
Zehra seemed to be standing in the corner of the veranda door, trying to enjoy the night breeze while closing her eyes for a moment, her mind clearly raging into one at this time, about Anta's words about her older sister, her, the Cullen family's apparent name continues to hit her memory in recent times and a shocking news about her pregnancy from Arash this morning. All of them make his brain function poorly.
For a moment Zehra tried to catch her breath slowly, zehra's mind was really so messed up right now, she needed some time to digest everything maybe even need someone to talk to, but alas zehra clearly has no one here.
As Arash walked into the room, he clearly frowned because he did not find the zehra there, Arash's eyeballs went through the entire room until he finally saw the figure of the wife on the veranda of their room, standing between the dark of the night and the cold of the night wind.
Arash immediately rounded his eyeballs, with a rapid movement toward the zehra.
"It will soon be snow, the air outside is obviously so cold"
Arash's words suddenly startled zehra.
The man leaned his hand against the large pole on the right side of the zehra.
"And this is definitely not good for your health and that of our child"
After saying so, Arash quickly lifted up the body of zehra, carrying the wife in a gentle gesture, immediately zehra was surprised, looking at Arash's face for some time while trying to put his hand to Arash's neck.
"Excessive exposure to night air is not a good thing for health, you know? This will trigger various diseases such as asthma, lung infections, and other severe diseases. The risk will be even greater if you are pregnant in an unhealthy condition"
"It's not without reason. The night wind is different from the morning air because the levels of carbon dioxide is much greater than oxygen. If absorbed by breathing in levels that are too much then various problems will arise. Moreover, pregnant women are usually easy to experience shortness of breath due to fatigue"
Said Arash while walking with Zehra in, slowly closing the big door with his feet and then walking towards their mattress, Arash put the body of zehra slowly on the mattress.
Zehra looked silent, letting Arash lay down her body in such a gentle gesture.
"Is there anything difficult you want to ask or tell?"
Arash asked as he gently touched zehra's face.
"Married to me is it a big burden for you?"
For a moment Zehra took a look at Arash's eyeballs, and she was still silent and did not answer Arash's questions.
"Don't inhabit me, it makes me go awry and feel so guilty"
Said Arash again as he continued to stare in Zehra's eyeballs.
"If I want to go home to where I come from, will you allow it"
Suddenly Zehra's question makes Arash round his eyes.
"It's not the Cullens, but I want to go back to Indonesia, for me there is my real home"
Zehra said again later.
"It's like a foreign world to me, even I can't recognize you very well, we're like strangers who meet and become strangers despite being together, there are many secrets between us and there is no love in these eyeballs for me, Arash"
Zehra said again.
"Isn't that the only best option is to let me go home to the house I should?"
Instantly Arash swallowed his saliva, hearing the word return home clearly Instantly destroying his feelings.
"For you not to get hurt and they don't ask me to go back to where I came from"
Zehra's eyeballs began to glaze over.
Arash shook his head quickly.