Limited to Marriage
Part 1's

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Karina Dewi Winata, an adult woman whose age has entered the head of three is now crying bitterly alone in her room.

On April 09, he had his birthday. But like her previous birthday, there was nothing different and special. Every night on that day Karina would enter into a solitary room and weep for her destiny.

Being married to a crown prince did not make her happy at all. Quite the contrary. The marriage that has been in his life for 10 years only leaves a gaping wound wide in his deepest heart.

"What kind of life are you living actually Rin..?? Until when do you keep quiet like this..?? You've mortgaged your youth only to marry a man who never thought you existed..!!"

Karin keeps remembering the words of Lira, her best friend since her college days. Only the lira knows everything that Karin has felt. Many times the lira asked Karin to give up in her marriage, but for 10 years she still survived her day full of wounds and tears.

Not so easy for Karin to ask to separate from her husband. There will be a lot of hearts hurt if the divorce happens, both his parents-in-law, his grandparents, and especially their only child.

Kenan Putra Mahendra, the son who always made her smile, made her heart warm, making her able to survive to this extent.

His two in-laws, Viennese Mother Mahendra and Rudi Mahendra's father who had always been kind to him, regarded him not as a son-in-law, but regarded karin as their own son. Since marriage, Karin no longer feels like an orphan. The presence of his two in-laws is very valuable for karin. They are able to be the figure of parents who are always dreamed of karin.

However, the two in-laws did not know what marriage in karin and her son, but many times they begged and asked karin not to leave their son. Because the two in-laws love the woman very much, they do not want to lose the figure of a daughter-in-law as good and soft as karin.

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Hix..Hix..

The tears of karine continued to flow down both of his cheeks.

In her hand was a large brown envelope. Karin slowly opened the envelope, she then took out a piece of paper inside her..

"REPAIR LAWSUIT"

Karin hugged the paper with increasingly bitter cries. Finally after a long time, the woman gave up on her marriage as well.

"I'm sorry dear mama, you can't last much longer.."

"I'm sorry, dad, mom, karin's tired.."

Put the paper back in the envelope. And Karin put the envelope on her dresser.

The woman then walked towards her balcony with a bottle of illicit drink that always accompanied her every night.

By wearing a thin karin nightgown enjoy every gust of wind that goes all the way to her bones.

glug

glug

Karin continued to gulp down a bottle of the drink until it was gone.

The tears of karine seemed reluctant to stop.

"Mas, isn't there a little love for me ??"

Arrive arrive..

Swosh.. Craang!!

Karin swung the wine bottle in her hand and smashed the glass bottle into a large pole on her balcony. Carin cheeks until scratched exposed to glass fragments thrown from the broken bottle.

With trembling hands, Karin took one flake that was quite large with its tip that was also quite taper.

He held onto the flakes until his hands were injured and spat out fresh blood.

Karin stretched out her left hand, pointing the splinter over her wrist. For a long time the woman wanted to end her life.

TokTokToks..

Suddenly the sound of knocking on the door stopped the karin from his bad intentions..

But his wrist was already injured even though it was not too deep..

TokTokToks..

Back to the door of the room karin on tap from outside

"Mama.open ma.."

deg

Karin threw the glass..

"God.. What am I doing ??" murmuring karin as if unconscious earlier he almost cut off his own veins..

"Yes son, a little darling." with a little staggering path karin entered back into his room..

The wound that was on his palm, made the blood that came out dripping on the floor..

Chequek..

After tidying up her hair and wiping off her tears, Karin opened her bedroom door a little, and,

Karin developed her smile.. "What's the matter, baby ? Why haven't you slept ?" ask Karin with just a little head out of the gap of the door of his room..

"So I slept, ma, but suddenly there was a sound like something broke.." answered Kenan with questionable eyes because his mother did not come out from behind the door of his room at all

Karin smiled again, "Sorry baby, you accidentally broke your perfume bottle." replied karin lying

"Oh, kirain ken what does it sound so fast ma his voice. Ken was surprised.." continued ken again explained..

"What a shame, it's just a perfume bottle. Now you sleep again, tomorrow you go to school.."

"Ma, mama's cheek." said Ken realized when his mother's left cheek was bleeding like a sharp object..

Karin hurriedly rubbed her cheeks, "oh this, earlier mama's cheek was accidentally hit by a fragment of mama's perfume dear. You don't have to worry, then mama smears ointment to heal quickly.."

Kenan nodded, "Yaudah, ken to the room again ya ma. Mama heart heart not to be hurt again.."

deg

Karin's heart warmed again to hear the words of the son..

Karin nodded while smiling brightly..

After that Kenan went back up to the 2nd floor where his room was located.

"Sorry dear mama, mama almost did something stupid like this..!!" Batin karin regretted her actions earlier.

What if something bad happened ? Would Ken be okay if he knew his mom died by suicide..?

Time has shown at 2 am..

Karin went into her bathroom, she,

Under the shower, I cried again. The blood that was flowing was dissolved with water that flowed to all parts of the woman's body.

"After tonight, I won't cry anymore..!!"

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🍀Aother places..

"Sir, isn't today your wife's birthday ??" ivan asked Raga's personal assistant, who always followed him wherever he went.

Like today, Ivan faithfully accompanied raga at one of the nightclubs in the city of J. Clubs that can only be entered by people from the upper class.

"Leave it. All this time also he never expected my presence..!!" replied Raga half-conscious because she had drunk too much

"But Sir. His birthday coincides with your wedding anniversary as well. Don't you want to celebrate the anniversary of this 10-year wedding ??"

deg

Yes, his wife's birthday is the day their wedding takes place.

"Don't talk about it anymore..!!" His body stared intently at his assistant,

"Pour me another drink..!!" pinta raga by sliding his empty pot on ivan..

"But sir, you've had a lot to drink, we better go home now.."

"NO..!! I'm not done yet." snapped off Ivan's hand trying to help his master wake up

Brug..

Suddenly dropped his face on the table..

"God, it's always like this every year. Why are you torturing yourself, sir ??"

Ivan helped raga to stand up, he beat his master to get into the car.

huh.huh.huh.

Ivan's breath to sting due to fatigue brought his master who was slightly larger than his body from inside the club to the parking lot of his car.

Ivan also got into the car, he then drove the car to the main house owned by his master.

He saw from the rearview mirror of his car, there were tears flowing from the corner of his master's eyes..

It only took 30 minutes, the car carrying raga had arrived at his mansion..

Ivan returned to the body of the master to go inside after the door was opened by one of the household assistants who worked there.

"Mas ivan, where are you going ?" a maid asked as she saw Ivan walking towards her large mistress's room.

"Switch bi. Aunt just go back inside. Let me take care of you, sir." said Ivan paused his steps for a moment.

"But, madam would not like it if the master was brought to her room." said the aunt again worried that there would be a commotion if it happened. Although during her work, aunt never once saw her two employers were noisier and even argued.

"It's okay bi, let me take responsibility. Now auntie just go back inside." said ivan again make bi yanti can not do anything else. And finally the woman went inside to let Ivan take his master to the room of the great mistress.

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ToktookTok

Ivan knocked on the door of his great mistress' room..

Karin who just finished the shower immediately opened the door to her room without first wearing clothes, and, currently Karin only wears a thick kimono towel that is long up to the knee with a small towel wrapped around his head.

Karin stepped quickly in fear that her son Ken was the one who knocked on the door..

Chequek..

Karin froze to see who was in front of her..

"Sorry madam, like his master is very drunk." said Ivan without question

"Then why did you take her to my room.?" ask Karin with eyes that are difficult to explain..

"It looks like you'll have to look after her tonight, because I still have some mistress business.."

Yes, usually Ivan always brings his master directly into the raga room. But tonight, Ivan changed his mind. He could not bear to see the master continue to hurt himself.

Karin hurriedly shook her head, "No. You just take her to her room..!!" karin refused while trying to close the door again.

Ivan held back and slightly pushed the door with his feet

"Sorry madam, but I'm not strong anymore..!!" ivan said while giving his master's body to karin

"God.. Then do you think I'm strong enough to lift this big body ??" pekik karin while wrapping her hands on the body of the husband, holding the large body so as not to fall..

"Don't pick up mistress, surely you're not strong because I'm the same. Better just drag it, drop it on the floor and then pull both hands, let's just say you're dragging a sack of rice." said ivan casually..

"Jeez ivan..!! You're right..!!" pekik karin again did not run out with the words of her husband's personal assistant..

"Sorry madam, I have to go. Happy fighting..!!" ivan said as he clenched his hands as if to encourage karin..

"IVAN GOSH..WAIT IVAAAN..!!" Karin half-screamed as ivan stepped his legs away leaving her with their position as intelligent as this..

Karin had no choice, if she brought a body to her room she would definitely not be able to because of the distance of the body room and her self that was not too close. Finally inevitably karin brought the man into his room.

With great difficulty, finally the body of the body has laid perfectly on the mattress..

"Why are you this drunk ??" ask karin slowly while opening her husband's shoes..

After that karin opened a suit that still stuck perfectly in the body of the husband.

huh

Karin wastes her rough breath.

This was their first time this close after 10 years. This was also the first time that Karin held the body of the husband.

When it was finished, Karin chose to immediately put on her sleeping pajamas.

Karin sat back at her dressing table, she began to treat her wounds alone. His left cheek, his left wrist, and also his right palm which was slightly torn due to the strength of the karin holding the broken glass earlier.

The deg!!

Karin eyes back glistening when looking at the reflection of the face of the husband in the mirror of his dressing table..

"We live each of our lives, you with your life, me with my destiny. Hopefully after this no one else gets hurt between us.."

Karin hurriedly wiped away her tears as those tears trickled down her cheeks. He promised not to cry anymore.

After getting dressed and treating his wounds, Karin chose to get out of the room and sleep in the guest room.

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🍀The first day..

eughh..

Raga is waking up,

"Ah." said he while holding his head that hurt from drinking too much overnight..

deg!!

His eyes immediately opened perfectly when he looked around the room..

"Why am I here ??" muttered while hurriedly getting up to get out of the room immediately..

But just raga lowered his legs, he saw there were patches of blood flowing to the front door of the room..

"Gosh, what is this ??" ask raga while squatting and stick his fingertips on the dried blood spot..

"Blood..?? But whose blood ??" ask her own self. The man then checked all his limbs, it was possible that the blood belonged to him. But the body realized, on his body there was not the slightest injury.

Raga then set her foot down where the blood came from..

The man was again shocked by the horrific sight on the balcony of his wife's room..

The bottle of wine broke into pieces, and there was blood splashing on his floor..

Chequek..

The door to the room opened..

Raga with quick steps directly walked to the source of the sound..

"WHAT IS THIS ??" ask raga with great emphasis by carrying a large bottle in his hands..

"WHEN DID YOU DRINK A DRINK LIKE THIS, HUH ??" Ask in a high tone

deg!!

Karina froze in place. After a long time her husband just talked to her again.

"What do you care ??" ask karin to challenge

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suddenly Karin asked a question that pierced into the heart of the body..

Raga frowned when she realized there was a wound on the wife's face. He then stepped forward to his wife..

The man raised his hand to examine the wound, but unexpectedly Karina turned her face away..

"Don't touch me..!!" said karina in a slow but painful tone

"I'm your husband !! I have the right to touch you anywhere I want..!!" instantly the raga answer immediately made Karin smile bitterly

Karina looked over with glassy eyes..

"Since when did you become my husband ?? Don't you just marry me to get offspring..!!"

deg

Raga was now frozen to hear his wife's words..

Without waiting for her husband's answer, Karina stepped towards her dresser. He took her a brown envelope that he cried last night,

Hwoosh..

Karina roughly placed the brown envelope on her husband's chest..

Raga just quietly received the envelope..

Karina chose to sit on the side of her bed,

Raga opened the brown envelope..

deg

His eyes were wide open, his body glaring at the reading of every word on that piece of white paper..

Raga then turned to look at his wife, while karina again turned her face away..

Raga looked at his wife with a hard-to-art look, and once again the body saw the wounds on both hands. Her chest was tight to see the wound.

What exactly happened, why could his wife have so many wounds on her hands..

"I don't want a divorce..!!" raga's words made Karina immediately raise her head and look at her with a sharp look

"Why ? Hasn't we not been married for 10 years either..?" ask karina in a standing position..

"NO..!! TO THE DEATH I WILL NEVER DIVORCE YOU..!!" Rape while tearing the paper right in front of the carin and throw the piece of paper to the floor.he then came out of the carin room by slamming the door of the room..

Karin sat on the floor crying, "Why ? Why do you keep making things difficult for me ??" ask Karin alone in between her cries