Light Of My Life (Light of My Life)
Not Ready to Be Disappointed

The weekend has come, it's time for Anista to meet Evan. But now he hesitated to ask Yudha for permission. Remembering their status now.

"I'm going home to Mom" Anista said

Currently they are having breakfast together without Sapphira because the little toddler was brought back by his Grandma. Yesterday afternoon Yudha drove Sapphira to her Grandmother's house.

"I'm coming" Yudha replied so lightly, not knowing that his answer was like a bomb that exploded in front of Anista.

Maybe it's time he found out about Evan.

"Why? No can? I just want to know your mother and want to ask for your blessing to marry you immediately" Yudha said as she watched Anista fall silent

"Mom.not that, I'm just not ready to meet Mas with Mom. Because the state of my family that does not have, is not comparable to your circumstances" explained Anista gave the most logical reason

"How many times have I told you, I don't care how you and your family are. For me you are the one who deserves me the most" Yudha said

Could it be that what you said was still the same when you found out about Evan's whereabouts?

"But not now, when I'm ready. I will definitely meet you with my family" Anista said

I don't think I'm ready to be disappointed. Evan is everything to me, but I also can't lie to my growing feelings for this man in front of me.

Is correct.. That was what Anista was feeling right now, the anxiety that was engulfing his heart. Yudha was the first man to make her fall in love.

While there is Evan whom he must protect and it is impossible for Anista to sacrifice the feelings of his son just for the sake of his love for Yudha.

"Why? I want to meet you now....."

Drett...Drett

Yudha's cell phone voice managed to stop their conversation. Yudha took her phone "I picked up the phone first"

Anista nodded and was a little able to breathe a sigh of relief. I'm not ready to be disappointed, Evan is my life. But Mas Yudha is also the owner of my heart right now. Oh, God, how should Nist?

One side Anista wanted to be honest with Yudha immediately. However, he was too afraid of the reality that he would accept later. He was afraid of Yudha's rejection of Evan.

Shortly after, Yudha returned to the dinner table after picking up the phone. His face looks upset.

"I have a little work, you go first to your mother's house. Later I will pick you up, sharelock the address" said Yudha

Anista just nodded. Did he forget that nist tea is still old school.

Maybe Yudha does not know if Anista's phone is still an old cell phone. Because all this time Anista rarely played his phone in front of Yudha. He never even played his phone in front of Yudha.

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"Evan is a good boy, right? Not naughty?"

Anista is currently sitting on the front porch of Bu Nina's house with Evan. While Ms. Nina was going to her shop.

"Yes Mother, Evan is a good boy. Not bad, the same Oma Nina" said the little boy

Anista kissed Evan's head crest with affection "Mother's son is smart huh"

"Yes dong Mother"

"Assalamualaikum" Ms. Nina came from her shop

"Waalaikumsalam, have you gone home again, ma'am?" Ask Anista

"Yes Nist, I just want to finish the goods that came yesterday. On Sundays, we do not open a store" said Ms. Nina

Ms. Nina was sitting next to Evan "Nist, Evan has Paud's school listed in front of him"

Anista turned to her "When she waited 5 years, Mom. Go straight to TK"

"Evan already wants to go to school, besides your son is very smart. The teacher who taught there continued to come with Mother and invited Evan to join Paud school with other children here" explained Bu Nina

Anista sighed "Alright, Evan must be diligent in studying yes"

Evan nodded excitedly "Good Mother"

"Let's go in, son, it's dark outside it looks like it's going to rain" said Ms Nina

Anista nodded and led Evan into the house "Bu Nist wants a break"

"Yes, you sleep there in the room"

"Evan wants to come with Mother to sleep?" Anista asked his son

Evan shook his head "Gak ah, Evan was not sleepy. Evan wants to go there, Oma"

Anista nodded "Alright, Mom later please wake up Nist pas ashar ya"

Bu Nina nodded her head in agreement, Anista went into the room she used to occupy when she was at Bu Nina's house.

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A speck of rain began to drench the earth, a handsome man standing restlessly in front of the window of his room. It was almost dark, but the woman had not returned.

Yudha became upset when she told Anista to send her mother's home address. However, until now even Anista had not sent it.

This kind of thing is not new, it always worries me.

Yudha remembered when Anista came home soaked at that time.

Sure enough, a taxi stopped right in front of the gate of his house. The girl he was waiting for was seen coming out of the taxi and running towards the gate.

After the gate opened, Anista immediately ran towards the main door. Climb the stairs one by one until he reaches the main door of this luxurious house.

Chequelek

The door opened even before Anista knocked or pressed the bell. I'm dead, how come he's the one who opened the door.

Yudha stood with her chest closed, staring intently at her "Good woman, why not ask me to pick you up? Are you afraid I'm aware of your mother's house?"

"Sorry, I forgot"

Anista is also confused what to give reasons at this time, considering that he is actually not ready to bring Evan and Yudha together.

"forget? Youforgett me? So, what do you think of me for two weeks? Until you forget me?" Yudha asked with emotion

Why is this so?

"It's not that Mas, I can't send you the same address. Hp I'm still old age" explained Anista

Deg

There was a pain in his chest upon hearing Anista's explanation. God, I don't even know about that. Stupidly I asked him this morning to sharelock when his phone couldn't for it.

Yudha immediately carried Anista making the girl surprised instead of playing. Anista put his hands on Yudha's neck.

"Sorry, I don't know. Tomorrow we buy a new phone for you. Now that you've got to clean up, I don't want you to get sick"

Yudha continued to walk towards Sapphira's room since they had officially become lovers, Yudha told Anista to move in Sapphira's room because Anista did not want to when Yudha told him to sleep in the empty room in this house.

"No need, Nist no need. This HP Nist can also still be used" said Anista felt bad

"No need to argue"

Seriate

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