Life Returns, Starting Everything From Zero
Decides

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"Siska. Let's talk seriously." Darren said as he held Siska's arm, making Siska turn around and look at Darren's serious look and clear black eyes.

"Did you think I wasn't being serious?", asked Siska in a joking manner. But then he became awkward, Darren was really serious this time. His eyes showed unusual seriousness.

"Siska... Let's hear me out. Don't interrupt, just listen." Darren said softly, then made Siska sit back in her chair, while she sat down on the floor, right in front of Siska.

"What the hell is it?" Siska asked nervously, the atmosphere turned strange, she was uncomfortable, but she instead looked forward to the words that would come out of Darren's mouth. He's waiting for her.

"Siska, I'm really confused which one to start with. But, maybe you are also clear with my attitude and behavior right? This morning, I spoke, too, but your answer disappointed me. So, just like this." Darren said, before continuing his words, he immediately closed his eyes, then sighed, as if he was calming himself.

"I'm really serious about you. My feelings, they're real. I want to protect and protect you. But I guess you still have doubts, don't you? I know, maybe I came too soon for you who just finished with the past. It hasn't been 6 months since you finished. But, for me who has been waiting for you for so many years, this is the right time. I feel, I can't wait any longer to not approach you after seeing you tormented with your past. So, I ventured at that time. To this day, I have no intention of leaving you. But, if you mind if I'm here, what can I be? You also have the right to expel me." Clearly Darren, the look in his eyes had never seen anything else but Siska's eyes. Gentle and wistful, Siska could even see if Darren was a little tired? Might as well.

"After my approach over the past few months, you still consider me a stranger. I'm devastated to hear it, but I can't leave, even if you said it to me this morning. As if something was holding me back, my heart was preventing me from leaving, even with me, because for many years being a stranger I was now able to get close to you, even if you don't think so but at least yes to me. This is the greatest achievement." Say again.

Darren Manarik took a deep breath, staring at Siska more intensely. "Then I realized, I can't force people's will. I like it but you don't like it, it's not true, is it? So, this time, I'll finish it. Let's just finish this way. I won't bother you anymore, I'll go---"

Hmpph!

Darren did not continue his words, but widened his eyes.

Siska cut her words, and silenced Darren with her lips. Not long after, Siska let go of her silence, and Darren fell silent to her shock.

"No, don't say that." Lirih Siska looked at Darren wistfully. "I was wrong, sorry, I shouldn't have said that this morning. I was, by accident, emotionally carried away..." Siska's great-grandson. "I'm confused too. But, I don't want you to go. If I asked you to stay, would you like to?" Ask Siska. "I, I, what about Uni and Uqi if you really leave? What about Mom and Dad? What about... me?" Siska continued, the clearer the tone of her voice.

Hearing Siska's words, Darren, who was already conscious from shock, was a little confused at first, but hearing her last words, he then smiled with a stifled look of ekhem, could be said to be happy.

"Siska, I said, I won't bother you and will be gone for 1 week. I had a meeting in the neighboring country that long." Darren said later.

Siska who lowered her head softly, immediately flinched. What say? So, so, Darren didn't go to leave her forever? How stupid! "You're playing me?!" Pekik Siska was angry.

"What's? No!" Bela Darren's.

"Then what do you mean by saying annoying things earlier?! SAY IT!" Pekik Siska was getting angry.

"Siska, I, from the beginning I told you not to interrupt me, right?" Darren.

"So you mean, is this my fault?! I was wrong, was I?!" Siska asked annoyed.

Siska snorted in annoyance, then threw away her face, even though Darren's hands were holding both of her hands.

"I deliberately brought everything up, other than going to the meeting, Siska, I want you to also reflect on your feelings about my presence. Think about what I mean to you. Are you really feeling nothing or vice versa, after 1 week I will charge you an answer. Then once I know your answer, I'll make a decision there. If you don't feel it, I'll really go, won't bother you anymore." Obviously Darren in one breath. This is what he wants to explain at the end of the word that Siska cut earlier.

"But, after seeing your attitude just now, it doesn't seem like I need to wait 1 week for me to decide everything." Darren continued with a smile, until his eyes narrowed.

"It sucks!" Siska's pissed. He was about to stand up, but Darren again, and again held him back from leaving. Makes Siska sigh. "Otherwise?" Siska asked annoyed.

"I've decided, I'll take care of, protect, and love you! Including family, and children. But, what about you? I want to hear firsthand how you're making your decision?" Darren. The two stood up, and faced each other.

"Don't childish. You're old enough and understand how to mean what I mean." Reply Siska while twisting both his eyes lazy. Both of his hands were already crossed in the chest.

"No! I want clarity." Reject Darren while shaking his head.

"No way." Siska refused.

"CK, tell me or I won't let you out!" Darren.

"Darren...." Call Siska full of emphasis.

"Hmm?" Darren asked with a smile.

"Don't mess with me!" Hiss Siska.

"I should have said that, don't mess with me! Okay well? I really want to hear it. Come on, just once. I want something clear. If not, let me just go, you might not want me--"

The cup!

Siska again silenced Darren, she even tiptoed to grab his lips. Smacking a glance, then saying, "I want you to stay by my side, take care of me, protect me, and love me. Satisfied?!" Ask Siska.

Darren widened his smile. Then close his lips to Siska's ears. "Very satisfied." Darren Whisper. Then quickly his hand restrained Siska's nape in order not to retreat. Replace, Darren is kissing Siska at the moment.

Darren pressed his lips together for a few seconds, but after not seeing the rejection, Darren then moved his lips, intensely. By closing both eyes, both Darren and Siska, both enjoy it.

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