
"When you read this letter our world is different. Just thankful...!!
For there is no longer anyone who makes your heart anxious to compete for the protection of Lamiah Pradipta.
I only need 3 days to ensure her kindness. He has about 4 months close to her. Not with you?
For me Lamiah is a tough woman figure, independent also not crybaby. But that makes the content problematic. His blood pressure was never below. For that please control him until the time of delivery arrives. Because Gary was the reason for her to stay alive.
There is a huge burden behind every smile. Which he never wanted to show anyone. Including you, her husband.
He once said that he regretted ever accepting his friend's offer to be honey. But it can't be that easy to leave because he loves you more than anything. Beyond anything!!!
If he had the opportunity to ask his Lord. Not having you or making him the only one in your heart. In other words, he asked God to erase the deep love for you.
I am not who Lamiah Pradipta is, just a person who happens to stop by and be allowed a moment together. For that, for the sake of the friendship that was once thick between us.
Please, release her from the invisible, yet pervasive snare of your love.
Please, let her be happy by not being with you. Because your love will slowly kill him.
Please, come back and love your family and your first wife, because that's the only way to make you feel free from her guilt all along.
If you love her, release her unconditionally. Pray that he will meet his love who no longer shares.
Sorry I was sassy. Just wanted to say, Lamiah Pradipta deserves to be happy." Fill out Mattew's letter.
Irsam's tears fell. Now he read the letter next to a stiff body with various lines of infusion and other lines connected between the body of Lamiah and the medical device.
"Oh de Miah. And how bo dohnya I'm the one who washes you." Irsan stroked that pale hand.
"Respect de, wake up... And tell me what to do for you. I know this is a punishment for my brother. But do not suffer for yourself. You'll never be second if you don't accept you. You wouldn't be this sick if it wasn't for a brother who could never be fair to you. Sayaaaang. Gary needs you. If divorce is the only thing you want, wake up brother will make it happen, as long as, you're happy." Irsam still muttered incessantly revealing whatever he wanted to reveal.
Five days passed, Irsam did not return home, as long as Lamiah had not shown signs to wake up, still in a coma. Sometimes Nila comes with some files to be signed by Irsam. Likewise, Lilis, who often came to bring food and change of clothes for Irsam.
Lamiah was unconscious, and was in a special room that could be entered was also guarded by one person with the facilities of a sofa that could be used for sleeping.
"Mas.. occasionally go home and rest at home. The hospital atmosphere isn't good for your health." Pinta Lilis while accompanying Irsam lunch in the hospital canteen.
"Poor Gary. He needs breast milk and is healthy, it's time to go home." Irsam again.
"Did Gary's cry not wake him up?" ask Lilis again.
"Some times I've brought Gary in. In order for Miah to wake up immediately and pity when she heard her son's cry. But still no response. It's really outside my mind. Even so deep is Miah's heart, because of me." Said Irsam flipping a spoon and fork over the dinner plate that had been used up.
"not mas. But we're. It's our fault, my main fault. Can I atone for my sins by bringing Gary home and taking care of him at home? Because the hospital atmosphere is not always good." Pinta Lilis who wants to do good.
"Huh? Consist first to the doctor and you should tell Miah." said Irsam who did not dare to make a decision.
"Miah. You are like this because of me. I am no longer worthy of being called a friend to you. Too heavy a burden you carry because of my selfishness. Wake up, come back to this world. I'll make up for all my faults, I'll do whatever you forgive me for. Forgive me Miah. Your Gary should be home, he's healthy and needs your breast milk. Awake Miah. Or am I going to suckle him, and think of him as my own son?" I don't know if it's a plea or a threatening sentence.
Suddenly the sentence seemed to be in Lamiah's ear, his body shaken, his eyes bought, his hands pulled a hose and anything he could pull violently.
Lilis panicked, running outwards as she howled for help, with a face of fear and anxiety.
"Please..please doctor!!! doctor!!!" she screamed loudly hysterically.
He had to push the bell to call a doctor or nurse. But because of panic he also ran away terbirit looking for help.
Irsam had been in the nursery, trying to feed Gary milk using a pacifier. He, now Irsam looks skillful to care for the baby, very clearly the strokes of regret draped on the face that was grown irregular jambang.
The team of doctors was already inside Lamiah's ward, to check on her condition. While Lilis is not allowed to enter to provide flexibility for the medical party to focus on the patient's condition
If a few days ago Irsam who fell down expectantly in front of the door of operation, now it is Lilis's turn to pray, beg for mercy on the almighty, asking for a one-off chance for Lamiah to live. For him to treat him well, as he should treat Lamiah. As the honey he wanted.
All the tools attached to Lamiah's body have been released except the infusion fluid that is still needed to ensure the intake of food nutrients that enter to maintain her stamina after childbirth surgery.
For a while the doctor concluded if the physical condition had improved, except for the scar that still takes a few weeks to heal.
But because the blood pressure was too high before giving birth yesterday also had severe shock. Lamiah is said to have vascular dementia caused by blood vessel disorders in the brain.
This condition makes Lamiah experience a decrease in memory and changes in thinking, so it appears changes in behavior and speech.
Seriate....