Limited to Marriage
The Part 34

Karin suddenly began to blink both eyes..

"Karina." said the mother who had returned to the care room of her favorite daughter-in-law..

"Where's baby karin, ma'am ??" ask karin in a very slow voice and of course the first question is directly the baby who just born her..

Mother rubbed her head slowly, "Dear dear. Now your baby is still in care, because there was a little problem in his breathing." replied the mother

"She's okay, isn't she ?? Is it okay now ?? Karin wants to meet with karin's son, ma'am." suddenly karin became a little panicked after hearing bad news from mother..

"It's okay, son. The doctor has taken care of your baby. And your husband is also currently with your son. So you don't have to worry, yeah.."

"Mas Raga ?? Isn't he on a business trip for the next 10 days ??"

Mom pressed the bell behind the bed to call the doctor to come to her daughter-in-law's care room..

🍀NICU

"How's doc ? Is my son okay ??" ask the doctor

"Your baby's condition is better. Soon your baby will be taken to his or her mother's care room" the doctor said..

Arriving from the front there is a nurse nurse who walked in a hurry..

"Doctor, the patient in the name of Ms. Karina has opened her eyes" she told me because when the bell rang the nurse was in the obgyn's room..

"All right, I'll be there soon.."

Not yet the doctor stepped, raga had already run to his wife's room.

"Mas.." muttered karin when raga arrived to shift the door of her outpatient room..

Raga stepped up while continuing to stare at the face of Karin who still looked a little pale..

"Is this still hurting ??" ask her gently while her hands she put on top of the belly of the carin covered in a thick blanket

Karin shook her head slowly,

Looking at the face of Karin who was so pale and weak, the body became unbearable..

His hand suddenly stretched out and immediately rubbed the head of the carin,

**Deg**!!

"Please mas, please don't be like this. I'm afraid the greater the sense of this for you." although the two neutras they fight each other, but the inner karin seems to reject the gentle treatment that the body gives her..

Which wife does not want to be treated gently by her husband ??

Which wife does not want to get the attention of her husband ??

Which wife does not want to spoiled with her husband ??

It seems in this world only because one wife is not willing to accept it all from her own husband. She even felt afraid if the body treated her like that, because Karin never put great expectations on her husband but instantly it was just thrown away by her husband.

Karin understood it was possible for such a raga to thank her for giving her offspring such as her request at the beginning of their marriage. Karin doesn't want to involve her heart anymore just because the body is so sweet.

While on the other side of the room there is a pair of eyes that see the friendly scene that raga do. Yeah, it's her mom and dad.

The two old men were finally able to breathe a sigh of relief. They thought that after the birth of the first grandchild, the relationship between karin and her son would change like a common marriage.

Arrive arrive..

The door of the room shifted..

It turns out that the doctor entered with one nurse nurse nurse who brought her baby..

"Good afternoon, ma'am karina." said the doctor without a look on his face because he was wearing a mask

"Good afternoon, doctor." replied Karin, smiling

The doctor then checked the health condition of the carin. The doctor said that Karina was in good condition, and asked the family not to worry anymore. Maybe in the next few days karin is allowed to go home.

After the doctor came out of the room, the mother immediately carried her granddaughter.

"Karin. Your son is as handsome as his father.." Said the mother then put her granddaughter on the side of the bed karin

Karin smiled as she looked at her baby face..

"Yes, right. His face looks a lot like yours, ma'am.."

"Do you already have a name for your son ??" ask dad

"KENAN.." said Karin saying one name while looking at the baby's face beside her..

"kenan ??" bean mom..

Karin nodded.. "Yes, his name is kenan." replied karin again

"Good.dad likes." said the father approaching his grandson, "But what does the name kenan mean ??" ask me why Karin chose that name for her first baby .

"Kenan (another form of Keene) in German means firm, sharp and valiant, while in Indonesian it means perseverance and sacrifice.." karin replied with a motherly gaze looking at her child's face expectantly..

Mother and father nodded in agreement, they also hoped that later her grandchildren could become children in accordance with the expectations of both parents..

Karin, mother and father instantly looked towards someone who mentioned the full name out loud..

Karin smiled a little. "yes, a good name.." said karin agreed, followed by her two in-laws who also really like the name, a name that is not westernized, and not westernized, a name that is not difficult to pronounce, and a name that has a meaning so deep, specifically for karin...

🍀One month later..

Karin came back to her house a few weeks ago. Now he is busy with taking care of his baby for 24 hours, because of the karin who does not want to use the services of a nanny.

Though raga had offered to hire a nanny so that karin was not exhausted, but karin still insisted on not accepting the offer from her husband.

Like this morning, in the bedroom, raga was holding their baby when the karin suddenly wanted to go to the toilet.

Do not ask how their relationship after kenan. Because the answer is the same as before. There was no meaningful communication between the two of them. Their rooms are separate. And of course his kenan slept along with his karin, his mama.

Karin did not want to move out of the room, because from the beginning her husband had asked them to sleep in a different room. For ordinary karin, it seems like it has fallen talak.But I don't know, karin did not understand much about such things.

For Karin now, his life is only one, KENAN. The rest he does not want to be confused with the thought of his marriage relationship.

"Thank you." said Karin flatly after coming out of her bathroom.

After that, Karin also returned to hold Kenan, while the raga said goodbye to leave for his office..

"Mas, today there are lira and her mami who will come to see kenan. And maybe the afternoon was my aunt and grandmother's turn to come." said karin before raga left..

"Yes." answered raga briefly, then after that raga really went from the room karin

Karin stared at the departure of her husband.

Sad ? Sure oes. It's like that every day. No long talk. Only limited notice and short answer from karin or raga..

🍀At 9 am..

Lira and her mom really came to the house of karin.

After congratulating and giving a parcel to his best friend's son, now the karin and lira are in the back garden. While the baby karin is sleeping in the room and is guarded by mami lira and bi yanti.

"How does it feel to be a mother ??" ask lira enthusiastically..

"Your life will change 180°. Because now it's no longer about me, me, me. But she, she, she." replied karin with a sparkling face and no less enthusiastic than her lira..

"Gee. Really ??"

Karin nodded.. "Yes, you'll feel it too.."

"emm, then how is your relationship with his papa kenan ?? Is there a change ??" ask the lira who of course already knows what happened at the wedding karin all this time

Karin was silent for a moment. The woman took a deep breath, then exhaled her slowly..

"Ra, now I know why she forced me to give her offspring. Because he wanted to get all the treasures that his grandfather had left behind all this time." karin's eyes began to look glassy..

"What does that mean ??" tanya lira doesn't understand "You know where ??" lira asked again

"A few months ago there was a letter sent by my husband's cousin, ra. The letter says the reason why I should get pregnant soon after marriage. The answer is because the late grandfather mahendra, the grandfather of my husband, gave conditions to the body. Grandfather would give all his possessions to my husband if he had already obtained a descendant from me.."

Karin was silent for a moment and started to shed her tears.. "So all this is only for the sake of treasure and power, ra. There is no love for me.hiks.. I know this marriage happened because of an arranged marriage, but why did she have this hard on me.."

After saying that karin immediately cried bitterly. Isakan karin cry even able to make the lira come to shed her tears, like being able to feel what her best friend was feeling at this time.

"After touching me, he promised not to do it again, ra. My heart hurts so much, ra.." Karin is crying. Her tears were no longer stifled.

Not karin accidentally opens her household disgrace on the lira. But Karin is 20 years old and only a few months away he will be 21. Maybe for karin with just a lira she could spill everything.

There is no one who can believe other than the lira. And there's no way Karin told her grief to the grandmother in the village, right ? Can her grandmother shock and fall ill.

And it is impossible to tell this to his two in-laws. Because it turns out that after the two parents-in-law knew the karin and their son had not slept in the same room, they instead understood. Especially mother.

Karin still remembered what her mother-in-law had said..

"It's okay. There may still be no love between the two of you. May after the birth of kenan, God cultivate that feeling in the hearts of both of you.." That's what I said at the time..

Lira got up from her seat, then hugged the karin from the side while rubbing the back of the karin slowly..

"I promise ra, I also do not want to be touched again by her..!! I don't want him to touch me even if I have to..!!"

The deg!!

Without realizing it, raga arrived coming from the front of his house. When he heard the sound of sobbing, he hurriedly walked to the source of the sound.

And what happened was, he heard what he shouldn't have heard.

Raga clenched her hands. His face even looked stiff, his gaze was so difficult to understand.

"Well, I'll do what you want..!!" Raga walked out of the house. He came home because there was a file left in his study. But he had not had time to take the item that became his purpose back to the house he was even surprised by the words of his wife.

"Hiks.hiks..Stupid me, why does this taste keep growing.. I hate to have to admit that now I love her so much, ra.."

Lira was surprised to hear the karin's confession, while the one who should have heard this instead left just like that before karin finished her speech.

"I love her so much. It's getting painful for me. I just want to die, Ra. I HATE THIS TASTE.. I HATE..!!!!" peeked Karin while continuing to hit her chest many times. Tightness and pain, the taste mixed into one.

"What do I do, ra ?? My heart hurts so much, he was the first to touch me. Even he was also the first to make the name ka Dawn in my heart just disappear. Now only his name is engraved in my heart, ra.. Hicks.hiks.."