LOVE CHOOSES ITS MASTER
voidness

"dddrrrrrt..dddrrrttt..."vibration accompanied by a sound on the mother's phone, when the mother glanced at him then turned to look at his phone next to his pillow,

mother grabbed her phone and saw who was trying to call her.

"Dariff...." He muttered for a moment while receiving his call and sticking his phone on telilinga.

"what's up, honey?do you have any problems on the way?why did you just call? you okay, son?"

Ask the curious mother, her heart is beating not because, she was afraid of something happening to her only son.Where she has lost her oldest son Rama, her heart was very upset to receive the phone at that time,where it flashed and remembered clearly that the son had just said goodbye to him, and if thought.

even though her husband had just paid a visit to the hotel owned by his family as well. And right now you're really worried without anyone knowing.

"mother.arif not what what bund.aku is still on this road bund.arif just forgot to say the same mother.if nana was still sleeping when the wisdom left...but arif has already written a message kok bund.cuma.arif worry aja.pasti he will not drink pain reliever herbal medicine.bunda..nana is cramping stomach because of arif bund...mom can help, right?"

Ask the parents, and the mother quickly understood what her son meant by "stomach cramps because of him".

"God....Arif..you want to make your mother's heart stop yes.aaakh..do not that why son.tega at all mother..kamu tuh..."Grumbling mother with a distinctive tone mother.soft and soft voice even though it is grumbling a spicy word for those who think it.

"haiiiz mother dear.sorry...Arif immediately remembered the mother when it comes to caring for children.mother is number one bund..."

Said Arif who praised his bubble, he hoped his mother took care of his wife's nana well, because however.arif still felt guilty, Therefore nana became like that.

"Yes dear.don't worry.the mother will take good care of your wife.gini gini mother also already wants grandchildren son..."Mother said with a chuckle, And Arif also chuckled happily.

"Alright bund...Arif close the phone, yeah bund..."

arif said then mother closed her phone call.

rainy season, yes.the most favored season newlyweds, he said.but fortunately that is the reality, Where nana still feels lazy to open her eyes, Although the pain in her stomach has reduced a lot.

"Switch..my head why is this?? Why is it so heavy..."

Grunts nana in between her hands holding her forehead which was a little dizzy spinning round.

Both hands were clasped on both sides,

"Akh..My stomach also hurts.."he complained curled up to press the stomach.

"tok tok....non..is it banhun?aunt comes in. "say auntie as her hand knocks outside the door.

"iya bi.include aja..i've woken up kok bi.."sahut nana with a voice that is not so loud, but impressed limp, his stomach feels pain when he makes a sound.

"Pore non.aunty nganterin non ginger milk.great lady asked for.." said aunt while carrying a glass of warm ginger milk on a small tray in her hands.

aunty walked over towards the small table beside the nana bed, the desk attached to her bed.

"thank you bi.make sure I drink.pronounce thanks to mother yes.sorry I have not been able to go down bi.." said Nana while trying to get up from her bed,he slightly shuffled trying to sit and lean his back, to the top of his bed.

His hand grabbed a glass containing ginger milk next to him, inhaling the aroma of fresh ginger and savory milk that makes nana happy instantly.

"aakh..I did not say anything but tired.it felt like a gallon to the merchant..."

nana said while recalling the memories of the first time where she met her mother when she accidentally hit her car with two large gallon bottled water that she brought,at that time it was not as crumbling as it is today, at that time he was very tomboyish...very brave.until that time his status was only a factory worker, and his status became unemployed after one day before his wedding, and his status was so, The marriage he dreamed of would be a happy one with Rama.

"God...."He muttered instantly as the name of Rama he remembered and then unconsciously tears melted in his eyes,

"I've said.you want to make memories with me and will take him away not to come back.While you don't know.I and only I remember him...you're the first man to treat this trash like a queen.you're the one who made this withered heart shine...

I was willing to go through all for the sake of my father and mother.I was also willing to accept Arif's love while my heart was still unable to defeat my old hatred..."

he said in his heart and then held his stomach.

nana drank all her ginger milk, but somehow she missed the rama so much,

"Lord..Dosage me if I remember? I remembered his voice the first time he called me. I remembered his smile.when he was with me, until his embrace was so soothing after my grandmother...

why god??should you remember Rama?"he said while sobbing sob on the bed.

his hand tried to put the glass containing ginger milk on the bedside table.

his gaze suddenly stopped staring at a piece of paper on which there was a ballpoint pen.

When Nana reached out, she took the paper

then read.

"honey.I go to work first, I'm sorry I didn't wake you.I thought you needed a break.I'm sorry.i love you..."Write the message written there.

"astaga.tuhan I.why do I wish Rama wrote it.It is clear now in front of me is Arif...I don't know why my heart hurts so much when I read this message..."

nana said in her heart, then she took her phone and tried to contact her husband.

"tuuuut..tuuuut..tuuuut.."the voice of the connected nana phone but not yet raised, and when nana will close the call, Arif's voice sounded loud there.

"hello dear.. have you woken up?have you read my message, not the one I wrote on the table?"

ask his wife, and Nana immediately smiled at him.

asked Nana honestly, because right now he is remembering the late Rama.

"why should I be angry if my wife remembers her first love? Maybe right now.ramas are thinking of you from there.you are my sister nana's first love.I can't reveal it.so I have no reason to be angry with you...I can understand dear.I also do not forbid you to replace the position of the rama in your heart, I do not intend to shift the place.but.I just want a corner of your heart engraved my name there,because this karma..has infected me.and only your name is filling my heart at this time nana.."pronounced the wisdom then closed his phone call.

"Damn it!!!" Wisdom that he points to himself.

"Why should I feel dislike when nana mentions the deceased rama?I was wrong with her.I took nana from her." Speak with your back resting on his chair, and raise his head there.

"doctor arif..please have a meeting today in place of the baby doctor.." said his assistant and arif began to fix his hair that had been random because of his actions earlier,and now he's getting ready for a meeting.

nana stepped away to the bathroom and then began to clean herself, finished the bath.she pecked in front of the big glass in her bathroom, He pecked for a moment there, he was there, Observing at each curve of his body there is a trace of Arif's kiss, her husband was left behind.so he unconsciously revealed his smile, a bitter smile that only he knew.

The sign that he belongs to Arif completely.

He was happy.he also agreed.he agreed.and he would not regret it at all. He makes enough mistakes, and he would do well to improve, even if not for himself or his own feelings, but for the sake of those who love him....Mother and father, and the late Rama.

"Aaaakkkhh.mas Arif..why do you give flowers the sign of your love on my body.how if you know.ih nyebelin mas arif..i am ashamed out if rich gini right..." Again grunt nana and try to wipe the former should be seen when he wears clothes, and leave the covered clothes.

then he came out with his clothes complete, Nana took a ribbon.A ribbon she wore around her neck, covering the part that still looks there.

"astaga..gim how can I meet your mother like this...?"his words with a lowered gaze let his imagination rule his mind.

"tok tok.." knocking on the door from outside nana's room, nana,

nana walked over to the door and opened it.

"auntie...What's the bi?" Nana asked for a moment when she saw that aunty was already staring at the door of her room.

"That's non.large lady wants you to meet her non.." said aunt while widening her smile.

"ooh.iya bi.ini want to meet the mother kok.makasih ya bi.." said nana then he closed the door and walked down the stairs to his room.

"tok tok...bund.nana entered yes.." said nana from outside the door of her room while her fingers were knocking on the door.

"yes dear.entrance...mother already misses..."

said mother is still in a state of half-sitting on her bed.

"bundaaa.." said Nana while scattering closer towards the mother and hugged her body tightly.

"sorry bund...nana just see mother...how are you??is mom better?then where's dad??how is nemani mom?"nana asked so much that the half-old woman only returned with a smile.

"astaga..kamu this darling.bunda is not what...bunda can also walk kok...cuma is still rest...kamu must still tired right?"ask the mother while putting aside the hair of nana that covers part of her face.

suddenly his mother fell silent when she saw something that made her very happy at the age of the five-headed.

"basis Arif..gakkira kira.."dengus mother while smiling and tilting her face staring towards nana.

his gaze calmed him greatly.

"bund...nana permission to eat mas rama can be bund??do not know why. suddenly nana was reminded of mas rama bund.." said nana while looking at her mother with a hopeful look there.

"have you told your husband?whats he say?free right if mother ngijinin but ngeyel arif can not go?"say mother with calm and soft tone.

"ouuh.it was already bund.I've said mas arif kok bund.and mas arif ngebolehin.so it's not what I went there mumpung today holiday bund..."said nana who was greeted nod by her mother.

"later home let father pick up yes.dad is in a hotel near there, so dad has a little work.later let the mother who told father..."said the mother who made nana smile happy.

"no need to bund.nana can go home alone kok.lagian nana take a taxi only..the car is left at the office.kemarin departing time follow the post bund..."said nana who makes her mother mangosteen mangosteen mengiyakan.

"yes already..cautiously yes dear.later if the mother has been healed.we are the same there ya.."say the mother who was directly nodded by nana.

nana leaves the house and waits for the online taxi she ordered,

a taxi car approached him standing next to the sidewalk. He got into the car and headed to a cemetery area where it was quite far from his home.

at the destination, Nana decided to buy a flower and mineral water.

he led her to the tomb.

A fairly long path on the left right of the road laid out a neat and lined tomb tomb, which is,

until he can get to the tomb of Rama, Nana walked slowly to get there, where there are photos and the date of Rama's death.

after arriving at Rama's tomb, Nana sat crouched in front of the tomb. His hand seemed to wipe the gravestone of the tombstone that there is a photo of Rama there, seen the smile of Friendly Rama engraved there.

"hi My sister-in-law..are you happy now? Are you happy to leave your sister-in-law?my heart still asks..why? wh why? why did you do this to me mas rama?, You approached me just because you wanted to betroth me to your sister?you have the heart.you gave me a million wishes.I would have said if I were happy with you.why.why did you leave you with that smile instead.a smile that I cannot forget..."nana said with her stuffing.

the speck of rain began to fall, but nana did not budge from her place, she chose to continue to look at the smile that made her heart shady, she said,

"You know.now I belong to Arif completely.but in my heart remains empty.empty as void after you arrive leave without any news to me...and empty as when I found out on our wedding day I foolishly took for granted the couple that I already knew it was not you? Until now I keep questions that I can not ask because you have been gone forever..then why?..why then did you meet me?you're putting my shoelaces on?make me happy like a queen?until I really loved you from that moment."

nana said again with her stuffing and tears that fell along with the rain, both fused until they could not be distinguished, where the rain and where the tears.