Love For Nabila
The same eyes.

...Sometimes GOD doesn't give you everything you want, it doesn't mean you don't deserve it....

...Because you deserve better....

If you do not understand exactly what is wrong with him, why does ALLAH like to continue to want to punish by bringing calamities that persist alternately and always associate it with the gray past.

Honestly, he was no longer able to accept the severe and painful trials that were brought for him continuously, unable to feel if he had to return to receive the exam again.

Is it not that ALLAH will never burden his people and give them tests beyond their means?

So what is this?

Like wanting to play with Nabila's heart that has not been healed properly, why fate brought him back to someone whose resemblance almost resembles the physical characteristics of his first love.

Nabila made syog instantly, when he saw the figure of the man. Like the photo of copyan, its stature is very similar to Ustadz Adam although not completely. Only a few look the same.

The confusing awkwardness grew when Nabila's two beautiful rounded eyes perfectly shocked when he accidentally met the man's eagle eyes, he also rounded his eyes at all if equally surprised.

1 second….

2 seconds….

3 seconds…

Nabila immediately turned his face and chanted the istigfar many times in his heart, when he felt the roar of his heart beating uncontrollably.

Then came the voice of the man chortling, ” Ekhem. Excuse me for lifting Umi, can you give it to me?” His speech is flat but able to damage the contents of Nabila's mind which was already very chaotic since earlier.

Nabila turned his head, nodded then stunned when he heard the voice belonging to that person. ” I..iya...please.” replied Nabila stammered by nervousness.

The man immediately took over Umi Khadijah from Nabila's shoulders intending to carry her, but suddenly the man's palm even touched one of Nabila's hands attached to the back of his former future father-in-law accidentally.

Intentions want to help with a little lift Umi Khadijah so that the man is not troubled, but now even his own heart that needs help to quiet all the turmoil of his body that suddenly not synchronized, but now, especially for the performance of the heart and heart.

Nabila immediately pulled the palm of his hand wrong behavior then quickly faced his body straight forward to throw his face, face, to calm the heart thump that suddenly raced like a person running maroton with kilo-kilo meters.

But notya more stable, the stubbornness was even more crazy when the man who had not been known his name was lost balance and fell toward Nabila, who was not yet known, eroding the distance between them that even the roar of his breath was so felt on his ayu face.

A moment of time was like stopping to turn.

Their eyes meet again, immediately Nabila mute his body as if on a nail in place, followed by the groove of his chest that was pounding hard. If his heart could explode, he might have exploded in the first second when he saw the man.

What a dream was he last night!! why is it that from morning he is always associated with people he does not want to meet?

Starting from complex mothers who suddenly discuss about Pesantren Pondok full of memories, pesantren, then suddenly met Umi Khadijah who had never met even though he lived in the same city, until found with a male figure that if looked more deeply again sekelibat very similar to Ustadz Adamnya.

Astagfirullah, O ALLAH.. Is this a dream? if yes. Please wake up my servant!!!

The sound of the knocking of the car door that was closed made Nabila growl quickly, awakening himself from the pieces of unreasonable events. It felt, like being burned with a very hot fire then in a dab of ice cubes, all the feelings of pain, nervousness, confusion, relief, all melted into one.

Nabila nodded confused." Astagfirullahal Adzim, what else is this O ALLAH ! " his murmur was soft on himself while staring at the back of the man who was slowly getting away.

Nabila was still stiff in place, nagging the tip of his nose while looking down because he felt dizzy.

Long enough he was in his position, until the sound of the car door open made him turn his head.

Klek !

Nabila turned briefly to the source of the sound while exhaling his coarse breath, then returned to his head when he saw the ready person who opened the door of his car.

And who else if not Zahra's best friend !

"Bil.. kam_.." said Zahra stopped, when he saw Nabila's eyes glazed over.

" Ra, is the inside business done? I want to go home soon." cut Nabila by still massaging the base of his tired nose.

Zahra just kept quiet without answering, then closed the car door and walked towards the steering wheel to pick up her bag and keys and came out again to approach Nabila who was leaning her head while closing her eyes.

" Come !! " invite Zahra to immediately pull Nabila's hand to come out.

Nabila gasped in surprise, scrunched her forehead confused. " Why did you pull me out !! I want to go home Ra! go home !! " cried Nabila uncontrollably to make some santriwati who were around looking at them.

Hearing Nabila's cry like a fidelity, Zahrapun stopped, took off his hands rough and looked into Nabila's eyes sharply.

" Don't be a coward !" checkmate Zahra.

"What's? " Nabila frowned confused by Zahra's words." What do you mean I'm a coward Ra? " he continued, he did not understand the words of Zahra who did not accept being accused of cowardice.

Zahra took a deep breath and exhaled violently in frustration, no longer knowing how to advise the stubborn woman. " I told you, just face this, try to make peace with your heart and mind and strengthen your stance ! when are you going to avoid it anyway? " His speech stopped, his sigh was rough like holding tightness in the chest and then re-voiced "Memories are not to be avoided but faced, no matter how the heart feels later, no matter what the heart feels, for sure this must all be passed by Bil." the message to Nabila without reflecting on himself.

Hearing Zahra's true words, he did not reflect on her every word, but instead displayed a small grin as a mock on her thick lips.

" Are you aware of what you said just now Ra ! haem? "

Zahra held steady, then again grabbed Nabila's hand. " Yes, I realized, just soberly. Maybe now you think I licked my own spit when I told you that, but that's what I did because I didn't want to see you become a cowardly woman like me." replied Zahra with a loud but teary voice, making Nabila who heard it also follow fog.

Nabila immediately hugged Zahra tightly, no longer want to hear his words that ngaco. " Okay, okay !! we stopped by for a while and went home " said Nabila resigned in his arms.

Zahra shook her head faintly, then elaborated on her injuries and looked at Nabila with a wide smile "But as if destiny wants us to stay here longer Bil." Reply Zahra by turning his body back faster and faster until it turns back to Nabila and then runs small.

Nabila narrowed her eyes when she saw Zahra laughing without sin while tidying up her bag with annoyance, then walked a little quickly to reach Zahra who was getting away. " What's the max? " ask Nabila while shouting after Zahra, who was only responded with laughter by the chatty woman.

And that's how unique their friendship is, always hurting each other's hearts, just to make each other happy.