Little Do You Know

Little Do You Know
WHAT IS?


Diba sat in the canteen chair, waiting for Zaki who was ordering food for them. He has been visiting the cafeteria lately. Zaki comes with 2 puring batagor and 2 bottled mineral water.


"Eat"


Diba smiled starting to eat his food quietly. He occasionally glanced at Zaki who was focusing on his food. His face looks paler than usual, my eyes like losing twinkle although still beautiful as usual. If you pay attention again today Zaki does look a little weak.


Zaki who felt noticed also stared at Diba who immediately turned his face away. His lips were pulled up suddenly.I don't know, this girl before him really has captured his heart. From that day this girl named Adiba has captured all her attention, ravaging her feelings. If it wasn't for Arkan, he might have had this girl.


"mmm... Zaki's"


"Yes"


Zaki looked at Diba late, making Diba nervous in his place. Wanting it to feel like Diba was cursing at Zaki so as not to look at him like this, it made his heart beat abnormally inside. Diba tries to control himself, however much Diba has to ask about Zaki's unusual situation.


"Mm..that's... Are you okay?"


Zaki raised his eyebrows confused.


"Why me?"


"You don't look like you used to"


"really?"


Diba nodded and drank the water.


"Your face is pale, and you look more limp than usual"


Zaki smiled and ruffled Diba's hair in front of him.


"You're so considerate"


"Eh what? It's not like that. I-i just. You just look different that's all"


Zaki laughed looking at the misbehaved Diba with a reddened face in place. This girl is right...


"You're so funny when you're nervous"


"I-I'm not nervous. Stop laughing, there's nothing funny here"


Zaki grew louder and louder looking at Diba who said as if confident but finally bowed his head.


As the sound of Zaki's loud laughter makes the students on the canteen now stare at him, including Arkan and Arsen who just entered the canteen.


"Stop laughing, everybody's watching you"


Zaki tried to stop his laughter, he cleared his throat to neutralize his voice. Apparently laughing can make tired too, he immediately drank the mineral water until it runs out in half. Then he looked back at Diba who was looking down to eat his food.



Adiba got off Zaki's bike when he arrived at the restaurant where he worked. He gave Zaki his helmet.


"Thank you"


Zaki received the helmet and kept it.


"No problem. I'll go home and pick it up ok"


"Ah no need, you take me too often. It's like my personal driver"


Zaki smiled looking at the chuckling Diba. Zaki really liked this situation. He rattled Diba's hair in a daze.


"It's okay to be a personal driver. As long as it's you"


Diba smiled as he lowered his head when he felt the warm skin of his cheeks. Zaki raised Diba's chin, he really likes to see the face of the girl in front of him reddened by shame, sweet.


"All right, I'm going. The spirit of work"


Diba nodded and smiled. Zaki put his helmet back on and stopped the bike. Diba raises his hand to accompany Zaki's departure until he is lost mingling with other vehicles. Then walk into the restaurant. Instantly his smile disappeared when he saw a rancid face welcoming his arrival.


"You always refuse when I'm gonna drive you. But he always you let"


Diba rolled his eyes lazily. He just walked past it.


"Why do you always reject me?"


The young man whose hobby is disturbing Diba continues to follow Diba's steps until his brother.


"You like it?"


He ceded his ears. He opened his locker to pick up his uniform and keep his bag. Trying not to care about the young man who was babbling while leaning head next to him.


"God, am I not more handsome than he is? The jerk guy is like"


BRAAAKK


Allan, the young man was surprised because Diba closed the door of his locker loudly.The young man held his chest because of the sound of a very loud bang through his eardrum forcibly.


Diba stared fiercely at Allan who was taller than him, a flat expression and eyes that looked at him giddily made Allan chirp instantly. Diba's eyes were so sharp that they were piercing him, as if they were skinning him right now. Allan gulped his bitter, hard-earned saliva.


"W-what?"


Diba moved his head towards the right, not taking his eyes off the young man who was staring at him stiffly.


Allan who understood the signal also immediately went from before Diba quickly.


"Crazy, it turns out girls as sweet as him can be very scary as well as it turns out"


Of course Diba can still hear Allan muttering because their distance is not too far away. And that made him smile with satisfaction. It turns out that there is also a benefit he is always faced with Arkan who is cold and rough on him. Looks like Diba should thank Arkan next time.


Two days ago when Diba entered work again he was surprised because it turns out Allan also worked part-time at the restaurant. Really bad luck for him.


"Please serve table no8"


"Good brother"


Diba took the menu book and approached the table that was shown earlier.


"Please"


Diba gave me the menu book.


"You!"


"Yes?"


The customer pointed his index finger at Diba who was looking at him asking.


"I don't want Allan"


The customer of the girl who seemed to be his age turned her face to the menu book before him. Diba who was confused frowned, what might his hearing be problematic.


"Mh...Pardon?"


The girl closed her menu book and looked back at Diba.


"I want Allan"


Diba scratched his non-itchy elbow.


"Please get Allan here, I want him to serve me"


"Okay, excuse me"


He retreated a few steps, then widened his gaze to look for Allan's whereabouts. After finding him he then approached Allan and patted him on the shoulder.


"What's? You miss me?"


Diba rolled his eyeballs.


"Tempo no.8 wants to be served by you"


"Why?"


"Where do I know"


Allan looked at the customer Diba meant and sighed when he found out who Diba meant.


"Why don't you?"


"It's been, but he said he wanted to be served by you"


"I don't want to"


Diba moved behind Allan and pushed his back.


"Serve what is hard"


"You don't know what that girl is"


"I don't know and I don't want to know. It's up to you to serve him first. He's still a customer of this restaurant"


Diba gives her notebooks and leaves Allan.


Allan shook his head, at the input of Diba's note into his apron bag, then walked on the table no.8.


"Can I write down your order?"


Allan asked politely as to the other customers, as if he did not know the girl.


The girl's customer smiled sweetly at Allan, he was buttopang chin while staring at Allan in front of him.


"I want your heart"


"I'm sorry but it's not on the menu"


"Then I want you"


Allan sighed harshly, this girl really made him careless.


"Sorry lady, if there's nothing you want to order you'd better get out, there's still a lot of our customers who want to sit here"


"Ais you throwing me out? Evil"


Allan had already twisted his body when the girl mentioned his order Allan was forced to go back to face the girl to write down her order.


"I want spaghetti carbonara and lemon tea with extra love from you"


Allan rolled his eyes, after repeating the order the girl Allan instantly passed.


Diba threw his gaze at Allan who was walking closer to him, without turning his head he asked while holding his smile.


"your lover?"


"Why? you jealous?"


Diba attached his index finger to Allan's forehead and pushed it slowly.


"In your dreams"


then walk up to pick up a tray that contains the order of one of his customers.



"come home with me?"


Diba who was standing in front of the restaurant took his eyes off the phone and looked at Allan who was standing firmly in front of him. When answering a motor stop in front of the two. Diba automatically shook his head at Allan and walked up to the bike.


Zaki gave the helmet to Diba, after wearing it Diba directly climbed on the bike and without a word both immediately drove away leaving Allan who just stared at the two away.


Zaki was racing his iron horse at medium speed. There was no conversation on the two, even until the motorbike stopped at a park. As the two get off the bike, Zaki leads Diba to a swing in the park. The two sat there, Zaki who started to swing his body while closing his eyes, and Diba who was looking at him asked. Long both were in the park with the same position, until finally Diba ventured to ask.


"What's wrong?"


"Just want tonight to last longer"


"you mean?"


"I don't want this night to pass quickly and change with tomorrow"


"Why?"


Zaki opened his eyes and looked at Diba gently. Only with minimal illumination in the garden Diba could still see a thin smile on his lips that was paler than last day.


"are you okay?"


He put his palm on Zaki's forehead. Zaki further developed his smile, he grabbed Diba's hand and led it to his cheek, Slightly making Diba nervous. With great difficulty Diba tried to control himself so as not to do anything silly now.


"It's not hot, but you look paler than it was. What's wrong?"


"May I hug you?"


"Huh?"


Diba blinked his eyes a few times. Trying to digest Zaki's words as soon as they arrived.


"Regulate"


Innocently Diba stood up following the instructions from Zaki to stand in front of him who was still sitting on the swing. Zaki wrapped his hands around Diba's waist, with his head leaning against the girl he thought was precious.


"E-eh Zaki"


"Attent. Leave it like this for a second"


Diba who was surprised trying to release Zaki's hand that wrapped around his body stopped. Confused at what had happened to the young man until he behaved like this.


"What's wrong?"


Zaki shook his head without a sound. Diba ventured to rub the thick black Zaki's hair slowly, trying to strengthen Zaki who seemed to have a problem that he did not want to tell. After all, it was only this week that they were very close, of course Zaki could not tell the problems he faced with Diba. Or maybe only Diba feels close friends with Zaki, while Zaki himself does not consider it anything.


Zaki's embrace loosened and he slightly distanced his face, slowly Diba released Zaki's hand and knelt before Zaki to align the two. Diba observed the face of Zaki who was staring at him. Garden lamp light precisely highlighted Zaki's face that made Diba freely see the situation. Tan's skin is now paler than it was this afternoon, his eyes reddened with increasingly smelly eyes. What happened to Zaki. Diba ventured to hold Zaki's hands together, he gently held the young man down with a slight smile.


"What's wrong? hm"


Zaki watched every inch of a girl's face before him. Round eyes, slightly chubby cheeks, a big little nose, white skin and tiny lips that always make it fall when smiling.


"What's wrong if I want this night to continue without day?"


"sure, because it's impossible"


"so if something I want is impossible it's a mistake?"


"wants are not wrong, it's just that impossibility that makes you wrong to determine desires"


"is nothing in this world impossible?"


"Not for the creator, but man must also measure the limits of his limited abilities"


"Then I want tomorrow to be bright"


Diba smiles in response to Zaki's words which he doesn't really understand at all. This young man was like he was hiding something so that he was disturbed like now. If Zaki didn't want to tell him Diba would wait until Zaki said it straight away, or if not saying it is also okay as long as the young man is fine just fine no problem.



Diba enters the house with a greeting as usual and steps his legs in the middle room to coincide with Arkan coming out of the kitchen. Diba looked at Arkan who just walked past him up the stairs.it seemed like Arkan had from the outside seen his clothes on. Diba turns his legs that will climb the stairs when he sees Cindy who is watching TV and comes to sit next to him.


"You haven't slept? it's already night"


"Not to mention tomorrow because class 9 will undergo midterm exams"


Diba nodded in understanding.


"Sister just got home? with Arkan's brother?"


"Sister's dad just got home, but Zaki's not with Arkan"


"oo. I thought with Arkan's brother because Arkan said he would pick up brother because he came home late"


Diba looked at Cindy with a frown.


"And Brother Arkan was also quite a long time outside, and he came home almost at the same time as brother, so I guess you guys were together"


"Where's arsen?"


"So after dinner go straight to sleep"


"brother's the room first"


Cindy nodded and focused on her TV show.


Diba walked quickly up the stairs, when he was at the door of his room he saw Arkan who had just come out of the bathroom. Diba squeezes the strong pindu knob, trying to give himself courage.


"mm Arkan"


Arkan held his hand which would push the door of his room. Diba turned to face Arkan who was behind him. He was really nervous at this moment, even his palms felt wet from sweat.


'oh come on, this is just Arkan not a beast or a ghost'


"What?"


Diba squeezed the end of his clothes when he heard the cold tone from Arkan. Even the cold young man did not change his position.


'ok this is scarier than a beast'


"Ci-Cindy said you were following me?"


"Yes, mother told me"


"But that was a-me-with the 'Zaki"


"I saw it, that's why I came back"


Arkan went straight into the room leaving Diba still standing in his place.