
"Mommy.. Adita misses..." Saying tight.
My mom hugged me tight. A mother's embrace of her child I felt again.
" Mommy where have you been? Why did mommy disappear after being swallowed by the earth?"
" Mommy purposely moved away from your life."
" Why mi?" I don't understand.
" Because .mami is afraid of falling in love with your husband again."
I pushed mami, emotions suddenly evaporated hearing mami chatter.
" cheap." My fizz.
" So let mommy get away from your life. Mama's not a good person. Mommy thinks mom has a disease. Mami doesn't want your household to be destroyed twice because of mami."
I can't believe hearing Mom's words.
Mami holds Anaya. Without turning his head, the middle-aged woman walked out of my palace.
Mom has changed since she met and fell in love with Dani. I should have exchanged ideas with Mom. Or at least. Mom just briefly heard the news of happiness if now I'm pregnant. But... My mom didn't ask me a bit about my life, I said .. What kind of mother is she?
You're as much as yourself. Hating my mom for the rest of my life, I will.
***
" Why's your face getting tangled lately, which?" Tristan asked while we were relaxed.
I just smiled wryly.
" What monthly than me less?" Tanya Tristan teased me.
I punched her shoulder slowly. I know he's kidding. Because the month Tristan gave me was more than enough. Even so many, I can buy what I want without having to save. But I'm not the type of woman whose hobby is spending husband's money. I'd rather save up for my son's future. And I also kept Tristan's work well. So, if one day he needs, I can show the results of his hard work so far.
" Hey!" Tristan broke my daydream.
" How come you daydream?"
I held my husband's hand. Hardworking hands.
" Thank you for loving me so sincerely until this very moment. If it wasn't for you being my husband, maybe I'd still choose to live alone." Sad say.
Yes, when I remember my journey, my eyes are always wet.
" Before I say, I want to take responsibility to make you happy, Adita. Even if your papi is around, I'll let him stay with us. Including your mom."
" Never call my mother morning, Tan." I'm lirih.
" What's going on? Have you not forgiven his mistake?"
" Yes, yesterday I forgave him. But last night I met my mom at the market. When my mom saw me, my mom left." I started to tell him what I was going through.
Sometimes I even sniffle. The pain in my heart may have been ingrained.
" And what hurts even more is when my mom says she's afraid she's gonna fall in love with you. What kind of mom is Tristan? Why would I be born from the womb of a cruel woman like a mother? Do you think I am his enemy? I was going to make peace with Mom. But the hate in my heart resurfaced. I pushed mami. Mommy left before I told you I was pregnant. Don't you want to hear this happy news from Tristan?" My tears broke in front of my husband.
Not much patronizing, again pulling me into his arms.
" Patience, don't mind much. Remember. if the bundle is moody baby will also come later moody." Tristan's advice to me.
After my crying subsided, Tristan decided to take me for a walk to my mother's house.
On the way, "Tan stopped." I hit Tristan's hand many times hoping that the car Tristan was driving stopped.
" What the hell is it? It's sudden."
Without caring for Tristan I ran out.
" Rather..."
Call Tristan, but I keep running.
Pile up!!
I toppled a table in a street stall five. Precisely in a pair of lovebirds who are enjoying a bowl of noodles.
Suddenly the visitors were surprised to see my action.
Yeah, that pair of lovebirds is Dani and her affair.
Dani looked at me sharply, while the woman looked terrified. Maybe I thought I was his wife.
" Dammit!." Maki Dani's.
" You jerk." I mean it too.
Dani's hand was raised into the air.
The hand was directed to my face.
" If you touch Adita, I'll make sure you rot in the bars." Threaten Tristan.
Again Tristan protected me.
" Hey! Your wife taught me some manners." Jerky Dani.
" Fuck you, you..." Cry broke. Not because of sadness, but because the shadow of my mother's face was playing around in my mind.
" What? Our business was done a few years ago. Now what do you want?" Ask the bastard.
" You and I are done, but your relationship is with my mom.."
My words are paused because it hurts too much if I talk about mommy.
Dani laughed here. Makes me sicker of this motherfucker.
" The old lady? He's a peot, unable to serve me well. Even now the woman was like trash. I don't need an itchy woman like your mama. He has no more treasure." His whisper was slow but it managed to pierce my heart.
It hurts my heart to hear Dani's words. Now I understand, why Dani used to fight for mami and claim to love mommy. It turns out that the background of all this is a treasure.
" I'm not going to accompany a woman who's going to die soon." Dani passed from before me carrying the woman of his affair.
I sat down as you pleased. Oh God.. Why should there be such a jerk like Dani on this earth?
While Tristan was talking to the stall owner. Maybe we're talking about compensation.
Tristan took me to the car, "just wait here for a second. I want to solve this problem with the shop owner." Said Tristan while thrusting a bottle of minerals.
O Allah.Because of my carelessness, Tristan finally took care of all the problems. I feel guilty for Tristan.
" Sorry son, because you're angry, your father finally took it." I spoke to myself while rubbing my flat stomach.
Tristan got in the car. His face seemed to hold back anger. I was afraid to start a conversation. Without a word Tristan drove his car. Silence, like a grave.
I'll muster up some courage, "sorry..."
Just an apology slid free from my mouth.
Tristan was still silent not responding to my apology, my chest tight as a stone pressed looking at Tristan's anger.
We didn't go to Mama's house, Tristan drove his car home.
Tristan went downstairs and slammed the car door tight, Bug!
I was shocked and frightened.
" She..." I chased Tristan into the house.
" Tan.sorry." I held her hand, but Tristan brushed my hand away.
" What's with the apology all done? Thinking of?" Tristan pointed at his head.
" I'm khilaf, Tan." I tried to defend myself.
" If people think clearly, they will never be happy. What good is it about hitting a guy like Dani? What's in it?" Jerky Tristan.
At the time of the marriage, he never got this angry. My mistress shrieked and chose to enter the room.
I left Tristan in the living room.
However.when it will walk, there is a warm liquid flowing down my thighs.
" Blood...."