LOVE AFTER FORGETTING
Chapter 15 WEEPS IN SILENCE

Arneta took a sitting position behind the door to put her ears firmly behind the door who listened to the continuation of the conversation of her parents.

"Well, if Nita refused this match, what would we do and what would we say to Jaya and Maya?" ms. Nola asked her husband with anxiety.

"Dad doesn't know what you're going to do and what you're going to say to Jaya and Nola later if Neta really refuses this match, ma'am," Answer Mr. Ady with a tone not to worry.

"Father already owed a lot to Jaya, do you know for yourself Ma'am college father is mostly financed by his family Jaya, father is very indebted to them, I owe them a lot, if Neta really refuses this matchmaking father really feels ashamed to Jaya. Father is afraid they will think that father does not know to reply," continued Mr. Ady with long sentences. There's a fidget that's brewing in Mr. Ady's heart.

"Mother understands how the father feels right now, but anyway the father will support our son's decision Neta's most important happiness" Nola said.

"Yes that's what I think too, Dad, if Neta refuses this matchmaking father can understand and can accept everything in the future we see what will happen sincere father if the father is labeled as a person who does not know reciprocated by Jaya," said Mr. Adi with a resigned tone.

      Behind the door Pak Adi and Bu Nola his wife did not know if their conversation had been heard entirely by Neta.

Arneta sat curled up hugging her knees her tears were flowing profusely, Arneta tried to hold back her crying voice not until it was heard by her parents.

      Arneta's feelings are now mixed, sad clearly drawn from the look of his face. Disappointed, Arneta is disappointed with Robby for repeatedly refusing Arneta's invitation so that Robby meets his parents. Enraged, Arneta doesn't know who to anger, whether to his parents or to himself, even to Robby. Right now Arneta could only cry lamenting his fate.

     I don't know how long Arneta sat behind that door that Arneta felt at this time his legs feel numb because too long sitting on the floor with the position of the legs bent. 

     Arneta tried to get up from her seat, although her legs were now numb but Arneta tried to walk despite her limping footsteps. Enough Arneta had heard the conversation of his parents, Arneta did not want to listen to the next conversation his parents because it would make Arneta's heart more sick and sad.

       After reaching the bed despite having to bother maya Arneta lay down his tired body on a soft mattress.Arneta tried not to feel numbness at his feet his eyes are now fixed on the picture frame displayed on one of the walls of her room, there was a sense of pain in Arneta's heart. A picture of Arneta having a happy family was taken the day before her sister Arneta's departure from work abroad.

Arneta again rose from her sleep, Arneta grabbed a picture of her family and clasped it tightly. There is a sense of longing now greet the heart of Arneta, longing for the figure of his only brother.

Arneta again sat on the bed still holding the photo.

"Sister if you're here you'll definitely help Neta find a way out" Arneta said.

After being satisfied hugging a picture of her family Arneta positioning the body to the left, her hands tried to open the nightstand drawer that was beside Arneta's bed.

After successfully opening the drawer Arneta's hand tried to reach an object that he stored in the drawer.the object that Arneta meant and sought was a photo of himself along with Robby. After getting what Arneta looked at the photo and immediately hugged the photo tightly, there was a strange feeling that suddenly pierced Arneta's heart, whether Arneta did not understand what it was. This feeling was first felt by Arneta.

  Arneta's eyes are now not only more visible puffy, as well as the nose, Arneta's nose becomes red. But even then Arneta has swollen tears still continue to flow like a creek that continues to drain water.

     Arneta looked at the photo of herself with Robby, in the photo they were both smiling happily.

"Robby, what am I supposed to do now, how am I supposed to keep our love?" Arneta's lyrics in his heart.

"Robby, why should our love story be like this I always love you I'm hard to let go of you but I'm also confused at the moment I can't possibly disappoint my parents. If time can turn back I am correcting my decision to keep my relationship with you a secret. If I knew I'd finally be betrothed I wouldn't have opened my heart to you either," Arneta spoke to herself in a very slow voice afraid to be heard by her parents who were still sitting in the living room.

Arneta hugs back a photo of herself with Robi very tightly praying in fear of loss. The clock had been pointed at twelve o'clock at night past fifteen minutes but Arneta's eyes were still open as if reluctant to close. Arneta knew that if her parents had returned to their room, it was because Arneta could see from the vents above her door that there was no light on.

      Arneta has changed his position many times so that his body can feel comfortable so that he can fall asleep, in fact his efforts are in vain. Arneta's eyes remained wide open looking at the ceiling of his room his mind floated out of nowhere with a troubled heart. Arneta keeps thinking of ways to resist this match, but the more Arneta thinks the less he can find the right reason. This actually makes Arneta's head feel sick and dizzy.

However, Arneta still could not close his eyes as if the drowsiness was greeting Arneta's eyes.Saking Arneta difficult to close his eyes Arneta took a position sitting on his soft mattress, Arneta, his eyes looked around the room looking for something he could do right now. Arneta's eyes were fixed on the laptop located on her dresser.

  Arneta immediately got up from his seat and took the laptop. Arneta opens an online novel app. Arneta looks for titles that he thinks are interesting to read. I don't know how long Arneta surfed in cyberspace until the drowsiness came to greet him.

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