Kinara's Wait
Each life
"From today, get used to living on your own Kinara. Because in the future there is not necessarily someone who will help you. Except for those who truly love you with all their heart. My brother is still small compared to others. But Brother had the trust of his late father when he died six years ago."
"Which he advised to take care of all my brothers and sisters who are my father with me. Even my father said if my three sisters later could not expect their eldest brother who was already disappointed because when he was a child once almost died in strangulation by the late father."
"Astaghfirullah O Allah." - Umm Siti and Abi Husen together.
"If it's with Bang Lana, I'm worse. When I was born until I grew up, my father never once gave me love. Papi's. Papi is the one who has loved me so much. Who was I for him at that time? No son, no brother. Only a little baby misses a father's love so much. "
"Even so, I've never felt the same heartache of my father. In fact, I deliberately sought to know the state of my father when I was growing up until the meeting happened. A meeting you never knew. First after I was in first grade at that time. I cried apologizing for not being able to give love to me. He even prostrated himself at my feet. But I'm a child, how could I possibly let it go. Man must not be worshipped except from Allah SWT."
"I was never angry and vengeful towards him. I am so happy to have two fathers. Why is it so hard for you to forgive Bang Lana? Until you ignore all your sisters? Can you explain? Wh why? Why are you more concerned about your wife than we are with your sisters?"
"Bang Tama also has a sister from another Mama. But he did not ignore the arrival of his brother when he needed help even though his sister had almost killed him. Ask the same bang Tama. Did she ignore the mother's different siblings with her?"
Tama approached Annisa and hugged her, as Kinara had already entered her room and locked herself in there.
"It's been.. It is not good to punish your brother for the mistakes he made. Let him do whatever he wants. And you do what you want. It is better to be at peace and forgive each other. If you object to our presence, you may not regard us as brothers. After all, you are married and already have your own family. It'sit's okay. Which comes first. That brother too. Already, let's have breakfast. A late breakfast this morning. Already darling. Don't extend. Come on!" tama said to Lana as well as taking Annisa and being embraced by her.
Kinara who was finished prepared to come out. Today she's going to college and check her pregnancy.
He will go alone without being accompanied by anyone. From today, he will not ask anyone for help to take care of himself.
He wants to live independently. And live in their own way. There was no one Kinara expected at this moment.
The only person he can rely on now does not know where the limb is. Ali's. A young man who is full of affection and also cares deeply about his brother.
Is correct. The pain that Maura was in was not comparable to Kinara currently losing her husband.
If Maura used to be pregnant but can still hear Lana's voice when they met through a video call connection.
But Kinara?
Again, the two people felt guilty for ignoring Kinara.
Finished breakfast Morning, Kinara immediately drove off leaving behind some people who called out to him for having to go with one of the families.
But Kinara did not care. He just brought Ivory with him. This morning Kinara will go to the hospital first to check like Kak Ira said yesterday afternoon.
Only after that he will go to college and Ivory he entrusted in the mother canteen that Kinara had asked for help to take care of Ivory and paid with money if Ivory did not go to school.
Unlike if to school, Kinara will leave it to the classroom walli and will pick him up after he finished from college.
When he arrived at the hospital Kak ira, he was waiting for bang Raga and Ira's brother who was so worried about him.
The two of them were so worried about Kinara carrying their own motorbike without being accompanied by anyone from their family.
Ira's brother grumbled as he walked into the hospital. Kinara and Bang Raga laughed.
From today on, Kinara will be living alone. Life without help from others. And the problem of the land that Papi bought, Kinara had thought about what kind of way.