Kinara's Wait
We're all with you
As Kinara walked in and lay down on the sides of her parents, who were now lying on the floor covered in amabl velvet thick, Mami alisa and Umm Siti continued to pay attention to Kinara.
Earlier, when they both saw Kinara carrying the backpack, they both stared at each other and looked up.
They talked a lot about their two children. And the last thing about Ali's sudden departure.
Not to mention that Kinara was currently pregnant. Ummi siti thinks if Kinara a strong and strong woman at her young age has been given a test of life separated from her husband.
If other women must have been depressed at this time. Where else is pregnant the husband has left her.
Ummi Siti salute at the unsavory establishment of Nara. In fact, he looks so strong and tough to face all the tests.
On the contrary, Kinara will look strong and strong in front of his entire extended family and also to keep his mind sane because of his Kinara doing so.
It felt like he wanted to die at that time when he heard the news that Lana brought home from Papua about her husband.
But this time was different after Kinara returned from the kitchen with a puffy face and reddened eyes like she had just finished crying.
The two old men pretended to be asleep when they saw Kinara approaching the two middle-aged and sleeping on both sides of the old man.
Annisa who was in bed together when her baby was staring softly at her sister. Still light Annisa compared to Kinara.
If Annisa can still see even though only from the status of wa Tama when they were separated once.
But Kinara was different. He's more hurt. When pregnant, let alone being able to see the status of the news no one knows about Ali who is alive or dead.
Not knowing where Kinara's husband was, Annisa could not guess. But Kinara's heart was so strong.
He was so sure, if the husband was still alive today. Whether true or not, only God knows.
They sleep in their minds and hearts so sad to think about the fate of Kinara who is still young but has been left by her beloved husband.
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At tiiga past twenty-five Kinara had already woken up and started cleaning. After completion, he immediately went out and participated in congregational prayers with the men who are currently performing the tahajud prayer led by Tama.
The prayer was so solemn to Kinara as she prayed. Until he was unconscious at this time he was surrounded by his entire family.
So kusyuk his Kinara doo'a until the circles flow on both cheeks he was not aware. Ppai Gilang who was close to him immediately wiped the face that was so beautiful starting from last night.
Mami Alisa, Ummi Siti and Annisa were so upset to see Kinara so sad that she just cried like that.
Everyone who saw it also nodded. He was done thinking and opened both his eyes. Kinara was so shocked that she saw the whole family surrounding her with a face soaked in tears.
Especially the Papi. The face was puffy because from last night just kept crying. Kinara smiled gently at him, making everyone as if sliced at Kinara's freshness.
"Sstt.. Hitherto.. No cry. Adek pa pa pa kok Pi, Mami, Abi, Ummi, Brother, Brother. Really! Adek is not sad. It's just that these tears always flow every time this tongue prays for Bang Ali." she said but still smiled.
Mami Alisa and Papi Gilang can't take it anymore. They immediately hugged Kinara tightly still with a sob.
"Udah.. Don't worry about it! Do you want my womb to be troubled because it's always crying?"
The deg!
The two middle-aged were shocked. They immediately stopped crying and smiled looking at Kinara who was now smiling gently at all of them.
"Yes, we won't cry as long as you don't cry. We're all with you, baby.. Don't feel alone."
"Sure, there is God with us. Why should we be afraid??"
They were all tightly hugging Kinara who was now laughing but tears were falling down her cheeks.
Laughing Mouth Crying Heart
This is what Kinara is doing right now. For the sake of his family and also his womb, Kinara held back the sense of tightness that always appeared when he remembered Ali who had no where at the moment.