Love for Adita
Love for Adita 2

" Have you caught Dani with another woman?" Search papi.

I nodded back.

" Do you recognize him?" Search papi.

" Yes, I know him pi. Even he is..." Cry broke.

Papi hugged me, tried to calm me down.

" Tell me who that woman is!" Papi begins to emotion.

" Him..."

" He's who?" The sound of the papi began to rise.

The hearts of parents who do not hurt if they hear their favorite daughter betrayed by a daughter-in-law who has been trusted to be the protector of her daughter after she is not in this world.

" Don't be afraid, Adita. Papi promises to help you in every way. If you need your own papi who'll meet Dani."

" Papi promises to be okay after he finds out about the woman?"

Papi nodded, though,

" Pi, Dani's having an affair with mom." Worshipping. My hand put a cell phone of mine on the papi.

Before raiding mami and mas Dani, I had time to put my phone on the tripod, not forgetting my video turned on

I didn't want them to dodge and attack me because I didn't have enough hard evidence.

Papi's face turned pias, his hands trembling holding my phone.

One by one tears fell on his old face.

" Athaghfirullah's... Allahuakbar.." only that word came out of the mouth of the papi.

He looked shocked.

Beyond my expectations, papi was sobbing. Is it hard for papi to betray mami?

" W-why do you have to mami? Why should mommy, Dit?" Papi parau.

We were crying as much as both of us.

" Don, papi less what?"

" Papi's perfect. Papi is the best."

I tried to encourage papi even though my heart was broken.

" Papi doesn't know what to do with Dit. Papi doesn't know to be mad at Mom. Papi loves mommy so much, Dit." Say papi again.

" Pi, Dita doesn't force papi to do the same thing as Dita. The decision is in the hands of Papi. If papi really loves mommy and can not live without mommy, stay standing next to mami as husband mami. Yet.. Dita will continue to file for divorce. Dita can't live overshadowed by Dani's past of having slept with another woman. What else is that woman mommy. And Dita hope papi is not hurt if later after this relationship Dita and mami will be tenuous and not as harmonious as before. Dita can't forgive them yet, pi." I said at length.

Papi rubbed my hair, "no matter what your wounds, don't let you do anything stupid. Especially after suicide."

I was stunned to hear papi's words.

So far papi thought about my fate.

" You're papi's friend now." Saying papi while holding my hand.

I'm going home to papi. My body and mind are tired, I think I need a break.

The streets of the capital are getting congested and jammed because many workers are starting to return home.

" Non Dita want to shower or eat first let mbok readyin." Bargain for me.

" I'm going to take a bath first, oh yeah, is there a Master home yet?" I asked full of search.

" Not yet." Answer mebok Ni while closing the door.

I went into the room, laid my body on the bed.

My mind floated on that incident at my mom's house. The shadow of Dani and mami making out in circles filled my head.

I stared at my wedding photo with Mas Dani neatly plastered on the wall. Wedding photos like a king and queen that I glorify will last until death in fact only for a corn. Even the fondness of Dani mas last night still feels warm I guess.

" What caused you to change?" I'm lirih.

*

Two years ago, I met him accidentally at a tourist spot. I was alone at the time and just broke my heart because my boyfriend was playing with fire behind me. I was so upset that I tried to calm myself down to go to a beach. It turns out that Dani had just broken up with her boyfriend because his girlfriend had to go to continue her school abroad.

When I met Dani, I was somehow so impressed with the first sight. Until our introduction did not stop there, he asked for my mobile number, and finally he met often. It didn't take long for us to get to know each other, until one day Dani came home with her parents. Yep. Dani wanted to propose to me.

The heart of the woman who does not melt receives seriousness from her royal man.

I remember those sweet moments. There is nothing unusual between mami and mas Dani, they look like children and in-laws. When did Dani start playing with fire?

Arggggh. I squeezed my hair. Feeling stupid because it was beguiled by mas Dani and mami.

Papi, what are you doing right now? Did you meet with Mom?

I rubbed the corner of my watery eyes again. If you remember papi, I'm too mellow. Papi and mami should start enjoying old age happily, not like this.

I pulled out the blanket, covering my body which was starting to get cold. There's usually a Dani mas holding me, giving me warmth. Can I live without Dani? Where is he now? Is she with mom? The flames of jealousy are burning again.

" no... I can't be jealous of that traitor. I can't be weak, I can't forgive that guy anymore. No. never will. Come Adita..rise! Men like Dani don't deserve to get you anymore. Dani's just a trashy guy!" Ratapku.

Then if Dani's trash? Is mami trash too? Even I myself do not dare to curse mami, because to me mami is a fairy godmother. He was always gentle with me.

" Mommy..why does my mom make a wound in my heart?" I cried as much as I remembered my mother.

My mom is a special person to me.

Can I live without my mom?

Too tired, my eyes started to get sleepy. I slept with thousands of wounds created by my mother and my husband.

*

Tring.trings..

The alarm on my phone sounded. This is a sign that it's five o'clock. Time to meet my Lord, complain to him about all my anxieties.

I washed my face with ablution water. No matter what your problem is, keep coming back to God, and keep praying. Because prayer will strengthen your faith so that the devil cannot incite you to find a shortcut in solving all the problems I am facing.

Cool out! That's what I think after complaining to my God. Usually after the prayer I will rush to the kitchen to prepare breakfast mas Dani. On the stomach, I'm in control of this house. Mbok Ni just helped me clean the house and iron the clothes. But today... This activity will never happen again. It won't.

I sat in front of the television. I let the television on. Usually every morning mas Dani will sit in front of the television watching the news while waiting for breakfast finished cooking. We would eat both in front of the television while watching the news. Dani rarely eats at the dinner table. It's strange! But I like Dani's habits. And I never forbid all the things that mas Dani likes. And that's what my mom always ordered for me.

" Adita, after marriage and having a husband, don't put too much restraint on this husband, never forbid your husband to do the things he likes. And one more thing, make your husband comfortable in his stomach and mattress." My mom's message always rings in my ears.

I never even refused to have sex when Dani wanted to. I'm ready whenever Dani wants.

What are you less happy, Mom?