throb, there was a sense of jealousy flowing to see their togetherness. I feel like a stranger in the middle of this family, I thought.

"Pa, Mama go inside first yes because the show is about to start!" pamit Yohana to me which I replied with a nod.

"Papa Sama Aqila is waiting in the cafeteria first, the show is only for 2 people to invite!" Pinta Yohana carefully. Maybe he was afraid I was disappointed and offended because I was tired of coming but could not get into the hall to follow the course of the event.

"No Papa Ma, let Papa and Aqila wait outside, will you not Aqila?" I said to Aqila who was replied with approval by Aqila.

"Go in and Pa!" Pamit Yohana hurried into the hall and went with Yudi. Seeing this sight the heart feels sore. I still suggest myself not to get carried away with feelings that can cause chaos.

I recall a time when I always demanded Yohana to understand when I was with Diana my ex-wife and Kaynara the princess just my way. It feels as if this hurts to see our togetherness with his past.

"Pa please appreciate Mama's feelings! Mama didn't forbid Papa from meeting or traveling with Kaynara but please don't be with Diana because Diana is Papa's ex-wife!" Pinta Yohana that time when I was every weekend often spent three of my time with Kaynara and Diana. All this time I ignored Yohana's feelings because I assumed I did not do the forbidden with Diana just to please the princess just our puppet. Today I realized after seeing the scene of their togetherness in front of me, when I was here and Yohana was also together.

All this time I've been doing with Diana and Kaynara without ever taking Yohana along with my ex-wife and son. I never asked her because of Diana's request, he asked for my time for the wasted Kaynara to be replaced with a threesome with nothing else because Kaynara did not like the presence of anyone other than Papa and Mama. Again for Kaynara's sake I sacrificed my wife's feelings, my rib feelings. Yohana forgive me.

"Pa... Ms... !" The call of Aqila broke my daydream, stuttering I answered the call of Aqila.

"B.iya.. Deck! What's up?" I asked and walked up to him.

Because of jealousy my mind became messed up. I became unfocused, until Aqila called me unheard. Throw away your jealousy Candra don't make your jealousy make Yohana angry.

"Pa, Aqila wants to borrow the car keys, take the bag left in the car!" Aqila said after I arrived before this cute little girl.

I remember Yohana once said that we as parents can not always accompany our children, so if we love the same they teach them to be ready to live without us beside him. 

The way Yohana is much different from the way I educate children, for me we as parents work for children so children must be met with needs and desires as proof we love and love him. For that reason I always fulfill all the requests of Kaynara princess just my way without her knowing I can or not to fulfill it. The way I educate Kaynara who always indulges her makes Kaynara a girl who must get all her wishes. If Kaynara's wish cannot be fulfilled, Kaynara will fall ill until her wish is fulfilled. Ever since I married Yohana I could see with my own eyes the way Yohana was educating her children was much different from the way I and Diana were.

"Pa.., Dedek bag has been taken, now where are we going while waiting for Mama, Bang Alfa and Dad to finish the show?" Ask Aqila.

"Dek, we go around this Pesantren cottage yuk! Look around because Papa is rarely here!" take me.

"Each commander! Command implemented!" Canda Aqila made me smile.

Finished around the Pondok Pesantren we returned to the nearby Hall to see what the event was done. Once there again - again the sight that makes this jealous soul back thrashing. Yohana, Yudi and Alfa were joking around so much that they did not notice my presence if Aqila had not visited them.

"Father! The greeting of Yohana I greeted with a slightly forced smile.

"Alfa was given permission to be invited out, before Maghrib was in the cottage again!" Clearly Yohana walked up to me and took my hand as if giving strength and confidence so that I would not be jealous.

"We take Alpha out, guess where you're going?" Ask Yohana.

"We take the road to the tourist attractions!" my proposal was welcomed by Yohana.

My wife always put me forward and asked for opinions every decision she would make. This way of Yohana made me feel valued as a man and the head of the family.

"Any idea, what tourist attractions are we going to?" Tanya Yohana returned.

"We ask for Bang Yudi's opinion! Bang Yudi certainly knows a suitable tourist spot for children here!" my suggestion is to give an opinion to ask Bang Yudi.

Bang Yudi has long been in this city because it is close to his hometown. It is certain that Bang Yudi knew the ins and outs of this city, until the corner of the city was already khatam for Bang Yudi.

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