KARMA IN LAW MOUTH VENOMOUS
Part 8's. Don't ask me to promise

"Pa.., Pa.., Papa!"

"Papa's really bengong!" call me to break Candra's daydream.

"Eh, what's wrong Ma?" sahut Candra's.

"What the hell was Pa? From earlier called but didn't hear?" I asked Candra.

"I don't think about anything!" reply Candra to me.

"What do you think - what but pensive?" my name is in wonder.

"Do you see any more?" Ask Candra while grinning.

"Why is there a problem? Don't you want to share it with Mom?" tanyaku while pura - pura merajuk.

"Mama started sulking it, Papa told my beautiful wife!" Seduce Candra with her mischievous smile.

"Get the bitches to react!" My heart with laughter.

"Papa is thinking of Lusi Ma." Candra answered opening her story by shifting her seat to my next.

"What's Luci why Pa?" ask me with curiosity.

"She's okay - why, Papa just thinks about her actions that have gone too far" replied Candra explaining what she thought.

"I mean Papa?" ask me confused.

"Do you know what Lusi did? Viral videos and other inappropriate attitudes." Candra told me.

"Yes.' Answer's short.

"Yes sure you know, Mama Lusi's concoction!" Candra with a soft look accompanied by a colekan on my waist.

"Konco from Hong Kong times Pa!" I said with a lazy tone.

I've been lazy if anyone talks about Lusi while touching my closeness with him.

For me to be close to Lusi because she is my husband's sister, I already consider her like my sister because I am the youngest child of course not having a sister. Little Lusi's son Safeya is liked by my daughter Aqila. Aqila had her biggest wish of having a younger sister but that wish I could not realize because of my separation from her father Aqila. I know the deep sadness Aqila felt because of our separation. The fate of life that brought all my stories with her father Aqila had to end before the judge of the Religious Court. This is the life journey of the divine scenario, we just try and pray to run it all.

"Ma, Mum.... Ma..., Eh simama was dumb". Candra said to disperse my daydream.

"What the hell is Pa, screaming?" I'm lazy.

"Who shouts - shouted Ma, Mama has repeatedly called Papa does not say, was mocked Papa daydreaming, eh now Mama who has flown to the clouds of his mind!" Candra was clearly with spirit.

"Wheel up the stairs or take a jet to the clouds Pa, Papa's coming, right?" I asked in jest.

"Wherever Mama goes Papa will always follow Mama, even the seventh height Papa will follow."

"Papa does not want to lose Mama again, Papa does not want us separated again, Papa wants to always be with Mama." Candra answered by grasping my hand tightly and kissing it.

"Ma, you want to promise you won't leave Papa no matter what?" Candra asked as she looked at me affectionately.

"Providing a promise but not being able to keep it will only hurt the person who is waiting for the promise, mama has too often waited for Papa's promises that Papa does not keep so Mama does not want Papa also feel pain because disappointed with the promises that are spoken." I explained to Candra.

"Means Mama could one day get away from Papa?" askinya.

"We live in this world there is nothing eternal Pa, Papa knows how the journey of Mama's life, many wounds that Mama tried to heal herself, wounds that come from Mama's ex-husband and also Papa, Papa, so please don't ask Mama to promise that Mama herself is not sure she can keep it because Mama feels our household is not good - fine!" Obviously with tears.

"Ma, forgive Papa until now papa can not make Mama happy, until now mama still have to work to meet the needs of Mama, Alfa and Aqila."

"Papa is ashamed Ma, should be a husband, papa should be supporting Mama, Alfa and Aqila." replied Candra guiltily.

One year of cherishing my household with Candra was no meaningful quarrel, Candra never complained about my busy life, she often helped me with homework, always protecting me from her family's julid neighbors, well, he's ready when I need his shoulder. For a living Candra gave me weekly shopping for kitchen, electricity and internet expenses. For the kitchen every week Candra gave me five hundred thousand dollars, for electricity and the internet as per the bill. Other needs for myself and my children are fulfilling themselves. When compared to the cost of his son is far inversely proportional to me, for Kaynara is given a hundred thousand shopping for one day, it is beyond the cost of education, the cost of clothing, the cost of roads, roads, and roads, package costs and other costs. One Hundred Thousand Rupiah a day just for the cost of Kaynara snacks. Yesterday Candra gave up 50 Million money, he said to buy a motorcycle because the Kaynara motorcycle that was used before Diana so difficult Kaynara had to share a motorcycle with Kaynara. While I only use a variety of motor butut purchase my parents when I birthday 25 years. Until now the bike is still durable with me even though it is 14 years old.

Every month there is an impromptu need Kaynara until the roof of the house is leaking, the water faucet is clogged, Diana Motorcycle tire is leaking Candra must spend money to fix it.

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Flashbacks

"[Ma, can you use your mama's bike for a second?"]

"[Diana nelp Papa, Diana's motorcycle tyre leaked so she asked Papa for help to bring the bike to the workshop because he could not push it to the workshop."]

The call from Candra stopped my work signing papers at the office.

["Diana's motor leaked tires where Pa?"] Ask me to ask for an explanation.

["At Ma's House"] replied Candra.

["In his house, how far did Papa go to patch it up to the workshop? Is there no family at home, ask a neighbor for help or call a workshop person to come, why should Papa be there?"] I asked in wonder.

["If you don't want to lend me the bike just say no, no need to be angry like this".] Answer with annoyance.

["Please Papa patch up his motorcycle Diana all patched his leaky Diana but do not expect Mama to lend Mama's bike to Papa!"] I replied then a phone call with Candra I decided unilaterally without saying hello.

Which wife is not upset that every day there continues to be a reason for Diana to meet Kaynara. Starting from Kaynara's one hundred thousand a day shopping money that Candra must deliver every afternoon to Diana's house on the grounds that Candra can meet Kaynara every day and the three of them go for a walk - afternoon walk. Jealousy is certainly I feel but I have been lazy to discuss it because the ends are quarrelling.

Not that I'm afraid of a fight with Candea but I just need some peace of mind because my brain and energy are drained with my office work, anyway I don't want our quarrel to be heard by Aqila which certainly can make a sense of household trauma in Aqila. I tried to live this household hipper as much as I could to sail but if the broken rower wood would wait to drown or hope for help to save him.

For me at this time children are the priority, love and my inner needs are only the last number for me, so I do not care if my second household with Candra will have to sink.

I realized that my household with Candra was hard to fight for as long as Candra didn't change her attitude towards her ex-wife.

Control in the hands of Candra, I will not be willing to be the backbone back like my previous household.

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