LECTURER
Chaptre 30. Am I Need You?

Secretary Cho: Miss, sir refuses to eat again.

Yoona breathed heavily. He could no longer count how many times his brother refused to eat and continued to busy himself with work in the office. Yoona is fed up for a long time, too, she can't keep chasing Seungwoo whenever the man refuses to eat. After all, why is Seungwoo acting this way just because he broke up with his girlfriend? After all, Seola is not the only woman in the galaxy

here and there are plenty of beautiful women out there. So, why is Seungwoo so obsessed with that woman?

Finally Yoona chose indifferently. He kept his phone back where it was and then went back to talk with his friends and some of his seniors.

In the past few weeks, Yoona has always been beside Seungwoo to entertain and set the meal hours despite Yoona's presence or absence, Seungwoo has always refused to eat but at least when Yoona is around, Seungwoo will eat even if only one bribe. At least the man's stomach wasn't completely empty. But, now Yoona was fed up.

Mala mitu, Yoona completely forgot Seungwoo. A few glasses he spent at that time until almost dawn, Yoona was just ready to go home.

"You're going home?"

Yoona looked over and nodded. Remembering something, he finally took his phone. There are several messages from the same person that even contain almost all the same. Yoona is cracking, annoyed. "Hm, why?"

"If so, I'll take between—"

"No, I'm going home alone."

"Ta, but —"

Yoona stopped her steps. "Ah, you should be nice and take good care of your girlfriend, Jung Jaehyun!" abugn. "I'm leaving."

Before she could answer, Yoona had already stepped away.

His phone was ringing loudly. Yoona could guess who dared to contact her at dawn. Yeah, who else would it be if it wasn't Secretary Cho Seungyoun.

"Ya—"

"Miss, Mr. Seungwoo—"

Yoona clucked, annoyed. "All right, I'm coming!" The sound of breathing sounds across made Yoona secretly feel guilty. "How is Seungwoo?" ask Yoona, finally.

"Master is still in his study. He hasn't been out since the afternoon and refused all the food and people coming in, miss."

Yoona nodded to herself. He looked around, trying to find a taxi. "Prepare my favorite food, he won't be able to refuse to eat it with me."

"Good, Miss."

"Where are you?"

"We're at Allerie's—"

the tut!

The connection was cut off unilaterally by Yoona. Without any more explanation, Yoona should know where Seungwoo will go.

Allerie's Residence.

***

Yoona's arrival was immediately revoked although not a welcoming full of happiness but rather a welcoming with a hopeful and heartwarming face full of worry.

Yoona rotates her eyeballs, hands her bag and jacket to the housekeeper who then passes with Seungyoun.

The two stopped in front of Seungwoo's study.

"You can go."

Seungyoun nodded. "I'll be back with the food you ordered, Miss."

Yoona nodded as she shook her hands asking for the man to leave immediately. And after Seungyoun passed, then Yoona passed into the workspace of her brother.

Yoona's smile was wide-reaching, her drowsiness and a little drunkenness she managed to cover perfectly. "Seungwoo, let's have dinner! Ah, breakfast!" yoona said cheerfully taking an approaching step. "Ah, I'm sang—" Yoona's sentence hangs along with a smile that instantly recedes seeing Seungwoo drooping behind the man's desk.

Hurriedly, Yoona approached and changed Seungwoo's position to lean on the chair. "Seungwoo's? Oi! Seungwoo! Lim Seungwoo!!" the intonation of Yoona's voice rose and both eyes were wet, either since when the puddles piled on her eyes, making Yoona feel heavy. "SEUNGWOO!!" peek Yoona, the more Seungwoo's body shakes.

"Nona—" Seungyoun hung up his sentence as he looked at Seungwoo who was sitting leaning back with both eyes closed. The man rushed over.

"Secretary Cho! Seungwoo ... Seungwoo is fine, right? Hn?"

Seungyoun. He looked with compassion at Yoona, unable to bear to see the young woman who was so frightened. Then Seungyoun nodded with a thin smile. "Hm, sir is fine, Miss. He just fainted."

If Yoona had come right away when Seungyoun asked her to, Seungwoo wouldn't have been like this. If Yoona wasn't fed up, Seungwoo would have eaten and been fine. If Yoona wasn't selfish, everything would be fine. All charations. If Yoona could better understand Seungwoo's feelings and circumstances, everything would never happen.

Why is Yoona so selfish? How could Yoona forget Seungwoo's kindness? Only that man who always gave his best for her and just accompanied the meal was Yoona fed up?!

Yoona hugged her knees. Sitting next to Seungwoo's room door while the man gets treatment from the Doctor. But as if everything was not enough, Yoona was even more worried. Instead, various thoughts were milling around in his head.

What if Seungwoo leaves? Yoona doesn't have anyone who cares about her other than Seungwoo. If Seungwoo leaves, Yoona will really be alone. Thinking of that made Yoona's sobs and tears even more intense, her chest felt tight.

Seungwoo's room door opened. Hurriedly, Yoona immediately stood up. "Doctor, Seungwoo, how's my brother doing?"

"He will recover in a few days. And, I suggest that he not return to work after the recovery period." The doctor smiled and patted Yoona's shoulder gently, which shook with her tears. "I'm going to check every development, you don't have to worry."

Instead of feeling calm, Yoona just sobbed. "Doctor ... Seungwoo doesn't ... will .. die, right?" Yoona. His nose was red with a hoarse voice from crying for too long.

Doctor Byun who has been handling Seungwoo for a long time can only smile. He patted Yoona's head slowly as if asking her to stay steadfast. "I'm sorry, Miss." said the doctor who then passed by being ushered in by Secretary Cho.

That day, Yoona didn't sleep at all. Even Yoona never left Seungwoo, the young woman remained beside her sister, her prayers never stopped. Yoona ignores all her activities today, even Yoona is not present in Mr. Siwon's class that she always admired. Today the center is Seungwoo.

Cho Seungyoun is in. The man brought a tray filled with lunch for Yoona and some fruits did not forget the mineral water as usual. The young woman had not touched the food Seungyoun had brought.

Seungyoun looked at Yoona. The young woman moved cautiously, pointing one of her ears at Seungwoo's chest which then touched Seungwoo's pulse on his neck and hand. It was a sight to so Seungyoun watched until he forgot how many times his superior brother had been like that. "... Miss?"

Yoona. His face is really messy. Without makeup and pale. Plus the blank stare that made Seungyoun feel pity just by getting that look. Yoona's tears shed, she looked at Seungwoo and then looked back at Seungyoun. "Secretary Cho, Seungwoo ... Brother, it's not gonna die, is it?"

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Yoona blinked. Remembering the fatal memories he once had. Right, it used to be that Yoona ran away from responsibility, Seungwoo was in danger. And, if now Yoona continues to avoid what will happen to her later.

Yoona and Sehun entered the room. Sehun who first entered, stared around the room making sure no one else was in it. Then Yoona came in and sat down without waiting for orders.

"Yoo—" "Mister!"

Yoona gulped. His gaze for a moment almost lulled into something, but he quickly mastered himself which then breathed out, full of confidence. "Before Mister asked, there was something I wanted to tell you" Yoona said.

Yoona was silent for a moment. Both of his hands were linked and squeezed out by himself, as if it could reduce the uneasy feeling he felt. And in one breath, Yoona said: "I'm pregnant."

Either Sehun is silent for too long or Yoona does not want to give the man a chance to respond because Yoona is back together first, "I am not asking for recognition or responsibility, so don't worry." Yoona gave a lip, holding herself back from shaking. "I said this just wanted to make it clear! Mister, even though I'm cheap, but you're the first for me and after remembering how much pain it hurts when I'm with you, I'm crazy to try it with another guy." Yoona explained. Her net was staring right at Sehun's bead, trying to guess how the man reacted after this.

But, Sehun was apparently too surprised to make him just silently silent with the view that continues to lead to Yoona, I don't know what she thinks.

"After that, don't worry about me and ..." Yoona paused, she gulped her hard-earned saliva. "... And, my baby."

" 'After that'?" Sehun frowned, not understanding the sentence spoken by Yoona.

Yoona took her eyes off. Honestly, up to this point he can't take it anymore but if he stops everything will be in vain. Yoona gulped. The young woman clenched her hands, trying to calm herself down. He took a breath, then turned back to look at Sehun. "We're going to stay divorced."

The sentence seemed to be an ultimatum, making Sehun flinch. The man was stunned. Back made silent by Yoona's narration.

And without waiting for a response from Sehun, Yoona got up from her seat. Turn around and take steps. When her body turned back to Sehun, her tears dripped. The young woman walked quickly, leaving Sehun who seemed to lose completely unflagged.

o0o

Jaehyun who had been waiting for Yoona to come out of Sehun's room, immediately passed when he saw Yoona coming out. Jaehyun's eyes widened when he saw Yoona come out in tears.

"Yoona?!"

Yoona looks up. Staring at Jaehyun with his wet eyes. "Young ..."

Jaehyun stiffened his jaw. The young man stared intently at the door leaf belonging to Sehun's room but saw Yoona like this without even asking Jaehyun could guess it.

The damned man still rejects Yoona despite knowing the state of Yoona.

Jaehyun pulled Yoona's body. Clutching that slender body, letting Yoona spill it all. With both hands gently rubbing Yoona's back and hair, Jaehyun's lips incessantly whispered a sedative sentence to Yoona.

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Finishes.

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