LO-D
HANDWRITING OF GOD
Dee ...
I've given him some of my story, Tan. I want him to write it. All so that we can go hand in hand without having to be on different sides.
Without it it is necessary to stand gracefully on the fringes of my heart. The confusion is my individual pain. Can we breathe together as usual? He can't make me feel like he has the burden of life.
Well, that's the line I want to convey to our main character. The person I love most in any dimension. He wants to fight for the reilikul of the dream I created for him.
He was willing to be slandered by my father. I hope he can bear it and be patient until the deadline I have set here. In the Moon Family dream ritual.
If I may philosophize, then this life is a mosquito repellent. Different circular lines centered on an empty point as an invisible substance. In the ritual I present to Tan, proving his toughness as the best son-in-law, which would underline the descendants of my Moon Family.
Like Tan's mission that now devours the plot path of my dreams, it's as if it's in the most relevant mosquito repellent circle of deadly nun. The mission God gave him was the greatest uncertainty, as proof that the Supreme Being was the best director in the universe.
And Albert Einstein will shout, “The world is a real uncertainty!” Although the scream was only a cradle, Tan certainly understood the truth he was in the engineering realm of God who did not know what his name was.
I felt guilty for bringing her to that dream. But the desire to meet him erodes pity. You can consider me a demon.
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Tan …
For nearly four hours, I stared up at the not-so-light room and finally fell asleep with my cheeks stuck to the ground, without any cement and dust. It was at the point of the mind hoping that it was all just a dream and after waking up later, I was on the hill behind the house as usual.
Like a fantasy story. I felt like the prophet Jonah was trapped in a whale. Strange thoughts were created in my brain stem. I'm just a ten-year-old whistleblower in Dee's imaginary world, where maybe God gave me a miracle.
“Can't you say, my sister,” the voice of a man hit my consciousness.
“Rey? You here? Where is that voice? Brother, can you let me sleep in my sleep in this place? You're not looking for me?” I started to get excited to panic.
The imagination of playing wild kills myself. I said something that was not without mind control at that time. Little curious. Worrying is filled only by a patterned syllabus, culminating in the sentence, “I can't give up.”
“Go. You took away my brother's freedom. You've made mom hate me,” said the similar hallucination Rey.
Vanished …
“Tan .. wake up. Aware!” another voice came disturbing.
The world was temporarily gone. My eyes slowly popped. No, it's not over.
“Tan?”
Still wavy in the same tone. Although the vision was still blurry, it could not be denied, the figure of a girl dressed as Dee sitting cross-legged in the manner of women, right in front of me.
You're right, Friend. I've realized. Surprised but not concerned.
Inner fatigue, two words best suited to my mental health after the violent attack. Me and the astonished face of my century began to be plastered. I don't know how long I've been asleep. Treated by fantastic views.
Exactly a human being who has lost all hope of describing the beauty of art. Dense and fragile. I leaned against the slimy dirty wall. But how amazing that place is.
The underground city. Not the usual cave or basement. You should know, why? Because of this, the underground city of Derinkuyu in Turkey is legendary. Derinkuyu, a district located in Nevsehir Province.
And I don't know what weird plot Dee's asking for. It seems that I was taken to that place, because the Turkish people's plea for the punishment of the people is dangerous for the safety of all of them. Of course, the status of the Moon Family's last descendant finally had to be borne.
I implicitly, have promised Dee and Dee's brother myself, as a moral debt. Although what the government is looking for is Dee, I must voluntarily replace him and be slandered by Mr. Abraham solely for my mother's sake.
Although at that time, I was not fully aware of Dee's intentions in creating the dream plot. My heart said he had good intentions outside of his plot. Even then, I did not understand the meaning of the Moon Family. That point of view does not apply at all.
And inside that underground city, 'Traveler’ is more often banned from entering it. Although its beautiful architecture deserves the comfort of the staring eyes. If not wrong, there are hundreds of stairs that are allowed to be crammed.
The rest, the underground land area of more than four thousand square kilometers invited a dead end. And again, the darkness of the well. I don't know the exact number of wells. The obvious, the invisible basis.
A resident of Cappadocia once, expanding the cave where he lived. He accidentally found a mysterious room engraved on a stone beside his residence. Early found. It was 1963.
My position is quite far from the escape routes available in this underground city. Strategic as a confinement for me. Not far from the sight of people when some time began to enter.
Dee might easily know my whereabouts as a route savvy. Just like knowing the natural smell of a mother as a baby. I glanced at what was exposed before my eyes.
“You what? Where I stand there is the sky you hold. Just like in the movie. I feel similar ‘Drunken Master’ now. If your father knew it could be later ..”
“Sst ..” suit Dee cut my speech rate.
"Why?"
"It seems you're always satisfied when you're teasing me. I don't give a shit. My mom and dad are not here. Tan, let's move on," said Dee softly. "Although it's called a tourist spot, but I'm afraid that you, as a layman, will enter the forbidden interior that only archaeologists are allowed to enter."
“You are insensitive? Look at! Life is full of surprises. Where is the danger?” lantunku while implying a face so that Dee noticed the beauty I saw. “And how did you find me? What are you here to ride? How far the journey you take if just walking alone.”
“No.”
“Then?”
Dee turned the view backwards.
“I'll tell you in secret.”
I only received those four words raw to the ear.
“God is the greatest writer, right? I don't want to be arrogant because I'm trying to match His most amazing verses. Perhaps even, you and I belong in His handwriting,” I said, blaming all points of view. “Sorry because I never thought twice. Well. I always make trouble. I'm great, aren't I, Dee?”
There's an inch of feeling Dee's being dashed I think. At first, Dee was confused. And then smile.
“But, what is this called a visit?” my continue. “You should confirm it to me before coming. I can ask you to bring explosives.”
“Bu-make what?”
“I want to end this dream game. I want to kill half the journey of this story .. by blowing up the plot.”
“Where can you, you just regained consciousness from fainting. The length of the story if you have to qualify your silly ,” lagak Dee. “Your logic is too chaotic, Tan.”
“What's the harm in joking a little when the world hits us hard?” I keep a deep shudder.
Still full of questions, about why he's here. Even though it was a dream, Dee was a little careless in building her setting. Well, unfortunately it didn't happen. We'll both know, buddy.
“Terlarah. Don't give up now. You still have a moral debt to me, right? He said he wanted to help me. Besides, why are you so sure it's a dream? Is my pretty face dream engineering?” Dee. “I didn't come to visit. We have to go outside. You freak can still joke at a time like this."
Dee stood up. It was as if he wanted to meet someone outside. In the same instant, I held back that little departure. Threw a little cloth on my sleeve. At once Dee was swept away by the intent behind my seriousness.
“Sorry for worrying you. I shouldn't have let you reel in anxiety. I should've pretty much muddy the mistake. Don't cry, I won't curse myself for labeling myself with error. You won't be strong for an emergency. Let me worry about you.”
“Basic, you're a very graceful punk. You're a braggart who knows how to make me cry" she said.
“I think it's an effect because you yawn,” I chimed in with a mocking tone.
“When do I yawn?” dee's tone rose, his hand almost hitting my shoulder in annoyance. But it didn't.
“Now, you're not lying, are you?”
“Why would I force a lie if I couldn't?”
“If your sister hadn't told me about what you said to that nun, I'd have killed myself as early as possible in that empty room.”
Dee accepted my speech. And I started to look back for a moment.
“Huf .. If it's true, I don't want to wake up. God, wake up later. Wait for me to step a little more. I'll help him further. I'd love to get her out of bondage in the name of that affection.”
After that, the sacrificial vow was aired …
"Dee, after much thought .. how stupid and immature you are. It's good that you leave me at a time like this ..” I try to slowly line up with his breathing pop.
“Mana can,” Dee replied spontaneously. “I'll try to reduce your discord. So, stop acting uncomfortable around me. What because of what happened that day?”
As if I didn't listen, I just kept playing in my mind. There was a sentence that shook my inner eye.
“And that day, mother obeyed the word of the devil just to get me home. God, forgive me for being the son of Satan who let Heaven my world be irradiated by black rays of despair.”
“During this time, you can survive without a mother. So, you'll be fine with Rey,” said my mother, who plays in my memory.
I feel like I'm tasting time. I even hoped to help him by handmade bombs and coming out roughly. I think it's suicide, her name.
“You're here supposed to bring CH47!” I'm starting again.
“What is it?”
“A type of fighter if not mistaken.”
“You can still joke? At a time like this?”
“Indeed how to get out? Daritadi I asked you to show me the way. We're already in trouble, why should our minds be made a burden of trouble again?” my lament.
“There is a vent here, an arsenal, and a route to escape. We can use last option.”
“Why do you have to mention weapons? Where can, it is too dangerous.”
“That's because you talk too much so I'm slow to think. He said he wanted to get out but joked constantly.”
"That joke is you, right?"
"But you're joking in an attitude, you weird guy."
"So you want to give up now? Then don't come with me and just rot here like anchovies. You can't keep up with the spirit of life I have."
“His, you ..” Dee said annoyed.
A few seconds after collecting a good breath ...
“Dee ... don't you have any regrets?”
“I'm just a little disappointed.”
“Oh?”
“Better to be disappointed than sorry for the impact on the heart only briefly.”
“See? You always do what you want to do,” I said with a critic. “You always will as you please without thinking about my feelings."
After my sentence was sticking out, again Dee while putting on an exciting frown.
“Ah, I don't know!”
Hus .... small wind blows.
“By the way, what is that in your hand?” my many.
“Oh, use this,” Dee said in a pushy tone. “You've been shabby.”
Dee flipped over then on the basis of the vulgarity I was doing. You already know for sure. Excuse me.
“Thank you, this suits me. White shirt and black pants as before.“
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Dee ...
“See the beautiful painting on the wall,” my amazement later while straightening the index finger towards a variety of colors on the cave wall. “Do you see the danger from which side? You haven't answered my question.”
This Tan's direction of mind I don't know.
“Tan, answer me! Heh, don't let you change a sentence again. I'm the one who got you in trouble, so please come back. People all over Turkey know you, those who ask that you be brought to this place. Totally ‘unlogical’,” my kin.
“Ta-but...,” Tan gelagatan. “Why did their hatred bring me here?”
“Later I'll tell you.”
And I was still forced to lay out the reasons Tan wanted to hear. Reasons for freedom being forcibly taken away. The goal flows in the direction of execution. Tan was decided to be faced with something even more troublesome.
I might be cruel for creating such a plot. But, this is all for the sake of mutual happiness outside of this dream problem ritual.
And one point the problem of his moral debt to me, could only be paid off after he saved his own freedom. It leads to the elimination of the stains of the hatred of the Turkish people on him, which is purely from Tan's wishes.
He wants that hate to go out. Through a series of small goals. And the end lies in what becomes the magnet of the encounter between him and me.
I need to tell you this from the beginning, even though you don't know how Tan will end it. All are plots of dreams that I report to God. He I hope also, can at once be a tough man and dream daughter-in-law who loved the Moon Family, especially by my father.
I, who is actually a little girl outside of my imaginary world, always pay attention to her when drawing water in the well behind her hill house. I will help our main character who is so dear to me, from within this story.
Unbeknownst to him at the beginning. Yes, after he managed to find a way to achieve the key to our freedom and prevent something similar from happening in the real world. For her mother, Dr. Alison's.