King Mafia And His Angel
Feelings he doesn't understand
Arash continued to stare at the face of Zahra who had been fast asleep since earlier, slowly he let out a long sigh, the chaotic thoughts continued to hit his feelings since earlier.
Gently hugging gently the body of the zehra from behind, he tried to tightly grip the palm of Zehra's hand while stroking her for some time.
Trying to feel and enjoy the moment that he had not cared so much about, trying to ask about his true feelings and heart.
What kind of feeling is this really?
That question suddenly hit his mind tonight.
Zehra's request to return to Indonesia suddenly clearly made Arash at a loss for words, he was immediately overwhelmed with a strange feeling that was quite difficult for him to understand.
In addition to the reason Zehra's request can not be fulfilled, because it is quite dangerous for the safety of zehra, she is afraid that something bad happens to zehra later including her fetus, she also feels unwilling.
Zehra's line of words had clearly hit the recesses of her heart.
"It's like a foreign world to me, even I can't recognize you very well, we're like strangers who meet and become strangers despite being together, there are many secrets between us and there is no love in these eyeballs for me, Arash"
Of love? Arash does not understand about it, for him all goes according to his wishes since long ago, he is not the type of person who is easily attracted to others let alone fall in love.
His life is engulfed in a dark world long ago, disappearing from the Black pearl family and darting into the Cullen mafia obviously never taught them about love.
The only difference is, when he meets Zehra he just feels not interested in other women, usually he will come to the night world, looking for women to accompany him and then go home, but since she was with Zehra she was just not interested in the female Yang, for her it was enough Zehra and no other thought, she did not want to hurt the female by bringing another female.
But why did Zehra question her heart, when Zehra wanted to go home Arash was anxious to say How am I to live without you by my side? it was as if she was getting used to the presence of zehra, and if the woman disappeared what should she do? he felt that there was a sense of unwillingness ambushing him, he did not want the woman to go away from his sight.
"Love can beat your logic"
A line Lana Lan said the other day instantly broke her haughty feelings about her not wanting Zehra.
If you enjoy spending time with someone, the reward system in your brain increases your motivation to want more from that time, you get used to her and always crave her presence then it can be said you start falling in love with her.
Touch your chest, when you see it what is your heart trying to determine? if he beats a lot faster than he should then believe me it is a feeling of love, Arash.
For a moment Arash again tightened his embrace, he slowly closed his eyeballs.
Did he love this woman?
If so, why is he not aware of it.