LET ME FEEL THE HYPERNOVA
Magic Mouth

Eight years since Akas left her, Jojo has never been in a relationship with anyone. Not that she couldn't replace Akas with anyone else as her mother thought, but her numb heart made her reluctant to date. Working and working, Jojo becomes a maniac at work, busying himself until he forgets his sad affair, never cries again, and enjoys life as he wants.

"Married ... married .. people don't understand how scary it is," he muttered alone after a fight with his mother. His eyes glared up at the ceiling of the room with a blank look, then closed it.

Remembering a man who came up to her eight years ago, clutching her body and patting her on the back for calm. He's just a stranger who cares too much, giving him a dark space behind a jacket like an empty space to hold disappointment.

"Let's go after you feel better" she whispered slowly.

Jojo did not answer, but drew snot and breathed heavily.

"Now, take me away from here" he answered after a few seconds.

The man did not answer and helped him to his feet. With the jacket still covering his head, Jojo is embraced, led to move away from the place where he is embarrassed to show his face after making a mess.

On the road at the edge of the city park, they stopped at a public place that was not so crowded. Jojo's cry had also stopped since walking earlier, slowly he opened the black jacket, showing his dumb eyes and red nose after crying hysterically. It is undeniable that now Jojo is embarrassed to face the man. The man who did not even look at his face to make sure that he was okay now.

"Thank you." Jojo said, awkwardly.

The man before her simply nodded expressionlessly.

"Look, since I'm fine, I'd better get home. Not that I'm so ungrateful that I didn't buy you coffee or anything, but..."

"I understand!"

Jojo nodded, grateful to meet the man with a selfless heart. "But you really are so meritorious! Really am! So, on the count of three, you'll forget you ever met a pathetic woman like me."

Click! Jojo flicked a finger in front of the tall man's face, sort of the last trick in magic and turned his back.

The man almost smiled looking at her, but was undone because it was not the right time.

"Don't apologize." said the tall, slim-bodied, and pretty-sweet-looking man, stopping Jojo's steps.

"Huh?"

"You, there's no need to apologize to someone who left you. Strengthen your legs, then learn to stand on your own." His tone was flat, hearing him made Jojo want to cry even harder at that time, but he did not want to look weak in anyone's eyes.

"The maximum limit I cry is once a year, it seems like today is my allotment to cry. Thank you." Thank you."

Jojo turns his back on him, he is an expert at pretending to be okay because in fact, after today is the day where every moment Jojo cries for Akas for three years.

Jojo reviews the smile, remembering first meeting Danur, who is now a good friend and patron god. The man who is currently the first officer pilot after a meeting three years ago without getting acquainted. Fate brings them together again after Jojo manages to fight desperately leaving the shadow of Akas.

Jojo and Nara were on vacation in Magelang. Jojo the woman could not stand still and continued to walk backwards until accidentally her back collided with someone. First, surprised because his body was like hitting a pile of barbells, second, surprised because the barbell was handsome.

Jojo did not recognize Danur at all, he just remained unmoved, enjoying the golden color of twilight and the afternoon wind combined with a charming face in the face.

"Global Danurwenda!" His words are full of emphasis.

"Happy, meet a handsome man, perfect once today." He murmured slowly, but could still be heard.

"Why don't you have any shame?" Ask Danur, ketus.

"Ooh.. It's cold, I like it..." Seloroh Jojo, even narrowed his cheeks with the palm of his hand, excited to meet the cold man modeled drama-drama on tv.

Danur grinned, reached into his bag, looking for something. After that he handed out a business card, Jojo accepted it, flipping through it without directly reading it.

"The Universe.. hik! The danurwenda? How come?" Jojo clenched his mouth, how surprised he was after reading the contents of the business card.

"I'm old, but I never accompanied your mother in childbirth. Your name really is Danurwenda Universe?"

Danur smiled hearing that, he nodded his spirit.

"What an impressive first meeting, my mouth is magical!"

"You don't recognize me?"

"O?" Jojo shakes.

"At that time you were crying, as a real man I could only do cool things, cover you with my jacket."

Jojo's eyes are perfectly rounded, he knows what Danur is talking about. It was unbelievable that the man who was helping her turned into a charismatic man whose presence made many eyes on her.

"Here you? Did ya? It'd be pretty impressive if it turns out we're fighting, right?" Jojo hits Danur's arm slowly while grinning.

"What?" Danur laughed half in surprise, the woman looked crazy for slurping, but was also interesting because her voice was loud and sounding pleasant, "So you're all right?" tanyanya.

"Sure! Come to think of it first it's ridiculous."

"really? I'm not sure..."

"To believe it or not, I regret doing so much stupid. So, are you gonna make a fool out of me or not?"

again the silly question that came out of Jojo's mouth made Danur laugh. Although never know each other but it feels like meeting a close friend after a long time. Relax, comfortable, fun.

...***...

Danur is a handsome pilot of many women, the second of four children. A man who is well known, friendly, and likes to help anyone. His caring attitude sometimes makes women misunderstand. He is a man who is passionate in any case, what is his purpose will be endeavoured to earn it. As with his current job, it is not easy to fight altitude phobia, but Danur is able to eliminate it because he really wants to be a pilot.

His encounter with Jojo was an impressive encounter full of question marks. Whether it's curious about the name or curious about the circumstances after being dumped. For almost 6 years Danur has not forgotten Jojo, being reunited makes him believe that fate can be relied upon in any case.

For almost three years Jojo and Danur have been close friends since childhood. From Danur's experience of having seen Jojo hurt, makes him want to protect from things that might hurt Jojo again. Danur also knows about Jojo's two-year problem which is always urged to get married considering Nara, Jojo's sister who also wants to get married but is hindered by family rules that require the eldest child to marry first. Or another problem Jojo is betrothed to Geri, the son of Jojo's grandmother's acquaintance.

"You know I don't want to get married? Only you and Joshua, men know a lot about me. Since Joshua is married, you might be the only one I'm going to marry." Jojo said one day, his tone sounded frustrated. Joshua was Jojo's friend from college until now, a reporter as well.

"You think we're a fool?"

Their eyes were scattering, looking at each other with perhaps the same contents of the head. Jojo seriously says that, although it is difficult and afraid to love someone, Danur is a person who he believes can guide him, sincerely, and able to protect him. The perfect man with no gaps, who he realized had a special space in his heart. Special!

"I don't know, I'm complicated. So, just look at it later." Jojo answered heavily. Again he had a hard time deciding because he realized how difficult it was to control himself. Fear of love, fear of love, fear of being loved, is really a game of the world that makes him want to curse God.

...***...

An arranged marriage with Geri makes Jojo anxious, he can not marry without love, can not also think clearly. The only crazy way is to ask Danur to pretend to be her lover. Never have another nightmare in a nightmare, the match cannot happen.

Jojo ran after getting off the bus to Danur's house not far from the stop. All he had in mind was to stop the matchmaking that would otherwise become a marriage. If Danur is willing to do what he wants, then he promises to really make Danur his soul mate, while learning to eliminate trauma. No matter what Danur's reaction will be, Jojo believes Danur has the same feelings for him.

His body was already covered in sweat, his hair was also a mess as it swung to the right and to the left following each footstep. Jojo got in front of Danur's house, he immediately opened the door without pressing the bell or knocking on the door first.

The door opened, Jojo was still in the doorway and had not taken off his shoes, but when he was flabbergasted, his eyes were round in surprise. Jojo finds someone hugging Danur from behind and facing him.

The opening of the door made three pairs of eyes blur, the two bodies Jojo had seen close together now kept their distance and became violent. Danur with a man, Jojo's mind runs everywhere, reading many excuses, finding out the truth, but finding nothing, it felt like his brain cells were spreading in the wrong direction so he could not think. Jojo dazed, confused to do and say what, his throat dried up instantly.

...***...