Light Of Blue(Taekook/Taegi)
What about us?

The streets this morning still look empty. There are not many vehicles passing around there because the sun has not even shown its light, but the handsome namja with his dark iris has been standing between the shade of trees that were originally covered with snow is now slowly starting to melt. He did not even pay attention to the cold temperature that makes most people prefer to lie under a thick blanket at home.

Taehyung just walked and walked. He could not close his eyes just to sleep. It's always been like that from the beginning. Though his body was very tired and needed to rest, but he could only fall asleep for two hours, the rest was just silence that accompanied his solitude. His feet left his house. There was no way he would wake the others, while everyone was fast asleep.

He walked for a long time, and somehow his feet took him to that place... The first place he met the rabbit-toothed namja made him forget his bitterness and heartache. He remembers how Jungkook, who always smiles at him, annoys him, and gives support to him during basketball games. Everything is clearly recorded in this place. His school that once made him happy also made him lose his soul.

" Hyun hyung? You're Kim Taehyung, right?"

Someone called himself, but he did not remember who the high namja in front of him was. " Yes, but did we know each other before? Because I don't know you."

" You're so mean to me, you really don't remember me? I'm Kiming, Mingyu! Kim Mingy! Junior Hyung at the basketball club first!"

Taehyung tries to remember who this namja is in front of him. Before long he glared even though he did not look too surprised.

Taehyung :" Kiming? The Malika who always follows Wonwoo?"

Mingyu:" Yes Hyung, this is my handsome junior."

Mingyu pulled the collar of her suit to make it look cool in front of the senior. Mingyu had always idolized Taehyung in all fields. Be it in lessons, sports even love. Mingyu followed every means Taehyung used.

Taehyung:" Why are you here? Didn't you move in after Wonwoo to America first?"

Mingyu:" I'm only here for a while, Hyung. Now I work in Canada with Wonwoo Hyung. There are some files I need to get here."

Taehyung:" Wait, you and Wonwoo work in Canada? You finally made it?"

Mingyu raised his hand and moved his index finger to the right and left in front of Taehyung. " No... No... We're not just Hyung, we're even married." Mingyu proudly said that.

Taehyung:" What are you doing with Wonwoo? I remember she hated you so much." Of course Taehyung was a little surprised, because he knew his best friend hated this junior. Even moving abroad.

Mingyu:" Of course because of my struggle Hyung, and how could Wonwoo Hyung reject a super handsome namja like myself."

Taehyung just shook his head, this junior of his has never changed. It is precisely his self that has changed a lot and even he does not recognize who he is now.

Mingyu:" You were my role model, Hyung. Look, even I'm married to someone surnamed Jeon. Oh, is Hyung married to Jungkook?"

Mingyu realized there was something different about this senior of his, what was he asking wrong? Even from earlier he did not see this senior smiling one bit. Could anything happen after his departure?

" Heyong?"

Taehyung:" How about we have coffee at the cafe up ahead?"

Instead of answering his question, he got another offer. Oddly enough, this senior invited him for coffee. Though he knew this senior did not drink coffee, because he did not like it. Mingyu only nodded with a million questions beginning to fill his head. What happened to this senior of his role models...

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The originally hot coffee is now cold, even the atmosphere in the cafe also looks very quiet because it is still too early.  No sounds or words were heard for nearly thirty minutes. Mingyu was still a little surprised by what he heard earlier. His brain was too confused to process everything in an instant.

Split up?

Why did that happen to this role model? Because he knew the two used to love each other very much, even very sticky to each other. What is it that made this senior change so drastically? He wanted to slap his own cheek so that he could be sure it was not a dream, but he loved hitting his own face. If he hit this senior, where would he dare! There he was battered later.

Mingyu:" I still don't believe in all this, Hyung. I mean, almost everyone knows how exciting you used to be. But-"

Taehyung:" Everyone can change, Gyu. No exception to the feeling itself."

Mingyu. Even this tone of his senior had changed, very cold and sharp. Though his wife also has a sharp mouth, but this senior is very sharp. Unable to open his mouth again, the ringing sound of the phone stopped megyu from opening the question to Taehyung. It was not Mingyu's phone, but Taehyung's. Mingyu tried to peek at who was calling her senior, but it was not very visible.

Taehyung:" Hello, Hyung... Why call so early?"

If you think it's Hoseok, you're wrong. Because the one who was contacting Taehyung was Yoongi.

Yoongi:" Tae, where are you? Everyone is worried about you. Why did you leave without telling the house people?"

Taehyung:" I just took a walk for a while, Hyung. Coincidentally I met an old friend, I'll be home soon."

Yoongi:" All right then. Take care of yourself, and come home soon."

Taehyung :" Hmm..."

Taehyung put his phone back in his pocket.

Mingyu:" Who is Hyung? Hoseok Hyung huh?"

Taehyung:" No, it was Yoon-gi Hyung who called me."

Mingyu:" Oh! That white Yoon Hyung! Your very sweet neighbor! How's things? Is he married too?" Finally the mingyu got the idea to ask again, rather than just being silent like a statue.

Taehyung:" Not yet, but soon."

Taehyung:" Yeah, you know him. That guy is having coffee with you right now."

"UHUKKK!!!"

Luckily Mingyu only choked, not spitting out his drink. Taehyung took a piece of tissue and gave it to his junior. It was quite uncomfortable to also see his junior's face that was wet from choking earlier.

Mingyu:" Are you going to marry her, Hyung? Really? How could? When's so? When's fiancee?When are you getting married? You're not kidding, are you?"

Taehyung was confused as to what to answer. Maybe if Jin Hyung were here too, his head would explode at their questions. Really, Mingyu and Seokjin from the past were very chatty. He thought that only Seokjin was getting more chatty, but this junior of his was also more chatty.

Taehyung:" End of the month."

Mingyu:" What?"

Taehyung:" Didn't you just ask? And that's my answer."

Mingyu:" I have many questions, Hyung! You answered which one!"

Taehyung:" Our wedding. We're getting married later this month."

Mingyu:" SERIOUSLY!!! THIS IS NOT PRANK! APRIL FOOLS IS STILL A LONG WAY OFF!"

Taehyung:" If you don't believe me, you can come later. Just tell me where to send the invitation."

Mingyu:" No need, Hyung. I'll come straight to your house tonight, I miss Omma Baekhyun's cooking." Mingyu laughed and could not wait to be reunited with Omma Baekhyun, from a long time ago he was indeed quite close to this senior mother of his.

Taehyung:" You still don't have the shame you used to."

Mingyu:" Shame will not fill me, Hyung. And another one, because of that too Wonwoo Hyung ended up being mine."

Taehyung :" Yeah.. Yep... I admit you were so good at conquering Wonwoo's steel walls."

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After a while, Mingyu said goodbye because there were urgent things he had to do. Taehyung did not expect his junior who used to be very clumsy, now it has changed a lot. Yes, although many are still the same, but at least he can achieve his goal. Very different from her. Let alone achieving a goal, not even time he has.

Either he is unlucky, or the time is not right. As soon as Taehyung got to his house, Jimin was already there. Waiting for himself alone.

Jimin:" Can we talk to you for a second?"

Taehyung:" You better go home, I don't have time to talk to you."

Jimin:" It's about Jungkook. Please reconsider your decision to marry Yoongi Hyung."

Taehyung:" Didn't I say the other day, we don't have any relationship anymore. I hope you don't bother me anymore, Mr. Park."

Jimin:" Jungkook suffered a lot after you left. He never stopped looking for you, and ignored everything including his own health. He even often goes in and out of the hospital thinking about you who is out of nowhere. Please please... Give him another chance, I can't bear to see him suffer more than this."

Taehyung went silent without the slightest expression. But deep down, millions of arrows seemed to have been stuck in him. His heart ached when he heard all that. It was like he ran to see Jungkook, and hugged the rabbit-toothed namja. But what is the power if all the decisions he can not change again. This was all he chose, for his family and of course for Jungkook's survival. Because after all, his life won't be long.

The feeling of tightness came back on him. His head suddenly hurt and his hands started shaking. He knew his illness was starting to recur. And this is worse than ever. He must go and take his medicine, or everyone will start to suspect him.

Taehyung:" You're done talking? Then, excuse me."

Jimin:" Taehyung, please listen to me first!"

Taehyung:" I SAID GO FROM BEFORE ME!!!"

Taehyung threw out Jimin's hand that was holding his hand. Jimin who received such treatment was shocked. Because after all, this was the first time he heard this namja in front of him speaking in a loud and high tone. Even from the past, Taehyung never snapped at anyone.

"DANISH!!!"

Yoon-gi, who had just opened the door of her house, was shocked to hear Taehyung's scream and Jimin's whereabouts. In a hasty move, Yoon-gi approached them.

Yoongi:" Where have you been? And... Why are you yelling?"

Instead of getting an answer, what Yoon-gi saw was a sweat that began to drip, and Taehyung's hands were clenched firmly.

'Oh, no. His illness recurred again. I have to get him out of here right away.'

Yoongi:" Tae, come to my house first. We have something to talk about."

Yoon-gi takes Taehyung to his house, ignoring Jimin, who has been watching him since. Taehyung just silently followed wherever Yoon-gi took him away, wherever it was from not home.

Jimin :" Hyung... I-"

Yoongi:" I hope you don't make things worse, Mr. Park."

Jimin was silent again. He could only see the departure of the person he loved in silence clasping the hands of others. Leaving himself who was just staring at his back that slowly disappeared behind the closing door.