Love Dead Kayla
Heart Suffering

Until her room, Kayla immediately took a bath and lay down on her bed. He looked at Aldo's picture crying.

“Why did you do all this to me?" Kayla said to herself and went back to crying while hugging a photo of Aldo. Kayla fell asleep from exhaustion crying.

Nita looks for Kayla on campus because it's been a few days since Kayla didn't go to college. Nita also calls Kayla frequently but her phone is off.

"Ma, if anyone's looking for me even if it's Nita or Egi say I'll stay at grandma's house. Kayla's Message.

" Yes, my dear." Renna said as she stroked her daughter's hair.

Kayla confines herself in her room and sometimes goes to the beach and writes poetry.

One day Kayla went by herself to the beach from morning until afternoon but Kayla had not come home yet. Renna is very worried and Renna calls Nita.

"Hello, nak Nita. Please look at Kayla on the beach because she's been to the beach this morning and hasn't come home yet. Actually, Kayla had locked herself in her room and sometimes went to the beach. Kayla asks Mom not to tell nak Nita and nak Egi" Renna said anxiously.

"Yes, Mom. Me and Egi will be looking for Kayla on the beach. Mother is calm." said Nita.

"Yes, Nita Boy. Thank you." said Renna and ended the call.

Nita calls Egi and takes Egi to the beach to pick up Kayla. When they arrived at the beach, they immediately looked for Kayla. Nita saw Kayla crying while screaming. Nita cried to see Kayla then she ran over to Kayla and immediately hugged her. Kayla cries in Nita's arms. Without realizing Egi was crying to see them, Egi immediately wiped his tears. He doesn't want them to know.

"Aldo is married, today he is married. I can feel it.” Kayla releases Nita's embrace.

“Aldo is married. She once said she would pick me up and marry me, Nita.” Kayla said in tears.

" Aldo promised not to leave me but he did. My heart hurts so much, Nita." Kayla was crying.

Nita hugged her best friend. "I understand your feelings but you have to be strong. Come on, let's go home. Poor mother has been very anxious and worried looking for you" said Nita, persuading Kayla to come home.

Finally they go home, Egi comes home with a motorcycle Kayla while Kayla and Nita with an Egi car.

Arriving at Kayla's house, Renna was waiting on the porch. He was very worried when he saw Kayla.

"Why are you, my boy? Renna hugged her daughter and took her in.

"We're going straight home, ma'am" said Nita.

"Yes, Nita Boy. Sorry, it's been a hassle. Thank ye. Be careful on the road" Renna said.

"Together, Mom" said Nita and Nita and Egi left.

"You take a shower first, baby then you eat" Renna said.

"Yes, Ma" said Kayla, then went to take a bath. After taking a shower, Kayla went straight into her room.

Renna approached Kayla to her room. "Kaila...You have to eat first so you don't get sick."

"I'm not hungry yet, Ma."

"But you have to eat because from this morning you have not eaten, you will be sick" Renna said with a sad face.

"Yes, Ma" said Kayla, then headed to the kitchen and finally Kayla wanted to eat because she did not want her mother to get sadder by her. After eating Kayla went into her room. Kayla takes her diary and writes poetry.

"Faithful my love in waiting

but you sacrificed for treason

The promise you made

disavowed because of him

I'm scratched in my heart now

my tears are healing the wound

Even if my gontai has to keep going

tapaki destiny that mourns

for the sake of my future that awaits."

After that incident Kayla began to diligently go to campus and follow the guidance of the thesis because she was in the final semester and was preparing the thesis. Kayla did not want to disappoint her mother and Kayla did not want to waste her mother's sacrifice all this time. But Kayla remained closed and quiet.

*****

A few months later, they finally graduated.

“What are your plans going forward, Kayla?” ask Nita.

“Not yet.” replied Kayla sadly.

“What are your plans and Egi.” asked Kayla

“I will continue my papaku company and Egi will work in a hospital owned by his papa.” replied Nita.

Kayla sighed sadly. Nita hugged her best friend.

“You must rise, Kayla. Although difficult but you can not continue to fall with your past.” said Nita, slowly.

For two years Kayla only went to the beach and locked herself in her room. Kayla is just friends with her poems. Kayla feels that at this time only her diary is the right place to be her outpouring because she does not want to bother the people around her, especially her mother. Kayla did not want her mother to know the suffering of her heart.

One day Nita visits Kayla's house to deliver Nita and Egi's wedding invitation. Actually, Nita is heavy to deliver her invitation because Kayla, her best friend is still sad. Nita hopes Kayla will feel her happiness.

"Good afternoon, Mom. Is there Kayla?" nita asked Renna who happened to be watering the flowers.

"Now Nita afternoon. It's in his room. Just come in." replied Renna.

"Thank you, Mom." Nita came in and went straight to Kayla's room.

Nita approached Kayla and sat down beside her. "Hi, Kayla. How's it going? I'm sorry because I haven't been to your house for a long time because I'm busy, I can only ask you over the phone" said Nita sadly and hugged her best friend.

“This is our wedding invitation, we hope you can come and feel our happiness.” said Nita while giving her invitation.

"thank you. I must have come to your happy show. I'm so happy." Kayla takes her invitation and hugs Nita.

It turns out that Egi also invited Aldo, his best friend. Although Egi was once disappointed with Aldo but it did not damage their friendship.

Kayla comes to her best friend's wedding but only briefly because she doesn't want to meet Aldo. Kayla knows Aldo must be attending Egi and Nita's wedding. Soon after Kayla returns home, Aldo and his wife arrive at Egi's wedding. Aldo's eyes searched for Kayla and Egi knew about it.

“Kayla has come home since she didn't want to see you. You don't know how much he suffered through his days after you betrayed him but never mind, then let it pass.” Egi said as he touched Aldo's shoulder.

Aldo just bowed sadly. She recalls her past with Kayla. The pain felt because she was not married to Kayla but with Lita who never crossed paths will be involved in her future.

*****

A week later Nita visited Kayla. During this week Nita and Egi honeymoon to the country they had planned before.

“Hai, Kayla. I brought souvenirs for you and hope you like.” Nita gave her the gift she brought.

"Thank you for the gift" Kayla said as she received it.

“What have you been doing all this time, Kayla?” ask Nita

“Still as usual.” said Kayla.

“You are not trying to be friends with the outside world so you know how the outside world is now. You can make many friends and maybe one of them can sincerely love you.” said Nita while holding Kayla's hand. Nita was sad to see Kayla.

“I'm fine.” Kayla forced herself to smile.

"How about you download one of the friend apps so you can have lots of friends, not lonely and at least know the outside world though not directly but you have to be careful not to be fooled because many use fake accounts" said Nita.

"Yes, let me try. Thank you." said Kayla and smiled. After chatting and giving the advice, Nita went home.

A week passed, when Kayla was bored with her activities, Kayla remembered the advice Nita had given her. Kayla finally downloaded the friendship app. Kayla uses the original account only her profile photo is not a photo of Kayla but a photo of a cat with the inscription I MISS YOU. At first Kayla did not understand how to get acquainted in the application but after learning finally Kayla understood.

*****