Light Of My Life (Light of My Life)
Hard time for Anista

Anista sat on the edge of her bed, looking back to make sure that Evan had fallen asleep. His gaze was empty, Anista's life seemed to return to that time. The bad times first.

"Is Mas Yudha really that person? But, Nist teh inget keneh kanu eta° watch"

(But, Nist still clearly remembers on that watch°)

Anista still remembered a burly hand with a circular watch on his wrist. The hand that had pulled him into the darkness.

That night, after being delivered by the angel-like girl to Anista. That night Anista was no longer like the usual Anista.

The boss felt sorry for him, even though he didn't really know what was happening. Because Hasna did not tell him clearly.

In the morning Anista immediately permission to go home. He really did not want to be in this city anymore, it was too painful if he had to stay in this city.

Arriving in the village, of course, Anista was welcomed happily by both parents. And that made Anista feel guilty about what happened to her.

Forgive Nist Mother, Abah.

"Eneng tea in love how many days off?" Ask Mom

Right now this little family is gathering in the living room. Both Anista's parents are so enthusiastic about welcoming his daughter who has been working 3 months more in the city and has just returned home now.

"Hm. Neng Teh.. not working anymore ma'am" said Anista nervously.

"Why Neng? Is there anyone jailin Neng in town?" Ask Mom

Anista shook her head "No ma'am, but...."

"But what son? Tell me" Abah said as if he understood if there was anything hidden by his daughter

"I'm sorry Nist Ma'am, Abah. Hix"

Anista's cry instantly broke apart, she hugged her mother's body. Didn't want to see his mother's sad face when she found out what had happened to his daughter.

"Why Neng? Same story with Mom, same with Abah. Why tea?" Mother stroked the darling of her son's head

"Hiks.. Nist... Hix... Anis is no longer holy. That barbaric man has taken away the sanctity of Nist. How's Mommy supposed to be?" Racau Anista in his mother's arms

Deg

Like a heavy burden, Mother Anista immediately leaned on the wall of the house made of woven bamboo.

Her daughter has been per*kosa. Devastated was already the feeling of a Mother who saw her future shattered this very moment.

"How can you?" Ask Abah

With still as much as Anista told him everything he remembered. "But, Neng Teh can't see Bah's face"

"Here you go, you calm yourself first. Convinced the same Abah said, everything will be fine"

One month later Anista got pregnant, she was really down with this. Didn't know if the seed of the man she hated so much was now growing in her womb.

"No, Nist doesn't want to get pregnant... Nist did not want to have the son of the savage man" cried Anista in his room

Even the insults and insults of the neighbors he had to face every day. The disease has often recurred, probably due to too much pressure to see his daughter who is now like a mental disorder person.

"Mother, Eneng is afraid" Anista cried when she saw her mother coming.

Mother approached Anista who was sitting on the bed with both hands and feet tied. Not heart, but Anista often hysterical so want to harm himself and the baby in his stomach.

The mother hugged her son with a broken feeling as devastated as she saw the condition of her daughter now.

"Neng should not be afraid, remember there is still a Mother and Abah who will always be there for Neng. Don't keep getting rich gini" said Mother

"Neng must be able to control Neng's fear for the sake of the baby in Neng's stomach, this baby is not wrong. He deserves to be born with the love of all of us. I understand what I mean by mother"

Mother never tired of giving understanding to Anista who is experiencing severe depression. Always say good things about the child in the womb.

Anista simply nodded with a blank look. It always made his mother slit. Her girl is always cheerful and full of spirit. It's like a living corpse that has no future.

You must be strong, son.

The exact age of the content of Anista stepped on 4 months. Anista who had now started to be able to accept the situation. He began to improve as time passed.

However, everything was destroyed again when his mother died of the disease she suffered. Anista is back with this situation.

All the gossip from the neighbors he never cared about again. Anista was just trying to control himself and his mind so that he would no longer have depression like that.

For the second time Anista had to feel her life being ruined. Losing the mother he loved so much was also the hardest blow for him. In addition, the condition is now pregnant without a husband.

Anista wiped the tears flowing down her cheeks. If he remembered his past, he would feel very guilty for his mother. He humiliated his family. Father and Mother.

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Yudha is distraught in search of Anista. The woman was not in her mother's place.

"Well, didn't Anista come home with Nak Yudha? He's not coming back here"

Mother Nina's words continued to ring in her ears. That means Anista didn't come home to her mother's. Then where is he? How'this? Where else does he have to look?

Yudha leaned her body on the back of a chair in her study. His right hand held the phone stuck to his ear.

"Anyways, you should be able to find out where my Anist is" Yudha said coldly and repressed, before she turned off her phone.

Yudha rubbed the rough face of "Where are you dear? It was only fitting that I felt like I was seeing myself on the little boy's face. Turns out he's my son, my biological son"

Yudha was so frustrated by this fact. Everything hurts so much to be accepted by common sense.

The woman who becomes his future wife is the woman in his car. The woman he had snatched away by force was her chastity.

God, why is this so sick a reality that I have to accept?

Seriate

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