
๐๐๐The opening story in part 37 is a story 10 years later from part 9, just make a note of the story before the flashback, so read it is not confused and the story is still connected.. ๐๐๐๐
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๐At home..
"Bi, which ken ?" ask Karin when she gets home .
"Den ken is sleeping, madam.."
Karin nodded as she walked towards her room..
"Madam, you were madam." the aunt told me
Karin stopped her steps as she was already right in front of the room door.
"sir also waited for the mistress for 2 hours in the living room." continued aunt
"Oh. Yasudah bi, I go in first." said karin without looking..
karin immediately put her body on the bed. Karin opens her phone and ramps up typing messages via her Whatsapp application.
"Mas, were you waiting for me to come home ??"
one question sentence that karin type and a second later he re-deleted it..
"Mas, what was it, said your aunt waited for me for 2 hours ?"
Again, Karin removed it back..
"Yes..."
3 messages that karin type, 3 messages that are also directly deleted again..
Karin chose to immediately clean herself because her body was already tired and sticky because of sweating.
Under the splash of water shower karin wash all parts of her body without exception.
At his own view from top to bottom, Karin felt inferior with his own body.
Sometimes karin often compares her body shape to the body shape of women out there including the lira. Karin once asked the lira how to make her breasts can be big like the one her best friend had. And with his ridiculous lira says if karin wants to enlarge her breasts naturally then karin should have a big baby ready to suckle and m e m e m e m e m e meng moundnya it every nightly. So naturally the two chunks that according to him small will be enlarged with his own.
It is not just an **** relationship that karin wants, but more than that karin wants to feel like sleeping in the same mattress with a man who loves her. Karin wants to feel the warmth of the decking when the season turns cold. Karin wanted to feel what it was like to be under the same blanket sharing sweat and screaming at each other every night.
At the age of 3 heads, Karin has decided not to give her love to any man anymore. Although later if he parted with raga, karin chose to be loved instead of loving . Because Karin is tired of loving without being loved. He gave up on his love. Giving up even though he has never fought for it.
After finishing bathing and wearing her nightgown, Karin came out of her private room and immediately to the 2nd floor to meet her only son, Kenan.
๐In kenan room..
When entering his son's room that karin saw first was Kenan who fell asleep with a position sitting on his study table..
"Darling.." Karin woke kenan up slowly..
"Wake up first yuk.." said karin again trying to help her son to stand up when Kenan had started to open his eyes slowly..
"Mama.." said Kenan with a distinctive hoarse voice waking up..
"Yes dear. Why are you sleeping here, hem ??" karin asked as she rubbed her son's head,
"Wait for your mom to come home." replied Kenan again who was now lying in his bed, and,
Karin smiled, "I'm sorry mommy is coming home late today.."
"Ma, ken wants to sleep with mom.."
Karin nodded slowly, and she immediately climbed onto her son's bed after she shifted her body slightly to the other side of the mattress..
Now the position of the karin lying with her hand coiled on her mama's arm..
"Ma.."
"hem.." answered karin briefly,
Silent..
Kenan paused for a moment, a few seconds he was silent, as if he was composing a sentence to say to the mother..
"Why dear ? What's up ?" karin asked, curious..
"Ma, does mom love papa ??"
The deg!!
His carin tongue instantly froze, his heart beating even faster than before..
Trying to stay calm, Karin then tilted her body position in order to be able to look at the face of the son..
"Why are you asking like that ??" ask karin
"So ken also asked this to papa.."
Karin frowned, "Then papa answered what ??"
"Well, answer Ken's question first. Ken just answered my mom's question.."
Karin took a deep breath as she continued to stare at the face of her little son..
"For mama, love or not her mama is equally papa you it is no longer important. Right now my mom's top priority is just you. Mama doesn't want anything anymore." said Karin trying to satisfy Kenan with his answer..
"Ma, from now on don't think ken continues. Think of mama's life. Ken knows mom's not happy with dad. Ken's okay if mom and dad get divorced. Ken is a big boy now. Right now Ken only wants to see mom smile without a burden.."