
The sky was so dark, a hail accompanied Abizar's funeral procession. Many people who drove him away, even people in the village who knew Abizar did not expect that he would leave so soon.
Sapphira followed all the process silently, still no tears there. Arsela and Caca did not step away from him, this Eti also hit because in the residence of his favorite grandson and more sad when he saw Sapphira who was just silent.
"Son, Fira's conscious. You have to be strong for the sake of your children" said ni Eti while rubbing Safira's upper arm.
When everyone who was there had started to leave the burial area, and only died the family who was still there suddenly began to realize and ask her husband.
"Lho, why am I here? Nini's here too huh?" ask Safira suddenly.
Everyone there looked at Sapphira strangely.
"Why do you see me like that? Aren't we happy because it's the twins' birthday?" ask Safira again at bu Resti and Pak Bambang.
"Fira, why are you like this, son?" ask Bu Resti with worry.
"Oh yeah, I have to go see Abi and the kids. I have a special surprise for them" Safira said enthusiastically.
Everyone who was still there looked at Sapphira with sadness.
"Ni, let's go home. Mas Abi will be angry if I go long from him" Safira said again.
"Fira, wake up son. Abizar is no more! Look in front of you" point this Eti at a tombstone there.
Safira shook his head hard.
"Well, Abi will never leave me so soon! Don't make it up, Mas Abi is still at home and is waiting for me to come home" Safira said.
Bu Resti could not say anything looking at her daughter-in-law who was like losing her mind like that.
"Fira, listen to me son! Abi is gone, you have to accept that fact!!!" said Bu Resti while trying to hug his daughter-in-law.
"No ma'am, are you lying? I know you must be planning something to surprise me, it's a habit of bang Abi. This time I won't be affected" Safira said as she tried to rebel as Ms. Resti hugged her.
"Fira you have to be strong, you know that you can certainly pass all this" said Mr. Bambang.
"Well sir, why are you following me like this?" safira asked Bambang.
A second later Sapphira was like looking at someone who was looking at her with a sad look behind a shady tree.
"Mas Abi, let's go home. I have a surprise for you!" safira shouted towards the shady tree which was not far from the tomb of her husband.
Everyone was so surprised by Sapphira's words, they looked in that direction but found nothing.
"Fira, wake up son. Abi no, you don't be like this, baby!" say ni Eti who can not bear to see the attitude of Safira like that.
"Mas Abi is here, he's looking at us here" Safira replied quickly.
Sofyan, who could not stand Safira like that, immediately came forward and hit Safira on the nape, causing her to faint on the spot, fortunately, Arselo was able to support Safira's body again until it did not fall to the ground.
Everyone who was there was shocked by the actions Sofyan took.
"Sorry young master, I just can't bear to see mistress Safira like that. Now we better take her home so that Safira's lady can rest" Sofyan replied.
"Sofyan has a point too son El, let's bring Safira home to nini" said ni Eti while rubbing the upper arm of Safira who was fainting.
After that, everyone who was there started to leave the cemetery.
***
"Fira, forgive me for not being able to accompany you longer than this, not that I don't want to but because my time is up first. I hope you can live a better life even without me. Take good care of our children, tell them that I love him very much, and apologize to him for not being able to accompany him. I also picked up my son, I had guessed about his presence, I regretted having to leave you like this.
Fira, I won't ask you to come back with Arselo, because I don't know your heart for him. I just hope you and all our kids are happy, once again I'm sorry"
Safira's thoughts were like hearing someone talking to her, a white shadow standing beside her. But when Sapphira completely opened her eyes, the shadow disappeared.
"Ni, where's Abi?" safira asked as she was fully conscious, although her nape was still painful but she forced herself to get up from the bed.
Everyone who was gathered in this house Eti was saddened by the situation of Sapphira who was still asking for the whereabouts of her husband.
"Mama"
"Mama, is it okay?"
"Mama's all right, right?" ask the twins.
"You see papa? Mama's looking why didn't you meet?" safira asked her three children.
Dayyan hugged her mother and cried in Safira's arms, as did Raiyan and Qirani.
"Why is it like this?" dayyan asked with her tears.
"Mama is okay bang, mama just ask papa y'all" replied Safira still strong.
Dayyan, who did not understand the circumstances of her mother, returned to sit near Caca, followed to her other two sisters.
Ni Eti is very concerned, he did not expect if Sapphira would be in his current condition, where mentally down in a young pregnant state, he was afraid something happened to him and also to his future great-grandchildren.
"Fira, here son" called this Eti told Sapphira agan to sit nearby, and Sapphira followed the order of the Eti.
"Fira you must be strong, you must be able to face the fact that Abizar is gone. Be strong dear for your child and also your baby candidate" said ni Eti gently while holding Safira's hand.
"Neither, it was fitting that I was sleeping when Abi came, this. Mas Abi said.." Sapphira's words were cut off when she remembered all Abizar's words in her dream.
At once Sapphira's cry broke, she entered the room she used to be in. Sapphira was crying alone.
"Mas, why are you staying with me like this? Where is your promise that will always be there for us? Now I am carrying our baby! But why did you leave before he was born?" safira asked the wind that blew because the window of the room was open.
"Fira, you have to be patient. You must be strong, I am sure you can go through this ordeal sincerely. Maybe I'm not as good as Abizar, but let me take his place for you. And I promise to find the brain and the mastermind of all this" said Arselo who suddenly was beside Safira while touching Safira's shoulder.