LILIS - LAMIAH HELL TWO LOVE
CHAPTER 87: HIJRAH

Irsam always took the time to take Lamiah to the hospital. To ensure progress for the betterment of his healing development.

Lamiah's physique was strong and healthy. He began to walk alone, but Irsam never allowed to carry their children. Irsam never took her for a walk with Gary. Only the three of them, even if only to a recreation area, where Lamiah just sat looking at Irsam playing with Gary.

Irsam did play his role as a father very well for Gary, but did not manage to become the perfect husband for Lamiah. For he never again gave an inner living to his second wife. Irsam never dared to ask for it.

Irsam is in the waiting room. When Lamiah was in the doctor's office to be examined. Perform CT Scan and so on to continuously monitor the current state of affairs. Not a few drugs that are always taken home when they return home.

But Irsam was actually tired of the explanatory sentence from the doctor who always said: "This is the result of his examination pa. Well it's getting better. It only takes a little more time for the mother to really recover in the previous state. Invite to communicate well, if you need to take a honeymoon, your wife is physically healthy. Do the husband and wife relationship properly, with the right warm-up, so that the father's wife does not feel shocked and rightly feel comfortable to do it. Because it'll stimulate his recovery more." Advice from a doctor who makes sense or not. But really Irsam had only refrained from doing that to Lamiah.

Irsam is afraid of being rejected by Lamiah, also afraid that his invitation to make love will actually worsen his condition that has begun to stabilize.

Moreover, some time later this year he, baby sitter and Gary more often locked themselves, locking themselves in his room. Even seribg happened, until the night was almost near. And it happens many times. Especially after Lamiah was able to walk on his own.

When Irsam asks her baby sitter, why in the key. The answer is because it is Lamiah's request.

As time passed, baby Gary was 8 months old. Growing and developing healthily, not only ASI, MPASI has been accepted.

Irsam wasn't as selfish as before. He spent a lot of time at home. Didn't even think twice about feeding his son with his second wife.

Lamiah was able to walk, but still looks error to be talked to. Lilis taught her to dress and dress up more and more. She kept reminding me that she was Irsam's wife as well. But Lamiah's response was just like a dazed person.

Irsam a normal man, he often slept with his second wife. But never dared to meet her. Irsam only dared to kiss her forehead and hold her until morning. Because sometimes Lamiah only cries bitterly, if approached by her husband.

"Liss... "

"Yes, um."

"It's been 8 months now. Gary was able to get on a plane. How about we go abroad to treat Miah? I don't believe in the ability of doctors here. But it's been almost a year, neat recovery is very slow." said Irsam who just finished making love with his first wife. Irsam was always tense when close to Lamiah. But never dare and could not bear to ask for his rights to people who look confused iyu. So Lilis is the ultimate outlet for him to channel his pent-up desire.

"Yes, I agree. Ask permission and there may be a recommendation from a doctor here. Where we're going to continue the treatment."

"Amen. But the purpose of doing that to Miah is not to expect forgiveness from God, but rather it is obligatory for our previous actions."

"Of course, dear. Whatever we do now, it's not worth what we do to it."

"Mas. What if Faizal asks us to return to Indonesia. I want us to take care of and educate him together. Honestly, I'm jealous of Gary. Mas was so painstaking and a lot of time in terms of taking care of him. Whereas Faizal must be separated from us, for an unclear purpose." Lilis is honest and open about her feelings.

"Mas is happy to hear the honesty of your heart. Although it is an expression of jealousy, but mas feel it is better you take it out, rather than in the pendam yourself. Well, the new school year Faizal will we all go to school here." Irsam agreed.

"Thank you, man. Then Lis also wanted to apologize and ask permission. Will close the jewelry store that Lis had run. Now that Lis is aware, Lis is unable to run it. It was all just because of Lis ego alone. Who never accepted being defeated by my madam Miah." His papa is still in Irsam's arms.

"I asked Miah from the beginning to enter our household, but I was also afraid she would take everything from me. But, now I am really sorry, has taken the life of his future baby, even now his condition has not fully recovered. I am really in a pit of sins. I want to repent. I want to hijrah. Let me change everything." Further again.

"Hijrah...? Meanin?"

"Yes Hijrah. I want to leave my old life behind, I know the most guilty here. I have decided to really serve our broken home by my own actions. I want to hold back. Withholding all my fleshly desires, restraining my selfishness, restraining my anger. I want to hijab."

"Goddessa. My wife... Is this really my wife Lilis Listiana ?" Wonder Irsam.

"Mas. I seriously. I don't want to add to sins. I want to get closer to God's commandments. I really don't want to add more sins. Please help, support me, to be a sincere wife to accept this polygamy mas." Spoiled whine.

"No. mas didn't taunt you. Even I am so happy to hear it. I am so happy and proud to hear it. All right, I totally agree. When do you start, baby?" ask Irsam spirit.

"God willing, what next week? because this week Lis will replace all previous clothing collections with syar'i clothes."

"Alhamdulillah. Okay, baby, all right. Just do it as long as your heart feels peaceful, happy and serene. However, do not do this just for the sake of your honey. But only because of Allah, let Allah see and judge your deeds. What we do, dear." Said Irsam kissing kiss the back of Lilis' hand.

Seriate...