
Time passed, it was already two days after I forced Sen to take the medicine but there was no sign of Sen's consciousness yet.
‘What is the cure less?’
I entered Sen's room without knocking on the door, and the physician was changing Sen's bandage.
“Let me alone.” my word take over the bandage in the healer's hand.
“But miss.”
“It's okay I can do it myself”
“Actually who's miss?” ask the doctor to open the conversation on the side I replaced Sen's bandage.
“Means?”
“How can miss know about that medicinal plant?”
“Oh that, the aunt who told me”
“Who is the aunt that miss meant?”
“My aunt aunty”
‘sial! I have never even asked the name of the aunt who has helped me so much.’
“Aibi lives in the village, and sometimes to the city to sell his concoction medicine”.
“What is your aunt named Poliska?”
‘Poliska? Even I don't know the name of aunt’
“Why do healers keep asking about my aunt?” I turned around after changing Sen's bandage.
“Pardon for my sassness miss, I am just curious”
“It's okay, how is Sen now?”
“Your Highness is still unconscious miss”
“What is the cure less?”
“Itu..”
“No-no this time I will not drink it again” I said cutting the words of the healer, imagining the bitter taste in my tongue long lost, never again.
“You should have said if you were going to make it and drink it to me again” Sen's voice surprised me. ‘wasn't it the healer said Sen was still unconscious.’
“I excuse Your Highness” healer and got a wave of hands from Sen which means go.
“You're aware? Since when?”
“Since anyone stole my first kiss.”
“What? Since then?”
“Well I'm not unconscious, but too sick for me to realize”
“How about now?” my hand reflexively held her face which still looked pale.
“You see, now I'm fine” she replied shutting her eyes feeling the warmth of my hand. “But for now, it is better that no one knows about my condition that has healed, it seems like there is a spy inside the palace”
“What? Wh who? How can?”
“What have you seen Maura lately?”
‘right also lately I have never seen a demon child who lost its mother it’
“What Maura spy do you mean?”
“My man saw Maura talking to a man from the kingdom of Equestria”
“Then how now?”
“Because of the information about my condition returning home injured, it looks like they will again attack directly into the palace” he said casually
“WHAT? Isn't it time we put together a plan?”
“What are you afraid of? Now thanks to you I've recovered”
Sen smiled with his pale face, “You're right I could never lie to you” Sen put his head on my shoulder.
“Sen rest, I don't like to see your pale face.”
“What does this mean you like me?”
“Ha? Whahuh? How did you come to such a conclusion?”
“You said you didn't like seeing my pale face, I assumed it meant you were worried about me. And if my face isn't pale doesn't that mean you like my face?”
I was speechless to Sen's explanation which disturbed my heart.
“I assume your silence means yes.” Sen stroked my head. ‘my heart goes out, my heart wants to take over logic’
“Well I like you, I like the dashing Sen, the handsome-faced Sen, the serious and annoying Sen, the Sen who is always beside me, Well I like, I like everything about you, I like everything about you, and I hurt when I saw you get hurt, I, I love you Sen.” All the feelings that I had been suppressing all this time, the feelings that I was suppressing because I still wanted to return to my world, the feelings that I was suppressing for fear of parting with her, she said, the feeling I suppressed for not wanting to feel the pain of being betrayed.
Sen was silent at my words, a look of disbelief emanated, Sen immediately hugged me. “You know Hana, it seems like I have completely recovered, it all feels like it will go easier, I also love you so much Han” Sen holds my cheek.
My face is hot, my heart is racing, can I start my love story? The fear of separation still haunts me. Sen brought his face closer and our second kiss came after a two-sided confession of love.
Sen let go of her kiss and looked at me deeply, “I love you Hana, I want to quickly marry you, I want you to always be next to me when I wake up and when I fall asleep”
‘Sen I love you too, but there are still many secrets I have not said, can I still be with you?’ my mind hurts to remember my identity.
“Sen if if I suddenly disappeared, would you look for me?”
“What do you mean disappear? You won't disappear anywhere, if you're lost I'll search until I see”
“Hmm, I'll say if”
“Hana.. stop thinking about suppositions for us to part, because from now on I will never let you go, until anytime, you are my woman, the only Woman who will be my companion for the rest of my life”
Sen's words gave me the strength of the fear that I had imagined would not have happened if I had been with him.
“Sen actually me..”
“Sorry Your Majesty, there is a guest from the kingdom of Equestria want to meet” the voice of the knight outside the room cut my speech.
“I'll see him.” Sen.
I stopped Step Sen, “Sen I'll come with you”
Sen stroked my head, “You're here don't worry, there are many knights on guard, actually this is also included in our plan, to surround the rebels”
“But what if they already know? What if more than one spy? What if they've already prepared something”
“I will handle it, this time Zee and Rey come with me, you just wait here, I will see you as soon as.”
Sen put on his shirt and robe, hugged me so I wouldn't worry, and left me alone in the room.
I am still worried about my feelings being bad. The fear of separation slowly comes back to haunt me again.
*****
How long have I been waiting in this room alone, why doesn't it sound like anything, why doesn't anyone come in?
My feelings were getting worse and I decided to get out of Sen's room.
“Meow? (Where are you going?)” Poko approached me
“Sen told me to wait in room”
“Nona why are you here now?” a knight approached me with a worried face
“What's really why? Why can't I be here?”
“Shelf!!” there was the sound of falling objects and faintly heard the sound of sword complaints.
“What happened?” ask the knight. The knight just kept quiet with my question, “I have to see it myself” I said to the knight who was just silent.
“I'm sorry miss, for the safety of miss, miss can't be there, this is an order from Your Highness” knights blocking my path.
“Tell me what really happened!”
“there was a rebellion during the meeting earlier, and Maura's concubine and her servant were spies from the kingdom of Equestria, they attacked the palace, and, and using poison smoke that can make the inhaling experience hallucinations and nausea” explained the knight.
“WHAT? This kind of thing you guys hide from me?!”