LOVE CHOOSES ITS MASTER
hope this is just a dream

nana decided to leave her husband and also rayhan, she was a little running somewhere, which she knew just ran and went away from the two people.

"wait baby..wait for me.."say a wise man who wants to pursue nana, but cheated by rayhan.

"rif..sorry I rif.I don't mean it that way.me.." said Rayhan stuck so disappointed in himself.

"alah.sudahlah.create learning yourself, do not like the origin of nyablak hence.mulut guy kok rich mak."say sisif with very irritated his on rayhan.namun wise realize...that Rayhan is also not wrong, but he is wrong.he is the second time to make nana disappointed.

arif a little run trying to catch up with nana who just disappeared somewhere, somewhere,

"you see doctor na?"ask one of the volunteers, but the one who was asked just shook his head did not know.

"doctor.so I saw the doctor and ran to that direction the doctor..."

said one of the people in the kitchen.

"okay thanks ya.." said wise while running small and look in all directions looking for the figure of his wife.

but he also did not find.

"sad..sorry me..Where are you?"ask the wisdom in his heart, it has been an hour he turned around looking but he did not find it too, so he decided to return to the tent.he was very worried at this time, he was very worried,whatever others say cannot be digested.

he entered the tent where his wife spent the night, he sat there reaching into his pocket, trying to pull out his cell phone, and then he tried to call his wife,

heard several times the tone is connected but not lifted, he was surprised when he realized that nana's phone was beside him, under the pillow that his wife was wearing last night.

"oh lord..why...why do we have to come like this god?let me love him.Let me be with him.I promise to make him happy god.Allow me to make amends for all my sins...give me a chance.I'll fix everything from now on."

said arif in his heart by looking at the screen of his cellphone where there is a photo of his wife.

in nana's place, he no longer knows where to go, the steps seemed to be relentless, his happy mind a moment ago now turned into sorrow...the wound that he was going to keep now really made him very sick.his steps stopped on a slope on the edge of the river where the flow of water is very clear, very clear,where there is no mixture of mud water and rocks.he sits on a large rock under a shady tree, very bright.

his gaze was fixed on the stream, the river,

"why?why is this clear river flow no fish occupied?is the fish afraid of the clarity of the water to worry that people will fish it?"ask in nana's heart.

I don't know why his words are falling apart and not because of what he said.

"mother...father...are you happy now?don't worry.nana is very happy mother.bapak..I forgot the last time I visited your tomb.I may have even forgotten the layout of your tomb."he said with a gaze staring at the clear water below.

"grandfather.you are always firm with me.taught me the persistence in living life.thanks grandfather.." said Nana who still looks very strong.

"grandmother.I miss your homemade cooking Grandma.what else does my grandmother make pecel...

nana forgets how it tastes grandma.last time nana ate it it was many years.even when nana wanted to make it herself.it is not as good as grandma's..."his words began to look glass but he could still hold it until the tears were held back and did not drip.

"mas rama...Did you hear me calling you?are you here to comfort me?can I just hear your voice once again and feel that embrace of yours that once calmed me down?"nana who is now really not able to stem her crying again, her crying broke.she sobbed sobbing with her hands clenched and hit her chest, her breathing until stinged...remembering the departure of the true rama he could not accept for now.nana really need it.

until his head dizzy with fireflies and his vision blurred, dimmed he saw until finally dark.

"mas rama...This is how you comfort me?I'd love it if when I wake up I'd forget everything."

nana said before she closed her eyes.

then he fell down and rolled onto the damp ground.

at ten in the morning when arif was unable to hold back.he rushed to find his wife until he met.

langakah continued to walk endlessly, he invited some people to come look with him, he asked,

"honey..Where are you?where're you?"

ask the wisdom in his heart nonstop.

say arif again.

"stupid you're a wiser...stupid.."pronounced the wisdom that cusses him many times.he only realized at this time, he loved nana very much he needed it...he's a real fucking loser...

he was really angry at himself for what happened to his wife.It is fitting for this moment nana is angry at him deserved for this moment nana hates him.

until his steps stopped when he was at nana's place last time, a shabby shirt with black hair mired under his feet.

"nana.."yelling arif instantly plummeted and descended to where his wife curled up helplessly.

arif tried to hug him, pat his cheek and stick his ear on nana's nose, ascertaining whether his wife was still breathing or not.

his body was more trembling than he imagined.he had to how accountable to both his parents about this incident.his eyes were very confused and chaotic.arif could only hug his wife's body and scream.

"tolooong..tolooong...toloung.."he shouted for a few moments without stopping.until.someone heard his screams and sought reinforcements to the cam they occupied.

arif took his wife to the nearest hospital from where he was using his car, he did not pay attention to other goods, he only brought his cell phone.

arif drives his car still dressed shabby and dirty from the dirt that he pecked and which hit his clothes, he doesn't care what, all he cares about is his wife.

slowly nana land opened his eyes I sayup he looked at the road in front of him from the glass of the car he was riding.

then his face turned to face the side where Wisif was driving seriously.

"mas rama.."his first words that appeared from his lips that looked wise but the shadow of the rama that he saw.then he closed his eyes again, flashed a little smile on his lips ,he thought he was dreaming of meeting rama, so his heart was very happy.

half an hour later, he finally arrived at the nearest small hospital.

arif carried his wife's body inside and was immediately greeted by medics who stood guard.

half an hour later, Nana was examined by a doctor,

then the nurse replaced his clothes, nana was put to sleep in the patient's gurney with his head tied, more precisely in the twining of gauze, and his right elbow that was seen in the wrap anyway.on top of the gurney he slept with peace.

arif walked closer to his direction, slowly dragging the chair beside him towards his wife's bed.

"sad.sorry my stupidity.I was too stupid to ignore you and not care about your feelings."

said a little wiser whispered with a hand that clasped tightly to his wife's hand.

until he fell asleep in his wife's samling with his hands still clasping his wife's fingers.

time shows at seven o'clock in the night when nana awakens from her sleep,

"akh..my head..very sakiiit..."

said Nana as her hand grabbed her head, and the other hand that felt heavy, she immediately stared at the figure who was sound asleep beside her while holding her fingers.

"mas rama.."he really thought happy, he had not seen who exactly the person who was asleep was.nana prank rubbed his hair so that he woke up, then arif also woke up and blinked his eyes, so he could not help but,his head lifted and looked at Nana who was already sitting on her bed.

the gaze of the two met each other, when Nana threw her face and pulled the hand held by her husband, there was a little disappointed there.

"i know.you are angry with me.you hate me.I know I was wrong.maybe my apology is not able to represent my regret to you...I will stop at nothing to apologize to you and apologize from you, again...and again.."practice with a pleading gaze.

but Nana just turned to him with a cold look and a thin smile restrained her.

nana then leaned her body into the bed again, her eyes she was forced to shut down.she hoped all this was just a dream.her nightmares, but which she loved very much...a reality he cannot resist, a reality he must face.

"nana.this is your world.this is your choice.and you must toughen up and rise from your slump...until you become the person you need.although it used to be wise to throw you away.do not care about him.let him.he with his world...consider the rama always by your side and encourage you to continue your life.

come nana..you can definitely.face this fact nana..just a word makian..what does nana mean..you can definitely forget it nana...consider it a diatribe that builds you to be more active in trying and saving your patient's patients." said nana in the heart who tried to encourage himself.