
For a moment, only silence controlled the situation. Lily and Nathan sit next to each other on a garden chair in Lily's parents' yard. Nathan took a breath, then changed his sitting position to face Lily who was just sitting with a flat, straight forward view. Both of his fingers were clinging to his lap. Nathan grabs onto Lily's two hands and holds her tightly. Lily looked at Nathan. The girl's eyes asked for a lot of explanation.
"Ly, I'm sorry, because it has confused you with my sudden arrival and family. I should have talked to you first. But I fear there is a rejection from you. Therefore, I am only talking about the arrival of my parents and family here as your father and mother! " Lily silently listened to Nathan as her eyes continued to stare at Nathan's face. Nathan gulped his saliva before continuing his conversation.
"Maybe you're surprised why there's Yasmin, and Erika here. Sorry if I wasn't honest from the start. They are my family, so I can find information about you. And somehow, it turns out that my papa and your papa are work partners, they also have known for a long time, even since they were young. Also Nisa's mother owned the home, she is the sister of my mother. My family knows you too. That's why they didn't hesitate when I asked to come here to propose to you for me Ly. "
"Ly, I love you! From the beginning we met. But I can't tell you or approach you from the beginning. Because you limit yourself and your world Ly. Until the end, I had a chance, but I didn't have more time to fight, so I took a step like this, Ly! "
"I'll be gone for quite some time Ly! " Nathan continued slowly. Lily was a little surprised. But he just kept quiet while incessantly staring at Nathan.
"Why just look at me like this? Don't want to know where I'm going? How-how long? " Task Nathan as well while looking at Lily.
"Mas Nathan's coming back here? " Tanya Lily. He didn't ask the kind of questions Nathan made. Nathan smiled at Lily's question.
"Why should I come back here? There must be a reason for my return, but for what reason will I return? " Tell Nathan back. Lily blinked her eyes. Yes, there must be a reason why someone does the same thing over and over again. Then for what reason would Nathan choose to return to his home?
"Where's Nathan going? how-how long? " Lily asked that too.
"I'm going to study in Australia, I don't know how long, maybe 2 or 3 years at the earliest, maybe even more! ”
" Mas Nathan won't be back in that time frame? "
"I can't mastiin, Ly! " Answer Nathan. Lit took his eyes off Nathan.
"2 to 3 years? or not come back at all? " Brow Lily's heart. Suddenly there was a raging feeling in his heart. Lily looked back at Nathan. Nathan caught another expression on Lily's face.
"Why? " Ask Nathan.
"Why did Nathan love me? " Task Lily while looking at Nathan. Nathan cupped his hands together on Lily's face. He looked at Lily's face.
Why do I love this girl? What made me love this girl? He even did a lot of things that he had never done before. Honestly, Lily was the first girl to make Nathan warmer with a creature called Woman. Even Nathan used to make big families worry why in his youth never interested and close to women. Even at the age of almost three heads he never mentioned and introduced a girl to his family. But it was different when Nathan knew Lily. Even from the very beginning Nathan saw and knew her, Nathan already liked this girl, the more things Nathan knew about Lily, the greater the sense of care and desire to protect this girl.
"Why mas? Why does Nathan love Lily? " Replace Lily.
Nathan shook his head.
"I don't know, I don't even know why I love you. Everything just flows, I am weak when I see you cry, I worry when you are not okay, and I am so happy when you laugh smile when you are with me! "
"Maybe Nathan just pity Lily? " Tanya Lily pessimistic.
"Why do you feel so pathetic that I feel sorry for you, Ly? da? If that feeling of pity I have, then that pity is gone when I know your life is now much better and happy, Lily! I love you the same! Can't you see and feel from all my attention and attitude towards you that has been different from my attitude toward others? Or in your heart there's actually still her Ly? You haven't been able to release him in your heart? " It hurts enough if Nathan has to mention that Andika is still in charge of Lily's heart.
Lily was shocked to hear Nathan's last words. How could Nathan think if Lily still held Andika in her heart. The man had long since gone from his heart, Lily never even remembered the man again. To Lily, Andika was currently just a friend in her past. And it would be a lie if Lily didn't feel the excessive attention of Nathan when Lily was at the lowest point of her life, when she was tired of pretending to be strong and fine. It's just, Lily always denied all the attention Nathan had on her all this time was a feeling of belonging to a man to a woman. He thought Nathan was only sympathetic to him.
"So, right if there's still him in your heart? " Task Nathan when he sees Lily just him with her mind.
"Well, we're in, sorry they've been waiting too long. I am not papa, what is important is that you promise, happy to continue to exist, or without me! " Say Nathan standing up. He pulled Lily's arm slowly. But the girl did not stand up.
"Come, we've been outside for too long, pity they wait, you also wear clothes a little open, then catch a cold! " Take Nathan without seeing Lily. Lily looked at Nathan in disbelief. He immediately shook off the hand of the man holding his hand.
"Ly's? " Nathan turned to look at Lily.
"What's? Obviously the same Lily, Nathan mas want to talk about what used to be our family inside? Lily doesn't like it Nathan likes to be alone! " Said Lily jutek.
"I will say what is inside, I will not reduce or I will increase! "
"Yes, but the example used to say how rich! " Scoo Lily.
"I'd say you're not ready, because everything's sudden! "
"Certainly, proposal? "
"No need to explain, they'll understand, Ly. "
"Don't you mean Nathan, they'll understand Lily's proposal? " Task Lily. Nathan nodded.
"Oh, Nathan is so cute! " Said Lily annoyed as she stood pushing Nathan's chest until the man took a few steps back. Making Nathan startled was also confused with Lily who suddenly turned visibly upset.
"Ly, what's wrong with you? " Task Nathan confused.
"Nathan's mom's hot tau tau! " Squeak Lily squeaky.
"I'm sorry if I was wrong! But you why? "
"Mas Nathan still asks why? mr. Nathan would like to say the same to everyone inside if Lily refused the proposal! "
"B-but right? " Task Nathan who is confused.
"But what? Is Nathan talking about Nathan lamar Lily? Nathan, did Lily accept, didn't she? So Nathan has to hear what Lily gave you? " Nathan shakes. Suddenly he felt like a fool. Lily was so angry that she hit Nathan.
"IIhh mas Nathan, how can the rich gini??? Usual mas Nathan even likes the maksa until Lily can not refuse, continue now even casually make his own decision without asking Lily. Is this the ugly side of Nathan???like it, all you want without thinking about people's feelings! Da? that's rich!! There are also people who are also rich in gini!!!" Lily squealed in annoyance without stopping the blow on Nathan's body. Nathan tries to hold back Lily who is very upset. He catches Lily's hand and holds the girl in his arms.
"Hey, what's wrong with you? " Task Nathan while tightly hugging the girl. Not answering. Lily was crying loudly.
"Ly, K-you cry? Have I hurt you? " Tanya Nathan was confused by Lily who was suddenly crying
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