LECTURER
Chapters 29. We've Already

People say, happiness will come at the right time. But the exact time is when it will happen?

Happy is not always measured by how happy we get and have something. But aren't humans creatures who never feel enough?

Happiness is bullshit.

Yoona thinks that being happy is just bullshit.

Is happiness simple?

Not right. Because happiness is a delusion of hope and desire. Yes delusion, because you want it, hope this way, will be happy if it has been fulfilled and achieved. But, will after that guarantee that there is no desire to get again?

Happiness is just a word.

Full of charm and secrets. When happily pursued he is getting away from so much when sought, he will hide and the more needed he is the more spoiled. Happiness is not real.

If it really existed, perhaps Yoona was a traitor to the nation in her former life until the universe always pressured her at its lowest point. When his smile was overjoyed, the gravity knocked him down again. As his laughter filled a space, the rotation of the earth turned back its state. When the desire to have that one thing, destiny gets in the way. The whole universe was as if allergic to seeing Yoona feeling a little happy. But it was so evil, it was outrageous, it was too harsh for Yoona.

Yoona bit her lower lip. Listening to the advice of the doctor who asked Yoona not to do this and that was only for the health of the prospective human in Yoona's stomach.

After a minor altercation with Jaehyun, Yoona chooses to get out of the young man's house. Yoona's initial intention was just to get out to get some fresh air and clear her mind but Yoona just took care of Jaehyun's words and all was quite rational. Yoona shouldn't have to keep dodging, no matter how cruel something is waiting for Yoona, Yoona has to keep up with it. But Yoona is trapped in the Hospital because suddenly her stomach is cramped.

"Well, Miss Lim, here's a recipe and a note for you." The doctor gave her two paper plates, "the next time ask your husband, so that he knows and always reminds you" the doctor added, smiling warmly.

Yoona just smiled clumsyly and without answering any more, Yoona came out. He held his stomach, now what should he do?

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"Go here, Madam."

The woman of her late fifties gasped. He immediately set a step in the direction appointed by a nurse.

o0o

Sehun pressed his lips in a straight line. The man got down from the car and passed in the direction where several youths gathered. Sehun's arrival certainly made the group of young men exchange face to face, questioning the Lecturer approaching them. Sehun's gaze led to Jung Jaehyun who was also there.

Jaehyun breathed. Aware of him who got a look from Sehun made Jaehyun understand and immediately passed, away from his friends.

"Mister—"

"You know where Yoona is, right?"

Jaehyun gasped for a while as he was stunned thinking of something. "Huh?"

Sehun controlled himself, took a breath and exhaled slowly even so he could not pierce the water of his face that had been moaning. "I warn you not to interfere in our affairs."

Both of Sehun's hands were clenched firmly on his sides. The man tightened his jaws, trying to withstand the harsh swearing for the young man before him. "You—"

"Yoona—Yoona?" the two eyeballs of Jaehyun were patterning seeing a young woman walking with an adult man plus the young woman was smiling shyly as usual.

Yoona doesn't return to her house but Yoona doesn't go back to her apartment either. Where did the young lady actually go?

Today, Yoona's first day back to her life as before. The young lady did not want to delay any more time, the problem would be solved if faced. Yoona just has to be sure of what she chooses, her life is her will not someone else's.

Yoona's laughter receded as her neutrals captured the whereabouts of two men she knew. When one of the pairs of eyes there met the maniknya, Yoona immediately turned her eyes and looked back at Mr. Siwon who was still laughing because he heard Yoona's joke earlier.

Yoona gulped when she realized that her steps would soon pass the two men there. Yoona thinned her lips and said, "Where do we eat, sir? Mister likes what kind of food?" Yoona desperately did not glance at where the two men were standing, really struggling to focus her attention on this Lecturer she had once been after.

Mr. Siwon was silent for a moment, thinking as a child. "I like something sweet."

"I, sir?" yoona's response was very fast even too fast. Yoona patted her own lips, embarrassed by her response earlier.

And when Yoona and Mr. Siwon made it past the two men, Yoona breathed a sigh of relief. I don't know when Yoona held her breath.

Mr. Sehun chuckled lightly. "A—"

"Lim Yoona."

Instead Yoona stopped it was Mr. Siwon who stopped her steps. The lecturer turned his head who then greeted one of his fellow lecturers and momentarily returned Jaehyun's greeting. While Yoona was standing a step ahead of Mr. Siwon, she inevitably stopped her steps, especially when the Lecturer called her name.

But for whatever sake, Yoona felt like yelling at Mr. Siwon to step back and ignore the Lecturer.

"Yoona?"

"Yes, sir?" sahut Yoona sweetly looked at Mr. Siwon who had called her.

"Mr Sehun called you."

This time Yoona did not respond. He smeared his lips while turning his gaze towards Sehun who was looking at him fixedly with a highlight that Yoona could not guess. His smile was forcefully reviewed, "yes, sir? Sorry I didn't hear—"

"To my room."

Yoona was silent for a moment. She bit her lips and then thinned her lips after which Yoona let out a slow breath and finally Yoona nodded. "Good."

Yoona will solve everything.

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