
Morning had hit, sunlight infiltrated the blemishes of the hospital window curtain. Greeting warm impressed fierce because the clock leads at 9 am.
Lamiah was able to sleep after I looked at the dawn of the morning. After reciting prayers in the heart, letting go of fret spills, learn to accept reality.
She was once a perfect woman whose womb was once in the titipi of a fetus but her spirit did not last long. Lamiah is just delayed being a mother, that's what she believes.
Lamiah has made peace with her heart, running away from any reality. She was still a second wife, wanting to retreat by any road, all she met was a dead end. However, to go too. His heart has been linked.
Love really doesn't have to be. But not with Lamiah. He has, only his is not extensive. She could only freely love on the little map in her husband's heart.
Can he be envious?
Can he be jealous?
That is legitimate, he is human.
But there's a different case for Lamiah.
From the beginning, he had to accept it. It was the second. Accepting the fate of being a concubine, let's just say she was blind when she saw her husband's and Lilis' misery. Just ask to pay attention to his hearing when the couple heard a friendly dialogue. Just ask the creator. Because of her spirit, she truly loved her husband.
Despite being honey, she still wants to be a mother. Now he just wants to focus on healing. To immediately get his life back. Although it may not be the heaven he enjoys anymore, but the hell he will face.
"I have loved bang Irsam. If succumbing to mbak Lilis is what he asks, if asking to understand what Irsam bang wants. I'll do it." The promise of Lamiah in heart.
Actually the content of Lilis is not problematic, he can even normal activities. Lilis just want to be spoiled, the more obvious he who does not want to share here, even though at the beginning of the ad beat the quality of soy sauce no 1 in Indonesia.
Irsam had managed to seduce him to go home. However, he still asked permission to be allowed to stop by at the mall. Irsam has banned it. Just can't accompany her, because she has an important meeting about her work.
"Mas just drove ya baby. He will return home to pick up the driver. You careful. Don't cape, remember there's our son in your belly my queen."
"Ready king." Lilis also cheerfully went down shopping. Also had time to contact his social friends, so they met each other in the mall.
After the meeting, the sun has set. Irsam has confirmed the position of Lilis who is at home. So Irsam drove his car to the hospital. But not to see Lamiah.
"Suster... Was my wife out of the room, walking so?" Irsam asked the nurse he paid more to monitor Lamiah's condition intensely.
"Mother is joking. Even to the toilet, I still have to help." The nurse answered with a serious face.
"Oh. yeah." Answer Irsam who is actually confused. When looking at the very clear expenditure notification from the bill card held by Lamiah.
But Irsam chose to keep it to himself. Deliberately see to what extent his second wife does not want to be honest with him, without being asked to admit it.
"The Sore de Miah. How are you doing now?" greeting Irsam who after eating alone outside chose to see Lamiah for a while before returning home to accompany Lilis at home.
"So I'll ask the doctor dear."
"Yes, thank you bang." Answer Lamiah gently.
"But.. can you sleep in the house tonight?" ask Irsam.
"Please bang. De Miah is only undergoing recovery, our child candidate is gone. Brother must help mbak Lilis take care of sister candidates Faizal bang. Cukul de Miah's failed. Lisa must be successful in taking care of her. It's yours." Lirih Lamiah made Irsam's heart feel broken listening to him.
"Why did you hear what you said de?" ask Irsam. Even Lamiah doesn't know the answer.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you with that word. Miah just doesn't want you guys to fail like me." Speech down.
Cup
Irsam kissed Lamiah's forehead guiltily.
"Tell me what to do for you, so you can be happy. Besides releasing you?"
"De Miah won't ask for farewell. Only later when dede is right has healed. Allow dede to work outside the home. Dede has loved brother. The desire to have a brother is very real. De Miah is jealous of you, and it can't be. That's not worth doing to you. I don't deserve that feeling, because I'm only the third person in your household. So, maybe if de Miah has other activities outside the house, dede can divert the jealousy bang. In fact, if indeed fate is in favor of ending this love triangle. De Miah can still live independently."
Irsam was shocked to hear it. As if slapped, how he was a weak man who could not be fair but also could not leave. Indeed, the more day he fell in love with the thought of the second wife who tends to choose to give up and look sincere. It was much different from Lilis who was irresponsible with her own decisions. It's not about Irsam's love that melts and Lamiah's new person. But the universe is real, showing her that Lilis has really changed. Which love should he keep?
Suddenly his heart was alone. This house has become a funeral home. Slowly everything will run aground, no noise. No more peace, as long as selfish rule his heart and first wife. Truly they only invited nestapa in Lamiah's heart.
Irsam tidied up Lamiah's infusion line. Slowly move it. Helping Lamiah stand up, shepherded him to the patient's bed in the VVIP's nursery.
Lay Lamiah on the bed, still with her left hand stuck in an infusion needle.
Then took a spot on Lamiah's right side, without taking off her work clothes, and without taking a shower as well. Then lay himself down.
Irsam chose to sleep on Lamiah's side, hugging him possessively. Without a word, without seduction also without caring about the ringing of his phone that had been asked to touch.
Many times Lamiah patted Irsam to get up to receive the call. But Irsam is actually replacing his phone. Then choose to go back to sleep on Lamiah's side.
Irsam really felt the pain that gaped in the heart of his second wife. And ventured to again defend his second wife who also needed him.
His soul and body are very tired, but have not yet dared to decide whether to let go of one, or just stoic run both while continuing to learn to be a wise husband.
Seriate...