
Mami and Anaya waved at us. At first glance I glanced at the man who was sitting waiting for my mother to open the door of her house. His face was so hard as if he was holding back emotions.
I thought about my mom. Although my hatred is so great for my mother, but I also do not want to die silly at the hands of the man.
" What was Dit thinking?"
Tristan opened up a story between us.
" Mommy's house, not the house I used to meet. Looks like there's a lot that mommy has hidden from us. Tan, I'm afraid my mom died silly at the man's hands." I said in a huff.
" Pray a lot for mommy, baby.learn to forgive mommy." Tristan's words are soothing to my heart. Bak oase in the barren desert.
" Learn peace, maybe better. So that we can move on to a more serious level soon."
" God willing, I want to ask God's guidance first, Tan. May you be the last mate God sent me.
Tristan is following my good words.
***
Exactly a month hanging this relationship, I finally believe that Tristan is my soul mate. Tristan never left me under any circumstances. Tristan often gives me a boost when I'm down.
Today, before I told Tristan, I was planning to go to my mother's house. In order to start a new life, I have to reconcile first with the story of my past. And I want to ask for mom's blessing. If not with mom then to whom? I don't have any more brothers.
Not wanting to trouble Tristan, I ordered an ojek to get to my rented house.
It is not difficult to find the address of mami, it happens that kang ojek has understood the route tang wants me to go.
Arriving in front of my mother's house, I immediately went down and paid for the ojek.
Before stepping into my mother's house, I scanned the surrounding area here. Slender.
Even the left and right of our neighbors look empty.
I carry one plastic fruit as a gift. But I had not been able to knock on the door, I heard the cry of my mother crying for mercy.
" Pardon mas... Don't torture me anymore. Forgive me..." Shouted mami pilu from inside.
As soon as my body trembled, my tongue was muddled and even my body was stiff. I just stood there without knowing what to do.
" Mas.ampun mas. aching mas.. aching my body mas..stop..."
" Fuckin' whore! Cheap lady,cuih!" I heard Dani cursing at mami.
What happened to them? Falling in my tears, not wanting anything to happen I immediately sent a short message to Tristan. (Tan, I'm at my mom's house. Please come here quickly. Something bad happened to mommy.)
I hope Tristan will be there soon to help Mami. I don't have the guts to go into the house by myself.
I heard Anaya's shrill cry, "Enough mas, don't hurt Anaya too, Anaya is still a child. If you're gonna kill me now." Shouted mami tight.
" Yes.indeed it should be, you deserve to die. I regret marrying you and leaving your son, Adita. Today too, you will die at my hands." Shouted Dani from inside.
Afraid of something happening with mommy, with trembling steps, I told her to bang on the door of the house.
Bug. bugs.bug...
" Mommy.. Open the door mami.." I shouted.
" Adita.please mami, son." Mami's voice was choking in her throat and Anaya's cry was getting hysterical.
" Dani.don't mess with you!" I'm getting stronger hitting the door hoping it can open before it's too late.
It is basically rented housing is quiet, so still no one helps.
I tried to peek at Mami from the glass of her house that was covered in curtains. There was Anaya who was crying loudly on the floor while mami with a voice that was getting weaker. I took the phone hoping Tristan would come soon. I haven't had a chance to call, Tristan's car is parked in front of the mami's yard.
" Tan fast Tan! Tolongi mami inside."
Without much question Tristan tried to break down the door of this house. Until it takes three kicks finally this door collapsed. Fortunately, it wasn't about Anaya.
I immediately lifted Anaya's small body off the floor. While Tristan entered the room to see the state of mami.
" Dita, mami passed out. Where's Dani?" Shouted Tristan in panic.
" Tan, we need to get Mami to the hospital right now."
Tristan stuck mom's body in the car. We immediately brought my mom to get first aid.
***
Anaya is living deep in my lap. After my mom got treatment, Tristan and I bought new milk and pacifiers. Don't forget the diapers, Anaya's and mami's change of clothes.
I looked at Anaya's little face. I had my face left there. Poor him, must experience the bitterness of life at a very early age.
This is the first time I kissed Anaya's white and soft cheeks.
" Sister will take care of you, Anaya." My promise to the poor boy in my lap.
Tristan sat next to me. She just told my mom that we were in the hospital.
" What's your mom saying, Tan?"
" Mom and daddy are coming."
I'm nodding. Every now and then my fingers rubbed the droplets of water dripping on my face.
" Don't be sad, I'm there for you." Tristan hugged me tightly.
The mami's outpatient room door opened. A doctor came out to see us.
Mami was declared critical, this is the time we pray, so that the mother is given a miracle of healing.
If I don't remember this hospital, I want to feel like I'm screaming.. Anaya needs a mommy, too.
We were allowed to go to visit Mami. Actually Anaya should not enter, but for reasons and other things with a heavy heart we are allowed to treat mami with Anaya.
Tristan's parents have come, lovingly mom hugged me tightly, "patient yes, son. This who?" Mom was surprised to see a tiny baby sleeping.
" This is my sister ma, my mother's son with her new husband." Answer shy.
Mama approached Anaya, "pity you dear..." Mama carried Anaya who was asleep in sleep.
" How's your mom doing, Dit?" Ask papa.
" Critical pi. Wish there was a miracle." Sad say.
" Patience and much prayer, God willing in ijabah yes."
" Amin.thank you pi."
" Dita, if you don't mind, your sister let me take you home. It's a pity that he's lingering here. He could be sick."
" Didn't it bother you?" Tanyaku.
" No dong. My mom is happy. Oh, what's his name?"
" Anaya, ma."
" Wah .. so good is his name. May you always have protection, dear." Mama said while kissing my stepbrother's cheek.
I don't think the clock is over. Mama, papa too Anaya is preparing to go home.
" Be careful, ma." There was a sense of sadness because Anaya had to be taken care of by others.
" Don't be sad.. Anaya is safe in my mom's hands. Just focus on taking care of Mom. May my mother recover quickly, yes. Let's take care of Anaya again."
Mom and Dad are home, Tristan and I are sitting on the couch.
" About where did that bastard run, Dit?"
" I don't know, I'm sorry I took that bastard out of the cell."
" I'm sorry. I'm guilty of this." Tristan said with regret.
" Last night, when I left my mom, I didn't feel good, Tan. I don't know why this morning the intention to meet mami was so strong. If I hadn't come.I don't know what would've happened to Mom..."