Light Of My Life (Light of My Life)
The Nightmare That Is Back

"Evan wants to sleep with Mommy?" Ask Anista

"Yes"

"Emm" Anista hesitates to say something to Varinda and her husband "Madam, can Evan and I sleep in Sapphira's room?"

"You can sleep in any room, there are many empty rooms here" Varinda said as she walked away.

"I'm sorry, maybe Mami still can't be nice to you" David said

Anista nodded and smiled "No papa"

After making sure her son slept well, Anista went out of the room and wanted to see Yudha. Yudha waited too long. Because after dinner Anista had to put Evan to bed first before meeting him.

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Anista went into the room, he thought Yudha was asleep because it was 10 p.m. It turned out that Yudha was still awake, she looked at the woman who had just entered the room sharply.

"Where are you?" Yudha asked coldly

Anista sat on the bedside, sighing softly "Sleep first Evan"

"Hm. Where does Evan sleep?" Ask Yudha

"In Safira's room"

Yudha nodded in understanding "Here, get up here"

Anista, according to him, went up to the bed and sat down beside Yudha. Yudha's left hand immediately carried Anista's body into his arms.

Yudha kissed Anista's forehead gently "Tomorrow we go home huh"

Anista looked up his face to make Yudha again kiss her forehead "Cock home? We haven't got the blessing of your parents"

"No longer need, now we don't need blessing from him anymore" Yudha said flatly

"Dear"

Anista stroked Yudha's chest up and down because of pent-up emotions. It's time to use the call of Dear to persuade her.

"I will not be affected by that call" Yudha said flatly

Huh..

Why does he know my purpose.

Anista sighed, she stroked Yudha's hand "But Mas, it seems like your Mami has changed now. He's been nice to me, especially to Evan. You saw it for yourself"

Anista slightly looked up her face in Yudha's arms, wanting to see what the man's expression was "Come Mas, sorry your Mami yes. I'm sorry your mom and I can take care of her and her husband"

Yudha sighed, she kissed Anista's head crest "Have it, I'm tired now. Wanna sleep"

Anista again sighed, it seemed like it would take patience to give understanding to Yudha. Too hurt by the fact that Yudha's memeo is a little stubborn.

"Yes you have rest, I also want to go to the child's room. I slept there" Anista said

"Don't you just stay asleep?" Yudha asked with a slightly disappointed face

Anista shook his head slowly "Not yet legitimate"

Huh...

Yudha could only breathe out a sigh of resignation and that made Anista chuckle slowly. Cup... One kiss Anista put on the man's forehead.

"Good sleep, dear"

Anista got out of bed and ran out of the room, ashamed of what she had just done.

Yudha chuckled to herself as she looked at Anista's behavior just now "Based on my little girl"

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"Please... Sir. Please don't do that"

Deg Deg Deg

Yudha awoke from her sleep with cold sweat pouring down her forehead. His breath gasping, the dream came back. The dream that always haunts him these 4 years.

The girl he had found, the girl he had smeared had now been with him. However, the truth of the dark past can not really be forgotten Yudha.

This man is still entangled with his past. Guilt always haunts him, he's always felt like he's been the dickest guy ever.

Huh...

Relax Yudh, you need to calm down. Forget all that, that happened. You've been with that girl and your son. Love him and be happy from now on.

That was how Yudha calmed herself down as her past came back to haunt her mind. Moreover, the dream came back, maybe also because he was too much thought and too depressed with the situation.

Yudha glanced towards the wall clock, it was only 2 in the morning. That means he's only been asleep for a few hours. He got out of bed, walked out of his room.

Yudha went down the stairs to the bottom floor. Yudha stopped in front of the room occupied by Anista and her son.

Yudha slowly opened the door of the room so as not to make those who were asleep in there not be disturbed by it.

However, when Yudha managed to get into the room he saw Anista who was resting on the floor with both hands looking up. Anista was unaware of Yudha's arrival because she was also turning her back to the door.

His hand pitted with a bandaged face that he was wearing. Yudha silently stared, her heart feeling cold looking at this scene in front of her.

"O Allah, O Lord.. Right now your sinful servant is asking for forgiveness from you. O Allah, strengthen your future husband in the face of all this"

Degs....

Yudha felt a loud thump in her chest. He was so moved by his future wife who had prayed for him so sincerely.

"Mas Yudha was too fragile to deal with his problems all along. However, I believe that You will not test His people beyond the limits of his people's abilities"

"Make Mas Yudha willing to forgive his mother and his relationship with his parents especially his mother can improve" did not feel any tears on his face

"Hamba is also a woman, certainly knows what it's like to be Mas Yudha's mother. Open her heart to forgive what her mother did, O God"

"May all this be resolved soon, may our lives be happy with Your pleasure O Rabb"

"Aminnn" Anista rubbed his hands against his face.

Amynn. Yudha helped secure the do'a Anista.

Anista stood up and opened his face and folded it together with his chest. As he turned around he wanted to keep his prayer equipment in the small cupboard that was beside Yudha standing at the moment.

"Loh Mas" said Anista surprised to see Yudha's presence

Yudha smiled then approached Anista, hugged him tightly and kissed the top of his head many times. This happiness he feels right now.

I'm so grateful to have you. It's probably the dark past between us is God's way of uniting us and providing a bright spot in my dark life. Thank you God

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Plisss don't blaspheme me about religion huh.. I am also still not a person who is really good in terms of worship. Still trying to be better.

The same trauma of my other novels, always blasphemy about religion. Please understand it readers..

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