Let Me Love Your Wife (Not an Ex)
The Kinan Past

Maverick was stunned for a long time, having a little trouble digesting Kinan's words just now. Life without a womb, men choose to retreat, what does it mean? Was it as complicated as Kinan's life all along?

"Am I still luckier than him?" muttering Maverick as he stared at the already empty door, Kinan's body shadow had already far passed from there.

"It's none of my business what his life is like." Maverick spoke again, this time while moving and heading to the bathroom.

From there, Maverick sipped a cup of warmed coffee. Then, relax the body by lying down, until then lulled in a dream that is more beautiful than real life.

But after nightfall, Maverick's mind was again disturbed, but it had calmed down. It was not Elle or her divorce that disturbed her, but Kinan's words that until now she had not understood.

"I failed to donate a heart to Reyvan thanks to her talk. Looks like ... I have to ask directly what he meant earlier. How do you know, there's another positive influence for me." Maverick exhaled a rough breath, then exited the room and was about to meet Kinan.

Not long after, Maverick arrived in front of Kinan's room. He tapped slowly and instantly got a speech from within.

"Mr Maverick," said Kinan after the door opened wide. His forehead frowned slightly, not usually Maverick came to his room at curfew.

"To the reading room! I want to talk!" Without waiting for Kinan's answer, Maverick turned around just like that, leaving and not wanting to know with Kinan's confusion.

Inevitably, Kinan also followed Maverick's steps, and from there he began to guess where the direction of the discussion referred to his master—separatan sentence that he uttered last afternoon.

Still with slightly matted hair, only combed with fingers, as well as a body wrapped in long batik pajamas, Kinan went into the reading room and sat in front of Maverick. I don't know why his heart was beating so fast when he looked at the black bead. In fact, all this time he had prepared himself, when Maverick was less accepting with all forms of advice.

"What did you mean?"

Sure enough, that's what Maverick will talk about.

"Honestly, I haven't been able to get through all this. Losing Aurora, losing Elle, is very heavy, and .. I almost lost my way because of that. I want to know what you mean live without a womb? If only you also experienced something as dark as me, maybe I could learn kink from you," continued Maverick who then made Kinan wrong.

"Do you mind sharing it with me?"

Kinan shook his head quickly, "No, sir. I'm just surprised you asked me that."

In one breath, Kinan began his story. A journey of life that is bitter, dark, sick, and no matter what the name. In childhood, Kinan was already living on the streets. Ever since her parents died and the house was taken over by her uncle, Kinan became a vagabond and desperately fought for a bite of rice.

In the past, there were quite a number of children who were just like him. One of the most memorable is Novan—lehaki who is a little more mature than him and always protects him at all times.

Almost three years Kinan lived like that. Until one day he had an accident. His tiny body was hit by a car until it bounced out of the roadblock. When he woke up, he was in the hospital and receiving intensive care. According to doctors, he had been in a coma for two weeks. In addition, the hard impact made her uterus damaged and in the future will not be able to have children.

Enchantment and also grace. Thanks to the accident, Kinan is reunited with a barren couple. Kinan was taken care of and adopted by them. Nevertheless, he still often find out about his friends on the streets. But, honey, they are not necessarily affected.

When he was a teenager, Kinan began to study at work. From part time to full time. And it wasn't even a year before he could make money, his adoptive parents died. I don't know why God often takes people around him. Not only that, the nephew of his adoptive parents came and seized the house that Kinan was living in. For the second time he was out. The good thing was that he was looking for money. No need to sit on the streets.

After passing through the twists and turns, Kinan was again faced with a bitter reality. Every time you have a relationship with a man, it always ends up running aground because he does not have a uterus. No one accepted her condition, including Novan, whom she met as a store employee. Kinan was very sick when someone who was considered special since childhood, also insulted his flaws. In fact, even established a romantic relationship with Kinan's co-worker. So hearty!

"You're seriously going through all of that?" ask Maverick when Kinan is done telling the story.

Kinan smiled faintly, "There's no point in me lying, sir. And again ... if I have a place to go home, what is the overtime for each leafan? I worked here for many years, but never asked for leave. Taking care of Miss Aurora all the time is just my excuse, there really is nowhere to go. I don't know what future I can have, other than serving here and helping the street kids out there, like I've been doing all this time."

"Kinan__" Maverick let out a long sigh as he stared fixedly at Kinan.

Seriate...