Light Of Blue(Taekook/Taegi)
Sorry and Tears

Today is the most awaited day for Jungkook. He would tell his girlfriend everything about it. Jungkook has no doubt about his feelings. One year of love is enough to make him believe with the earnestness of his lover.

The Jeon family residence has been decorated with a variety of flowers and luxurious decorations for the birthdays of their family successors. The invitation was sent the day before. Many companies are curious, because it is not usual for Jeon family to hold events in their residence, usually large events are always held in luxury hotels. So they were very much waiting for this rare moment.

Super-tight guard is alerted throughout the mansion. Guests who can enter are limited, only those with genuine invitations can enter. One invitation is only for 2 people, so even if someone sneaks in it will soon be known because the invitation has a digital barcode. It would be hard to fake it.

Jungkook is still smiling looking forward to tonight. He can't wait to meet his girlfriend. For almost a month they did not meet. He did feel a little strange, some days his lover did not contact him. Is he angry, but usually any anger Taehyung will definitely continue to contact him. Could something happen? But his men didn't give him any news. He only got word that Taehyung often looked for him and contacted him. And this week he got no report because his girlfriend was not going anywhere.

" What are you thinking, baby..."

The gentle rubbing on her hair resuscitated Jungkook from his daydream. The Omma still looked at him with a warm smile, and it made Jungkook smile. After the departure of the Appa, only the figure of Omma he had. If Jimin and his family hadn't helped him, Jungkook wouldn't be Jungkook now.

" There's nothing, Omma... Just can't wait for tonight's show, that's all."

" really??? Not thinking about your boyfriend? You never even introduced him to Omma. Omma also wants to know what Omma's future son-in-law is like, how she can make this workaholic Omma child so like this."

Embarrassed by the rabbit, Jungkook could only scratch his cheeks which began to blush. He did not have time to introduce his lover to his Omma. In addition to not being sure, he also can not carelessly bring strangers to his house. He feared the events of 2 years ago were repeated, in which the Omma was almost killed by his business rival.

" Kookie didn't mean it like that Omma. He's too worried about things outside Mension."

The new Jimin, carrying a tablet in his hand, interrupted their conversation. Although Jimin has his own house, Jungkook asks him to stay with them. Jimin is like their family, too.

" Look at yourself, Hyung.... You just never expressed your feelings to Yoon Hyung. Don't touch me."

" YAKK! It's not that Hyung won't!!! But Hyung was afraid, she did not have the same feeling. What if she actually has someone in her heart??"

" Just tell me you're afraid that Yoon Hyung is rejecting you, Hyung!!! Not a lot of excuses."

Luhan only smiled at their debate. This is normal according to him. It would seem strange if these two children did not argue or meet. He decided to leave from there leaving the two who were still in a fuss about what. He must check whether all the preparations are neatly arranged according to Jungkook's wishes or not.

Finally the long-awaited night arrived. On the invited guests who had official invitations began to enter the mansion with strict checks. Many of them were flabbergasted by the luxury of the Jeon family residence. As soon as they entered the huge gate, they could see a pine tree embedded neatly on the left right of the road. The distance from the gate to the mansion takes 5 minutes by car. And once the row of pine trees was exhausted, the Jeon family mansion was decorated with many beautiful lamp decorations.

Once inside the mansion, other luxuries could also be seen.  Luxurious and elegant decorations decorate every corner of the room. Many colorful flowers decorate it. The purple color that dominates, being the choice of Jungkook itself.

Many eyes stared at him. How the owner of the event tonight looks charming, to steal the attention of all invited guests. But none of them could attract his attention. These round eyes were still looking for the figure he was waiting for among the crowd, while occasionally staring at the entrance. But the figure still did not reveal the trunk of his nose. He has been waiting for it since. Even the special invitation for him he had given, there was no way that his lover would not come. Even her bodyguard said the invitation had been received directly by her lover's family. Until his smile expands to see his girlfriend's friends pass through the entrance.

In a hurry, Jungkook approached them. He can't wait to meet his girlfriend. But slowly his steps became more and more. The smile that had originally burst slowly disappeared. He did not see his beloved among these men. Is he still behind his mind. For a moment he turned his gaze to Hyung this lover. Jungkook was also a little awkward, considering the two were not too close. Moreover, Jungkook knows Hoseok really does not like him.

" young... Is Taehyungie still behind? Why don't you guys go in together?"

Seokjin and Namjoon also realize there was no Taehyung when they arrived. Why did they forget their best friend's sister? Even Yoon-gi who came with Hoseok did not say anything. He just kept quiet and lowered his head like he was holding something back.

" I'm sorry, I can't stay here for long. Happy birthday, Kook. And here's a gift from me, and another one... It's from Tae. Then I'm sorry. Yoongi Hyung, I'm going home first."

" Wait, Hob. I'm coming with you."

After handing over the gift, Yoon-gi comes home with Hoseok. Yoongi just didn't want Hoseok to drive in such a frantic mood. Jungkook was still looking at the letter addressed to him from Taehyung. As if awakened, Jungkook ran after Hoseok to ask for an explanation.

With a gasp of breath, Jungkook was able to catch up to Hoseok just before he got into his car. He tightly grasped the hand of his lover Hyung. However, a pat that he received. He could see the hatred in his eyes aimed at him.

" young.... What the hell does this mean? Where's Taehyungie? Why didn't he come. Why just give a letter like this?"

Jungkook asked with all the worries that began to come to him. He begins to fear the worst possibility, he is afraid Taehyung leaves him. Until a small laugh entered his sense of hearing.

" Haha... Only now are you looking for him? After 3 weeks you left without any news? Well, that's great of you Jeon."

" young... Actually I wanted to"

" YOU KNOW WHAT ABOUT MY SISTER, HUH! YOU MADE HIM BEND HIS KNEES ON YOU, YOU MADE HIM JUST LOOK AT YOU, YOU DROVE HIM CRAZY FOR HIS LOVE FOR YOU!!!!"

Namjoon who saw that, started to restrain his best friend from acting further. They are just guests here. Seokjin and Yoon-gi hold each other. They had never seen Hoseok this angry. All they know is that Hoseok is a friendly and loving person, especially towards his sister. If the normally warm figure becomes uncontrollable like this, they can conclude something must have happened with Taehyung, and that's not good. While Jimin told his men to keep the guests away from the area.

" Hyung, relax. We can all talk about it."

" DIEM LO JOON!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING! AND LO!!! BECAUSE OF MY SISTER LO GOT SICK!!!

YOU MAKE TAEHYUNG SICK AND SICK!!! BECAUSE OF LO TOO, I AM FAR FROM TAEHYUNG!!! NOW YOU'RE SATISFIED, HUH!!!"

" Diman Tae. hyungie, Hyung. Kookie has to see him. Kookie has to explain everything, Hyung. It's not what Hyung thinks."

" Ha ha ha.. Meet her? WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, HUH!!! YOU IGNORED ALL HIS CALLS!!! YOU DIDN'T TEACH HER ALL THIS TIME EITHER!!! AND NOW YOU WANT TO SEE HIM!!!

HE'S GONE, ASSHOLE!!! HE'S GONE BECAUSE OF YOU! MY SISTER LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU DAMN IT!!!!"

Hoseok completely vented all his frustration that night as well. He really did not accept his sister going away from him. He doesn't even know where his brother lives right now. All access to his sister was cut off. Only my dad knows all that. After knowing the reason why he had to do it all.

" Yoon, you better take Hoseok home. I'm not sure he can drive his car with such uncontrollable emotions."

" Nee, Hyung."

Hoseok returns home with Yoon-gi after being dragged in by Namjoon. Leaving Jungkook and three others there. Jimin really couldn't bear to see Jungkook cry like this. They grew up together from childhood. He also could not blame Taehyung, because this was not his fault.

" Kookies... Regardless of what reason you did that to Taehyung, you were wrong from the start. If you really loved her, you shouldn't have done this. Yoongi and I grew up with Taehyung a long time ago, and I knew Taehyung was a good person. You shouldn't doubt it."

Seokjin's words further hurt her. Her crying was unstoppable again. The event that he prepared with great joy, now made him cry because he lost someone who meant so much to him. He hugged Seokjin even more, shedding all his sadness that night. Beneath thousands of stars and decorated with the light of hundreds of garden lights to witness how devastated a Jeon Jungkook because of his own attitude.

The supposed festive event must now be canceled because the owner of the event shut himself in the room. Many guests were curious about the cancellation of the event. Of course the real reason becomes a personal secret, and no one should know.

In this pastel room, the tears were still flowing with the owner looking blankly at the window. He did not care about his expensive clothes that would get dirty because he was sitting on a cold floor. Slowly he turned his gaze to the letter in his grasp. With trembling hands he began to carefully open it. The tears trickled down the moment he read the few words in the letter.

Dear my Kookie's.

Happy birthday to Kookie. I hope you're always happy, wherever you are.

Sorry I couldn't come. It's hard for me to see you again. You're my life, Kook. You're the light of my life. Without you, my world feels empty. With just your smile, my days feel colorful. Just by hearing your voice, my heart beats again.

However, why don't you ever assume I have Kook. Why do you always doubt my love? What is less than me?

Now that I realize, you never loved me. I'm the only one who's always fighting for this relationship, not you. A relationship should be based on trust. But when you don't believe my feelings, what do I have to defend again.

I think our story's enough to get here. Thank you for the days you spent with me. I'm goin.

Please don't look for me. I hope you're happy with your life, and let me choose my life. And when one day we meet again... Keep in mind.

I'm no longer your old Taehyungie. I am myself, and you are in your own world.

Good bye, Kook.

From someone who truly loves you.

Kim Taehyung's.

" YUNGIE!!!!!"

Jungkook shouted hysterically after reading the letter. His guilt was becoming and could not be contained. The tears seemed to be proof of how Jungkook was devastated by Taehyung's departure from his side. He blamed himself for doubting his sincere love for her.

" I'm sorry Hyung.... Ii'm sorry... Please return. BACK HYUNGIE!!!"

Jungkook completely ignored everyone. Even Jimin and Luhan who had knocked on the door had not listened. He was still drowning in his immense guilt and ignoring everything.

" Jim, how is this. Jungkook didn't open the door either. Omma was worried she was reckless."

Jimin thought the same. No matter how hard he tried, this door was completely locked from the inside. And only Jungkook can open it. There was no spare key, and it was difficult for him to break in. Until a loud noise came from inside. He believes Jungkook must have gone berserk and destroyed things. Without a second thought he entered the next room, because the next room had a balcony connected to Jungkook's room.

With a fairly difficult effort, Jimin was finally able to get to the balcony of Jungkook's room. He could see how messy his sister's room was. But the question is, where is Jungkook? Those narrowed eyes circled in all directions and fouled as soon as they knew his sister's body was lying on the floor just like that. Jimin thought nothing of breaking through the thick glass. He did not even feel any pain, as fresh blood began to drip from his arm. The main focus right now is Jungkook. He can figure out the real situation later.

Since that incident, Hoseok has completely stayed away from Jungkook. Even when Jungkook entered the same campus as her, he continued to ignore her. Only Seokjin and Namjoon would occasionally greet him. This is because it happens to be their same class schedule. Not with Hoseok. That guy completely changed his class schedule to never meet Jungkook. While Yoon-gi, only occasionally seen at lunchtime. Understandably he and Seokjin are final-level students, so more activities.

Jungkook's efforts to find Taehyung also did not bear fruit at all. The tracks are completely untraceable. Taehyung was last seen in Japan. After that, it was like being lost to the earth. Dozens of people he had sent to look for him also found nothing. He wanted to go to the Kim family residence, but he felt he did not deserve a foot there after what he did to their family's son.

" Hyungie's... You're where?

Please return... Kookie will explain everything. I'm sorry, Hyung... Hiks... As long as hyungie knows, Kookie loves you too... Sorry I can say now... Go home Hyung...."