Lily's Promise
Broken

"Aren't you pa-pa? you're all right? you can cry if it makes you happy! " Lily looked up at the figure who helped her, why is her voice so familiar???

"M-gold Nathan?!" Lily was shocked to see the face of the person who had helped her, and took her away from the couple. Nathan only smiled faintly answering Lily's shock.

"You sit here, let me see your feet! " Nathan said as he helped Lily to sit on the rock. Then crouch down to check both feet and the palm of Lily's hand.

"Your right knee is slightly scratched, the tip of his big toe is there a pain not hit by a stone? " Ask Nathan. Lily nodded while holding her thumbs which felt shrill.

"You got wet wipes? clean your knees! " nathan said as he massaged Lily's big toe. Lily grabbed her sling bag that had moved back from the fall, picked up a wet tissue and gave it to Nathan. Nathan cleaned out the small scratches on Lily's knees as well as her two palms.

"Still whirring? can walk?" Nathan asked, looking up. She looked at Lily's teary eyes and flushed nose holding back the cries.

Nathan shuffled, sitting next to Lily.

"If you want to cry, cry, let your heart be relieved, no longer sorry, no papa! " Nathan said softly as he stared at the waves in the distance.

"It's just a small wound, no need to cry!" Said Lily hoarse. "Doctor's doctor can be here? " Task Lily without looking at Nathan.

"Vacation." Nathan replied without shifting his focus. Lily nodded at Nathan's response.

"You want me to live alone? maybe you're not comfortable with me. You can cry if it makes you relieved.I know what happened, the pain in your legs is not how much, I know, but your eyes show there are other parts of you that are not okay! " Say Nathan softly as he looks at Lily who is looking down. Nathan finds a drop of clear water falling as Lily looks down. This girl was crying in silence.

"Yes, I live first yes, just cry not to be held back! " Nathan said as he rubbed a glimpse of Lily's head. Just about to stand up, Lily turned around to hug Nathan. His cries sounded. Nathan glued for a moment. For a moment the thin T-shirt Nathan was wearing felt wet and warm because of Lily's tears. Nathan rubbed Lily's back slowly, trying to drain the calmness of his strokes.

"Why is this sick, it feels so crowded!!" Isak Lily with a hoarse voice.

"Remove all your emotions, let the tightness diminish! " nathan said as he continued to gently rub Lily's back.

"why is everything evil? why does everything hurt me? I was wrong what? why should I feel everything? i'm tired! really tired!! " She screamed Lily hysterically. Nathan tightened his embrace. While one hand continued to rub Lily's back.

"I'm tired!! so tired!! sleep is not calm either! " sobs Lily shrivel.

"Sometimes I want to give up!"

"St!!! Everything will be fine, you are strong Lily, you can get through everything!" Nathan said as he stroked Lily's hair.

Lily's screams getting stung longer. Lily let go of her embrace, followed by Nathan who also did the same.

"I'm sorry, I cried near the doctor, the doctor's shirt got wet! " Lily said hoarsely while laughing blandly.

"No pa-pa, Ly, it's also dry. You're doing good? want to go back to the inn? " Ask Nathan.

Lily stared doubtfully at the place where she had fallen. Nathan understood the meaning of Lily's gaze.

"You can hide on my back if you see anyone you don't want to meet! " Nathan said.

"Can? " Natahan nodded.

"I can walk! I don't think it hurts anymore!" Lily tried to stand up, but it turned out that her knee actually felt a little pain, so Lily limped a little.

"Let me help you walk! " Nathan gave her left arm to hold Lily as a grip to help support her walk. Lily according. He walks while looking down. As if I was afraid to see people.

Nathan understood the meaning of Lily's attitude. Nathan willingly helps Lily not to nudge or bump into anything along the way to Lily's room.

"You don't pa-pa I live? " Task Nathan as he and Lily are already in Lily's room.

"I'm not pa-pa Nathan! Thanks again for this afternoon! "

"Yes, if there's anything or need anything you call me, or my room is at the end, 3 rooms from here! " Nathan said.

"Thank you, I'm going in first! " Said Lily. Nathan nodded. In wait for her Lily to come in and close the door. He also went to his room.

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Lily sat on the sofa facing the window covered in transparent glass staring at the sea that was illuminated by the dim light from the outskirts of the beach with a blank look. Since returning home, he has not done any activities. Just stay there. Her tears fell repeatedly. Sometimes he smiled, then sobbed back, then went back to silence. It happens over and over again. All the shadows and memories of the past swirled in his memory.

"Lily hates! Lily hates everything!!! they're evil!!! " Shouted Lily frustrated. Then cry a sigh.

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Nathan knocks back and forth on Lily's room door, calling her repeatedly. But there is absolutely no answer. It's 9pm, but Lily hasn't been out for dinner yet. The restaurant is only open until 9pm. Finding a restaurant is quite difficult in this city that is open until late at night. Not only Nathan, even Irvan and Sintia are trying to contact Lily. But there's no answer at all. Until finally Nathan asked Irvan's permission to force into Lily's room by asking the hotel clerk to open Lily's room with another key. As soon as the door handle could be turned, Nathan immediately asked the hotel attendant to leave. The scene Nathan saw first when the door opened was Lily who looked very messed up with tangled hair, curled up, sobbing on the sofa. Her clothes did not change, still the one she was wearing this afternoon. Nathan shuts and locks the door. He didn't want anyone to see Lily who might be at the lowest point of her life.

Nathan stepped forward to Lily. Then crouch down next to the sofa facing the girl who was curled up with two legs on the sofa and head down on the hands folded above the knees. The girl's hair looked tangled

"Ly, Are you okay? " Tell Nathan as he gently touched Lily's arm. The girl flinched.

"Y-you??" Lily stared confusedly between Nathan and the door alternately.

"How did you mute in?? go!!! " Cut Lily angry with emotion! The girl stood up from her position. Nathan stood up.

"Sorry, I'm sassy, I'm worried, you know..! " Nathan said calmly, but was immediately cut off by Lily.

"I said go! Just go! " Lilly pushed Nathan.

"Ly, calm down Ly! Don't get rich gini! " Please Nathan.

"Go!! " cry Lily. Luckily this room is soundproof. So that no one will hear Lily's scream from outside. Lily kept pushing Nathan even to the point of hitting.

"Go!!! I don't need you! Go!" Nathan tries to calm Lily who keeps hitting him and gets rougher. Nathan grabs Lily's shoulder and holds the girl tightly in his arms.

"Ly, calm down, you're not alone! you are calm! " Bisik Nathan's. Let her Lily who kept trying to hit her chest while screaming for release. It took a few minutes until Lily was tired and sobbed in Nathan's arms.

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