Life Returns, Starting Everything From Zero
Siska's Mind

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Darren circulated his gaze in all directions, looking for Siska. But nil.he could not find his whereabouts. Then he pushed his trolley slowly and returned to where he had been before, still unable to find him. Makes her a little worried.

Until finally, he went to another hallway, and the gatcha! Siska was squatting, behind her. Like reading the usefulness of an electronic device that he holds.

Darren sighed, relieved not to play. He thinks Siska left, and went home alone earlier, leaving Uni to him. But, come to think of it, Siska would not be able to leave her child just like that.

Although Darren is close to Uni and his father, it is still for Siska that he is a foreigner. So, it was highly unlikely that Siska would do the thing she had just thought of.

Uni who saw her mother did not notice her existence right behind Siska, immediately called Siska with the typical voice of her children. Making Siska frown and immediately turn her head.

Siska was shocked to a slow retreat, Darren squatted as soon as Siska turned around. Uni too, and he smiled happily with both hands clapping as soon as he saw Siska shocked.

Darren gave a small smile, Siska did not even realize Darren was smiling so surprised. He was busy holding his chest that was pounding.

Afterwards, he looked at Darren sharply. But there was Uni, so he returned his expression instantly. And prefer to look at the Union. Siska hugged Uni and then she looked at Darren sharply again. Do not forget the thumb that is likened to a knife.

Siska's intentions wanted to threaten, but Darren tilted his face instead, as if asking Siska's intentions. Making Siska cluck in annoyance, and ignoring her. Then let go of his embrace on Uni.

"Unfortunately, mom, she's done picking her toys, hmm?" Siska asked with a gentle smile.

"Mbuu already.." Uni exclaimed, then pointed at the Trolley behind Darren who was currently still squatting behind Uni with his chin piled on his hand.

Siska rolled her eyes, as she accidentally met Darren. "Good! Mother has too, tuh. Let's pay!" Siska cheerful.

Darren secretly praised him. Does Siska not realize that talent changes its look is a champion? Darren had just this time noticed a lot of changes in expression at one time.

As soon as Siska exclaimed, Darren then lifted Uni and put her back in the Trolley. Then he pushed his Trolley, and Siska's trolley without Siska's consent.

"Eh, let me!", cried Siska with her arms extended, trying to stop Darren. But to no avail, he could only follow Darren towards the cashier from behind him.

As soon as he arrived, Darren immediately carried Uni. While waiting for the calculation to be completed, he turned to sit himself and Uni in the waiting chair. Not forgetting to pull Siska slowly to follow her. As a result, now the three sit three with the Union in the middle. It's like a happy family shopping.

Siska spread her gaze, but look, why did people see her from now on? Of course it's Darren, isn't it? Although his face is expressionless, but Siska also admitted that Darren is indeed handsome.

But, the estimation was wrong, because here are some people who greeted the three. Especially to himself, there was a person sitting beside him and boldly said, "Miss, your husband is so kind. Besides being handsome, he also wants to accompany you to shop for toys for children" said the stranger.

"A-ah, what? Husband? N-no, no." Reply Siska with a little panic.

"I'm sorry, my wife is angry." Timpal Darren nodded his head, saying hello. Making the mothers who are called immediately blushed in shame. And pat Siska's shoulder slowly.

"God, take good care of your husband, okay?" Speak to the mothers with meaningful smiles.

Siska hissed resentfully in her heart. Isn't Darren the most talkative? What did that mean just now? Couldn't his habit of irit talk he just used just now? Why should I answer like that? Upset, upset. Think Siska.

The cashier finishes the count, making Darren stand, without bringing Uni. "So wait with mom, okay? The one who obeys, yes." He said while smiling. Then stood up after stroking the heads of Uni and Siska.

'HEY! WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT HAND?! AAAA, DAMN SHIT!' Shouted Siska in the heart. In reality he was more into daydreaming after being awakened by the mothers next to him who shrieked slowly to see Darren's behavior.

Siska didn't even have time to hold Darren to pay for his groceries either. But let it be, later he will change, although actually, Darren will not want to.

The mother next to this, also made Siska upset. It was like feeling, already the mothers, instead of fine, calm attitude. Can't hold yourself back well. Think Siska.

But finally Siska cursed Darren in her heart. His attitude today, what the fuck? In the future he must stay away from Darren. Uqi was almost cured, so, Darren would also definitely not be keeping his security anymore, right?

Yeah, it should be like that. Because it's not good if it continues like this. He officially divorced about 3 days again. It's not good for him to happen like this. Siska has set. Tomorrow, he has to stay away from Darren and keep his distance. As much as possible not to interact excessively.

Siska thought, if he happened this way before officially divorced. That is, close to another man, ah close? But that's the point, he is the same as Aldo?

"Let's go home." Said Darren while carrying Uni. The groceries were brought by the people in this store, so Darren did not bring anything and could carry Uni.

Siska nodded her head then went to follow Darren without saying much. His mind was suddenly full. Abusing himself. He should have vehemently rejected Darren's invitation. Although not good with Miss Wasilah, she should just go home alone, right? Yeah, it should be like this. Don't get close to any man.

But, what about her children who love being around Darren?

Siska shook her small head. Then get into the car and receive the Union that Darren thrust into his lap.

Siska sat quietly during the trip. Uni also fell asleep from exhaustion. Finally the real silence happened in the car. Siska with her mind. And Darren wonders what happened to Siska, and what her little brain thinks.

Siska became even quieter this time. Makes himself think if his attitude was excessive. He wanted to apologize, but it seemed like the atmosphere was very uncomfortable. As a result Darren chose silence during the trip, with his eyes occasionally glancing at Siska.

Until Siska falls asleep, and Darren lowers the back of the chair and the sun cover slightly. So that Siska is more comfortable and not disturbed.

"I've been overreacting, huh? I'm sorry, because I'm presumptuous. I've been trying to hold back, but, I can't." Darren said softly to the sleeping Siska.

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