LECTURER KARREN ADIBRATA
CHAPTER 118 (AWKWARD)

The dawn prayer began to reverberate from the mosque of Gibran's house.Karren's ears were not in the lump of Satan could hear it.

Karren has started to get used to waking up at dawn by relying on the adhan as his alarm.

If until the Adhan ends Karren has not yet awakened, only Gibran will intervene.

Karren opened his eyes, his gaze looking at the thing that was inside his arms.

It was no longer Gibran's body that embraced him as usual, but rather a bolster that had been in bed since when.

Though as he remembered, Gibran had already gotten rid of the bolster. Gibran said, Karren no longer needs a bolster because there is already a self that Karren can hug.

Karren's chest tightened in light of his conversation with Gibran the other night before bed.

Is that also what makes Gibran replace his body with bolsters? It seems Gibran is very angry.

But Karren also did not plan to turn down his contract because he did not want his dream to drift away.

Karren turned his head after hearing the gurgling sound of water from inside the bathroom. It is certain that Gibran is bathing now that the man does not even want to wait for Karren.

Usually Gibran waited for Karren to wake up first he took a shower but today Gibran chose to take a shower without wanting to make sure first whether Karren was awake or not.

Karren pondered, at a time like this young married regrets began to arise.

While others are free to have fun and pursue their dreams, Karren here has become a wife who is responsible for taking care of her household.

Karren did not expect his youth to be like this because this was far from his life plan.

It never crossed the slightest in Karren's object to marry young but the opposite happened.

He was married, even before graduation. Holy hooch! Just thinking about college was still dizzy now he had to think about household matters as well.

The bathroom door opened, Gibran appeared with only a towel wrapped around his waist, Karren holding himself back from being tempted by the stunning apparition that lay before him.

His relationship with Gibran is not so good now, lest his aggressive nature flares up which makes him run and hug Gibran at this time as well.

"Hurry to take a shower, the dawn rush is over!" Gibran's orders were cold without settling Karren.

Karren just nodded, he immediately went to the bathroom he took a quick shower because Gibran was already waiting for him.

When Karren came out of the bathroom, Gibran was already sitting on a prayer mat wearing a cocoa shirt and sarong.a black peci was also seen covering his head.

As the Qur'an's holy verse came out of his mouth, Karren's once-chaotic feeling now calmed down upon hearing Gibran read the Qur'an.

Karren immediately put on his face quickly so as not to make Gibran wait any longer.

"Have you?" ask Gibran after he has finished reading the Qur'an.

Gibran looked back to make sure Karren was ready to perform dawn prayers.

Karen replied to Gibran's question with a nod, Gibran muttered and then began to stand followed by Karren, they performed congregational morning prayers.

after the prayer, they recite and pray. Karren kissed Gibran's hand as usual after he finished praying even though Gibran's face was not as warm as usual.

"Where are you going, ma'am?" karren asked as he watched Gibran leave the room after changing his clothes in casual clothes.

"I'm going to the study, there's a student assignment that I haven't corrected yet" Gibran replied briefly.

Karren breathed a long breath, he tidied his face again and then poured himself back on his bed.

Karren had no intention of sleeping anymore, he was just thinking of a solution to his problem.

He wants his relationship with Gibran to improve again, but he also wants to achieve his dream that is already in sight. Karren can't choose between the two.

Gibran returned when the time was approaching the clock to leave for campus, Karren had changed his clothes and was wearing makeup.

Without making a sound, Gibran picked up the clothes Karren had prepared and put them on in the bathroom.

"Do you want help?" karren asked when he saw Gibran putting his tie on.

It was usually Karren who was in charge of putting a tie around Gibran's neck, but the man now put it up himself maybe he was still upset over last night's troubles.

"No, I can do it myself." replied Gibran coldly.

Karren is just annoying, he doesn't like Gibran's cold attitude towards him, but he is also aware of Gibran like this as well because of him.

They went down together towards the dining table after finishing preparing. Still no one was intending to make a sound, both of them were silent with their respective thoughts.

The breakfast event this time was quiet, there was only the sound of the clanking of spoons and forks on the plate only heard. Between Gibran and Karren no one had any intention of opening a chat.

Gibran and Karren were both disappointed. Gibran was disappointed that Karren intended to break his own promise and not obey his husband while Karren was disappointed that Gibran did not support his ideals.

Disappointment that makes them both choose silence, whether who will succumb later both of them have a high ego.

Karren only eats a little food, he is not appetite so much as Gibran breakfast portion is not as much as usual.

In the car to the campus there was only silence between them, they were like two strangers in one place.

"Mas, will lunch be together?" Karren who could not stand it even tried to start a chat.

"No, I do a lot of work, you have lunch with your friends." replied Gibran briefly.

Karren just annoyingly stiff, Gibran turned out to be completely avoiding him now, the man was not even willing to have lunch with him.

Unknowingly in tears from dripping, he turned his gaze to the glass so that Gibran could not see his tears.

Karren hates this kind of situation, he doesn't like Gibran to ignore it, he misses the sweet moments with Gibran.

However, his ego is not yet willing to budge, he still wants to accept the offer which is of course contrary to Gibran's wishes.

Gibran's car stopped after arriving at the parking lot, he wanted to get out but Karren held his hand.

"You haven't given me a kiss yet" Karren recalled.

Gibran complied with Karren's request, he kissed Karren's forehead briefly.

"His lips haven't." asked Karren again as Gibran distanced himself.

Gibran then cupped Karren's face and began to kiss Karren's soft lips. At first he intended to just kiss her, but Karren instead continued.

Gibran let go of his pagutan, his lips both look wet, even Karren lipstick became messy now. As if not satisfied, Gibran kissed because once again.

"If you want more than a kiss, you should have asked for it when we were at home" whispered Gibran making Karren's cheeks flushed.