Light Of Blue(Taekook/Taegi)

Light Of Blue(Taekook/Taegi)
Between us


Only silence felt there. No one dared to interrupt the silence Taehyung was currently displaying.


After the departure of Luhan and Jimin earlier, both Taehyung and Yoongi just sat quietly without saying anything. Everyone was wondering why he came home all of a sudden.


Seeing the moody atmosphere, inevitably Yoongi tried to melt the atmosphere. According to him, just being quiet like this does not solve the problem.


Young :" Emm, Samchon... Actually we came here for-"


Baekhyun:" No no no, from now on you should call us Appa and Omma Yoon-gi_aa. Soon you're getting married, so you should call us like that, nee?"


Yoon-gi becomes clumsy, what he is about to say is just lost from his mind. Hoseok who saw it actually laughed, because Yoongi was like a dead flea in front of his parents.


Hoseok:" Wah Hyung, soon you will be my sister-in-law dong. How will I call you later."


The atmosphere warmed up again with laughter. No matter how it made Yoongi a little calm and grateful, Taehyung was already one step better. He had thought the arrival of Omma Jungkook would increase the burden of his mind, but what he saw was just the opposite. Taehyung seemed calm to face it all. Although the cold face did not show any expression but Yoongi knew, Taehyung had already made the decision to move forward.


Chanyeol:" Tae, have you decided to take over Appa's company?"


Taehyung :" Nee, Appa. After getting married, maybe Tae will start handling it."


Baekhyun:" Where will you live?"


Taehyung:" Tae has asked Soobin to find a house not far from here, but not too far from the office."


Yoongi:" Have you been looking for a home? Why don't you tell me first?"


Taehyung:" I don't want to bother you Hyung. Don't worry, I still remember what kind of house you wanted."


Baekhyun:" Why don't you just stay here? Omma would be so happy if you would stay here."


Chanyeol :" Chagia... Let them make the decisions they want. We can visit them anytime."


Baekhyun:" But this house will be deserted later dear... Hoby and Hana don't live here either."


Taehyung:" Soobin will stay here Omma, so don't worry."


Hoseok:" That power pole will stay here? He's moving here?"


Taehyung:" Yes Hyung, I came here to say that too."


Baekhyun:" Well, if that's your decision, at least you've thought about it all. Omma will have dinner ready, you'll have dinner here later. There is no rejection."


Yoon-gi:" Let Yoon-gi help me... I mean Yoongi, Omma..."


Yoongi immediately corrected her after getting a sharp glare from Baekhyun. Baekhyun's smile rattled at the call. He had been waiting for her for a long time. In his apit, Yoon-gi's hand goes to the kitchen. It did not escape Taehyung's view, he was happy his Omma back cheerful as before. Whatever he would do to make his family happy before the time was up.


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The speed of the car that was passing through the pine forest was swallowed after the driver got instructions from the owner. Although there is no conversation there, but the atmosphere of the terrace is crowded. Both Luhan and Jimin remained silent after leaving the Kim family residence earlier.


Luhan :" Tell me the truth, Jim. Is there a problem with Kookie and Taehyung's relationship first? What do they mean by Taehyung's former condition?"


Jimin:" Sorry Omma, Jimin also actually does not really understand it. But it seems Jungkook's attitude that once hurt Taehyung very much. Omma remember Jungkook's birthday party first? Jimin understood everything. Hoseok Hyung was very angry at that time, Taehyung had already been sick several times because Jungkook disappeared without news."


Luhan :" Jeez... Why didn't you say this a long time ago, Jim... If it's like this, how could their family accept Jungkook."


Jimin:" Sorry, Omma."


Luhan :" It's not entirely your fault, Jim. However this is wrong Jungkook who is too afraid to give confidence to others. His past trauma seemed to have turned him into an ambitious person, and it made him like this. Omma could see him now, eyes blank and full of wounds. Very different from the photo Omma saw in Jungkook's room.


Omma doesn't know what time the boy went through to be like that."


Jimin did not respond to anything, as he also still did not believe Taehyung could change until like that. There was no smile, no radiance of life, and his attitude was too cold and untouchable. It was very different from Taehyung who he knew excitedly and always smiled.


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The sound of finger-banging touching the keyboard filled the pastel-tone room did not bother him at all. Even the babble of his son who had been in his lap was not heard. Seokjin was so dissolved in his mind at this moment. How could he not know, his best friend's sister whom he had considered his own sister was suffering from such a dangerous disease. Even his life won't be long.


" Please, Hyung... Don't say this to anyone else. I don't want Taehyung to get depressed, Hyung."


" But how is it possible, Yoon. His family deserves to know his situation as well. We can get her to continue therapy, isn't that much better for her."


" You think I never did, Hyung? I've been persuading him for 2 years, and it never worked out Hyung. Taehyung remained unmoved by his stance. I just don't want him to go through it all alone Hyung, you know I love him so much."


" But loving what you mean is different, Yoon. You think of her like your own sister, just like I thought of Taehyung all this time. Do you have to marry her and bury your feelings for Jimin?"


" My feelings for him should be buried deep in Hyung... I've been tired of waiting for him all this time. I can't take it anymore, Hyung... At least with this marriage, our parents can be happy... And I can look after Taehyung until the time comes."


" But, Yoon... If we try to persuade Taehyung once again, maybe he will hear this time. Brain tumors are not something we can take for granted, although the percentage of recovery is small we still have hope Taehyung will be cured. He just needs motivation to do it, Yoon."


" If Taehyung himself doesn't want to heal, what can we do Hyung?"


It was still clearly heard that Yoongi's question that he could not answer at the time. If Taehyung did choose this himself. Does that mean he wants to end his own life? Seokjin really did not understand what he should do at this moment to persuade her.


Namjoon:" Honey... What the hell are you thinking? You don't see our son's face?"


Seokjin who felt called out only looked at her husband with a sad look. Namjin, who noticed the strangeness of the wife, approached and took over the son and sat next to him.


Namjoon:" Why are you Hyung? Any problem? Tell me, I don't like to see you grim like this, Hyung...."


Seokjin :" Joon... How's this... What should I do... How is it possible"


That speech just stuck. Seokjin remembered, he had to keep the real state of Taehyung a secret. Seeing the worried look of the husband full of question marks, he was eager to say everything. But he also could not break his promise to Yoon-gi. Seokjin's silence really made Namjoon worried. It's not usual for his wife to be quiet like this. Usually Seokjin will talk constantly and do not like to be denied. But now it's very different.


Seokjin :" Anyaa's... Just.... Earlier... Yoongi spent all my Red Velvet... I really wanted to eat it..."


Namjoon:" Jeez, Hyung... That only? Later we can buy it, you can eat as much as you want. I guess what's the matter until my wife looks so grim."


Seokjin only smiled wryly considering this was the first time she had lied to her husband after their marriage. How can he be happy, when his beloved sister is struggling between life and death at this time.


Name:" Hyung... Have you thought about a gift for Taehyung's wedding?"


Seokjin:" Did you know they were getting married?"


Seokjin was quite surprised, because her husband could know about it. Even though he knows nothing.


Nickname:" Emm... Hoseok told me yesterday. It's a little surprising because Yoon Hyung is the one, but we can't interfere with their family matters either. After all, their families have known each other for a long time."


Seokjin :" Joon... Do you think this is the right decision? I mean..."


Slowly Namjoon let down the son, letting him play with some toys that he deliberately prepared in advance. Hugged the wife who looks worried about something. He knew what his wife was thinking right now, of course it was about Taehyung and Yoon-gi's marriage. Given there are others who might cause problems later. Moreover, this concerns Taehyung who is very dear to Seokjin.


Namjoon:" I know you're very worried about Taehyung, Hyung...  But trust his decision. You want Taehyung to be happy, right? If this is what he wants, try to accept it and support it. I don't know what's gonna happen, but we're gonna be there for them."


Seokjin:" But what about Jungkook and Jimin, Joon? Do you know who Jungkook is? How about a"


Namjoon:" I know, Hyung... I-i know. But did you forget who Hoseok was? He would also not stay silent if it concerned Taehyung. If he can hide Taehyung all this time from all of us, he can also do anything to keep Taehyung."


Seokjin:" What do you mean? Do you know where Taehyung has been all this time? And you never told me?"


Namjoon:" I don't know Hyung, but I've heard Hoseok talk to his Appa on the phone. He thanked her for helping to hide Taehyung at that time. From there I knew that Hoseok had planned all of this. But I didn't dare to ask any further, because it wasn't my authority... We all know who Appa is. He's not Hyung's ordinary person either."


Seokjin:" Why didn't you ever tell me this?"


Namjoon:" Even if I tell you, is there any chance that Hoseok will tell us where Taehyung is? You know for yourself, not even Baekhyun Imo and Chanyeol Samchon know that."


Seokjin:" I don't know, Joon. Just... You know, I really love Taehyung. He was like a brother to me, and so was Yoon-gi. He's my best friend, Joon. I don't want them all hurt by this marriage."


Namjoon understood the anxiety of his wife, however he was also worried about it. Hugged tightly to his wife in order to reduce a little anxiety.


Namjoon:" We just pray for the best, Hyung. If they need our help, they'll call us as soon as they can."


His heart was a little calm hearing the words of the husband. Their eyes looked at each other, eroding the distance between the two. Only a few inches of their lips would touch, until the cry of the son grabbed their attention.


"YAHOOOOOO!!!!"


Nickname:" Aigooo.... Forgive Appa and Omma, nee... What's up Hem? Is Appa's son hungry now? kajja we're home now."


Seokjin:" Is your job done? If not, we can go home first."


Namjoon:" I can handle the job later, Hyung. But I don't want to spend time with you guys."


Cheeks pecked Seokjin and the son many times until the laughter of carefree namjin make Seokjin for a moment feel relieved. His decision to choose Namjoon as his life partner was never wrong. Although he was holding namjin, the other hand never forgot to hold his hand. What a sight that makes anyone jealous of this one family.


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After dinner together, Taehyung decided to sleep at the Kim family residence. His old room was before he went to Turkey. Previously he had delivered Yoon-gi back to his house, besides their house next to each other so did not eat much time.


Though Yoon-gi had refused to be ushered in, but yes because of Baekhyun's constant compulsion, Yoon-gi finally let him go. Back to Taehyung, now the handsome namja was standing staring at the whole room. From every corner of that space, it was still the same as when he left it first. His feet stepped closer to the table beside the window, the same window that had always been his place of looking out.


Taehyung had not expected to meet with Omma Jungkook today. Though already long ago he really wanted to meet the person who is so dear to his lover. But now that things have changed, they are no longer lovers. They were no longer one soul that wanted to be together, because he had cut off all those relationships.


Sally:" Tae... Can Hyung come in?"


Taehyung turned his attention to Hyung who was standing at the door. It seemed like he had forgotten to close the door, so Hyung could see him standing looking out the window.


Taehyung:" Surely Hyung, what's wrong?"


Hoseok:" What are you thinking? Don't hold it alone, there's Hyung who's always ready to listen to you at all times."


Taehyung:" There's no Hyung. Just... Tae is a little worried, will Tae be able to make Yoon Hyung happy later?"


Hoseok:" Hey, listen to Hyung..." His big hand touched his sister's shoulder to slightly alleviate the worry that somehow seemed to not really understand either. " You're strong, Tae... You've known Yoon Hyung a long time. You know what makes him happy, smiling, sad, and you know how to handle it.


Believe in yourself that you can be happy when you are together. When you believe in yourself, you can make Yoon Hyung happy. You see Hyung, Hana and Hyung have known each other a long time. And look now, we're happy. You'll even have a nephew soon.


When he's born, you'll have to help me take care of him. Because you know, Hana sometimes likes to work too hard. I asked him not to work anymore." Clear Hoseok long, wide times high.


Taehyung could only be silent to hear the words of Hyung. Is it possible that he still has that long to be with them? His chest throbbed in pain considering that he might not see his family again later.


With a faint smile, Taehyung replied to Hyung. " I just hope, my niece will not look like you Hyung, it would be better if she was like Hana Noona."


Hoseok gaped in disbelief at what sister ya said. How could his son not be similar to him?


Hoseok:" YAK!!! YOU WANT TO MAKE A STORM WITH ME! HE'S MY BOY! OF COURSE HE SHOULD BE SIMILAR TO ME!"


Taehyung:" But you're very chatty, Hyung. It's better that my niece looks more like Noona."


Hoseok:" HOW COULD THAT BE! MY SON SHOULD LOOK LIKE APPA LAN!"


Taehyung:" Better not."


Baekhyun who saw his two children arguing just smiled shadyly. There was no intention to break them up, because this kind of sight he had long since missed. He only hoped the choice was right by marrying his son to Yoon-gi.


That night although Hoseok was angry was unclear, but in his heart was very happy. At least he can see his brother who was jail once now slowly began to return, although a flat face is still plastered there. He hopes little by little Taehyung can return to the way he was after marrying Yoon-gi.


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