Leap Dream (Love From Another World)
WHERE ?

February 28th, I felt my hopes shattered instantly. The person who had been opening my heart for a few months ignored me and chose to avoid me. What exactly is my fault? Actually, it started in January and he started turning into a stranger I didn't know. I guess it's probably because of his very busy job, huh because he just got into office. At first I understood but in the future he began to show his attitude that does not want me in his life anymore. He didn't even know that I blocked him for a few days, because I wanted to know if he was looking for me or not. The result was clear that no messages came from him.

I was disappointed, very disappointed, the beautiful story of the previous months revolved around in my memory. He who is gentle, who always says love, who talks about future relationships, talks about the future in an instant is gone. I'm sick, my heart is broken. I started a conversation with him because I started to question the commitment we were talking about, about loyalty in the future. And what I found was that there was no solution. He simply apologized, apologized, and apologized, without trying to fix it. Everything he left to me, as if I was the only one in this relationship, only I wanted this relationship.

I'm like a stupid human being. My brain says 'that means getting rich no matter how you feel about him, he doesn't want you anymore.' And my heart replies 'I still love, I believe if he can change'. My thoughts and feelings started to get messed up. And I'm just saying "It's up to you."

Weight does let go of our loved ones even very difficult, but the human heart who knows, we can not force him to stay. Last night I cried with the memory of her always spinning in my head. Her beautiful words, her commitment, her story, her grievances, her behavior, everything, I miss her the old one. Until I finally fell asleep in tears.

February 29th, I forced open my puffy eyes from crying all night. This year, leap year. My heart started to hurt again considering the conflict of heart and mind last night. I feel like my time has stopped. There was no activity I wanted to do, a disappointment to myself for foolishly repeating the mistake of opening my heart.

I remember the myth in my place, with a heart so broken I stepped to the edge of the cliff. Not that I believe in that myth, here I just want to scream as loud as possible. That message from last night was deliberately not read by her, maybe she was fed up with me. The wind on the cliff is cool and soothing. I put my phone next to me with the screen still on showing a neglected message.

It was enough that I was alone like this, my strength was exhausted from crying, cursing, and shouting. After this I had to get back up, become me again before I met him. The sky was dripping with water, as if I knew how I felt now. I smiled at the sky that seemed to deliberately hide my tears.I could go to another dimension, to a dimension that could make me forget this heartbreak, forget everything.' Stupid thoughts, where there is another dimension.

I began to move from my place, but because from last night my stomach had not been filled and my energy had reached the limit, everything became dark. All I felt was a wind so strong behind my back that I finally touched the water hard. My breath is full, will I leave this world, or will the world leave me. Anyone help me, I don't want to feel the pain.

I can't get my voice out, how can someone else help me. I tried to push my body up above the surface. "haa haaa" My breath was stinging, I started trying to regulate my breath and see my closeness.

"I Where?"

*****

It's different from where I was, what's this under the cliff. I looked up and found only lush trees without any cliffs. Where am I actually? My heart is starting to fear. I decided to get out of the water I thought was only the waist of an adult.

"What's wrong with my hair, with my clothes?" surprised to know how I am now. My hair, which was originally long, became curls with flowers and there was braids between the hairs. My clothes that were originally just pajamas are now a sleeveless whitish-blue dress with flowers and leaves that make her look beautiful. I began to look down barefoot, my ankles wrapped around green roots with leaves and flowers, as well as my wrists. Actually what happened, was I just dreaming.

I started by approaching the surface of the water, a face that looks still with my face but not with the fashion I wear now. Who am I really, was my soul switched? No way, this is still my real face no change at all.

"kruuyuuukkk~" my stomach took over my mind. If my soul were switched, at least the body I'm wearing now should have eaten.

I walked through this strange forest hoping to find something I could eat to stifle my hunger. "Meet!" I was excited to find an apple tree in front of me. Now how do I take it.

"Meow.." I fell silent, looking for the origin of the voice. A cat with dominant black fur and a white belly came up to me. "Are you lost too?" as if to understand he came up to me and rubbed his body on my ankle. 'The cuteness of white fur on both of his back legs as if he was wearing socks.there is no harm also along with a cat in this foreign forest'

"Meow..."

"Do you like apples too?" I was like a crazy person. He bit the apple I offered. What a strange cat.

*****

I walked through the forest to find out the real answer I was where, why don't I find a human here.

"Meow.." she made a sound while pulling the dress under me.

"You want me to follow you?"

"meow" I was curious and followed him up to a log house, like a cottage.

"Excuse me. Is there anyone?" there's no answer. "Hallo, excuse me if anyone?" Still no answer, I started to enter the house. "Hallo, is there no one?" the house was empty, there was only dust and cobwebs. 'Well at least I can stay here for a while' I thought, then dusted the dust and cobwebs.

It was getting dark and I was getting cold. "Meow.." The cat came up to me with a thick cloth in its mouth. "What is this for me? Where did you get it from?" "Meow.." As usual that was all he could say. I stroked his head in thanks.

"Hmm, I haven't given you a name yet, when I call you Poko"

"Meow?!." As if I didn't accept my call. Haha yes, she is adorable.

"Well Poko, yes even though I know you don't like being called that, but I like it because it's not too complicated."

"Meow.."

"Good sleep Poko" I hope when I wake up I return to my place. Although I may feel the pain of a broken heart, but it's better than in this foreign place.