Love For Nabila
Not so simple as 2

If anyone wants to change positions so they want to understand, that all this is very difficult to go through. Perhaps the suffering experienced will be slightly reduced and not as heavy as this.

The emptiness that ends deserted, making her want to run to reach a distance that is so far away if she wants to be exceeded. All of it feels pseudo with uncertainties that make it fragile. And tonight, it's all like collapsing uncontrollably because it can't hold back the rumbling in the body.

Nabila was still silent after breaking the room curtain and standing there. He was still engrossed in looking away at the drizzle. Ignoring the existence of Zahra who was behind her.

Zahra, who had only been able to notice her best friend from behind began to get impatient, then approached to touch Nabila's shoulder and turned the fragile body to face him.

“Is it that sick?” zahra asked with teary eyes, even she could understand him very well without many words.

Nabila nodded, bowing his head to hide a puddle of tears, embarrassed because he did not want his fragility to be seen by Zahra. But how hard he covered and held back the tears still dripped shamelessly in front of his best friend.

Tonight he gave up, honestly he desperately needed at least one person he could trust to listen to his grievances.

The tightness does not disappear or pull over even though the time has changed, even getting heavier at every time and day.

Nabila stuck his forehead to Zahra's shoulder with a cry that he had been enduring and covered up from everyone including his own mother, this time it all seemed to melt just like he could not take it anymore.

“Ra, I beg you.please when you want to go say, At least I will prepare for it. Please_..” Nabila's sentence was broken, when Zahra grabbed the frail body very tightly.

“Bil, plis..do not kayak gini. Stop hurting yourself by keeping happiness out of your life.”

Zahra cried as she hugged Nabila, who sobbed in her arms, feeling unbearable with her friend who looked like a dead man who had no more spirit to live.

Nabila increasingly sobbing in the arms of Zahra is no longer strong enough to withstand the pain that attacked his left chest. "If you know where the place is, please tell me. Let me find where the happiness lies Ra. "his words of despair in between his tears.

Hearing Nabila's heartbreaking words he tightened his arms, wiped the tears with the back of his hands, then gently rubbed Nabila's head with affection.

“The happiness was created Bil, not in search.” replied Zahra while elaborating her hug to see the face of Nabila who was wet with tears, pressing on the two shoulders of the woman is like awakening someone from unconsciousness.

“I've tried Ra ! already trying!!.” shouted Nabila full frustration into pasrahan. Not strong anymore with the destiny he had to live, why must this painful.

Zahra was slightly tiptoed in shock by Nabila's shout, never expecting that the wound he had inflicted turned out to be that deep. He hugged the frail woman again, crying in the arms.

“ You know Bil, dad must be very sad up there, see his one-on-one daughter who he loves so much so like this.” Zahra exhaled a long breath, muffled the cry and then returned to softly “ And Ustadz Adam must be disappointed with you who are now, you forget? if before Almahrum left he advised that you always smile and be happy?” his speech back, while emphasizing the word in each sentence hope Nabila understands.

Nabila shook her head, still deep into tears she replied by hitting her chest firmly which felt very very tight.

“ All is not as easy and as simple as that Ra, if you know if forgetting someone is not as easy and easy as that.” Nabila again sobbed in her cry. “ Relieving people who have ever existed into nothing is a hassle that you do not necessarily know the taste of it.” continued lirih.

Zahra fell silent as she tightened her embrace on Nabila, patting Nabila's back slowly so that the pain in her heart subsided a little and stopped crying.

“Bil, now I'm here for you. So from now on there is no need to keep everything alone okay, because I will not let you fend off this burden alone. Because you deserve to be happy Bil, ba-ha-gia. Download !”

Nabila looked up, looking at Zahra's face by looking for the seriousness of her speech through the eyes. And he found it there.

Zahra nodded in agreement.

“He'em..For you.” Answer her while wiping the tears Nabila still imprinted on her cheeks.

Bodo very with the doctor Iqbal who was also there later, the most important now is Nabila. Doctor Iqbal's problem in thought later.

Actually, Zahra is also not sure of his decision this time which approved Nabila's proposal last time. But after seeing for himself the state of Nabila who really needed himself, he so did not have the heart to leave his own. So maybe this was the best decision he had to make despite not knowing what fate was waiting for him there.

Nabila slightly muttered, then inched again into the arms of Zahra looking for comfort there. “Still Ra, thanks.”

For a moment they both enjoyed the present relief, still hugging each other. But it was not long ago, because Zahra again outlined the embrace and looked at Nabila with a mocking look.

“This Shintia Azka Nabila?” Zahra frowned her “ Similar anchovies.” her jokes.

Zahra let go of the hug, then looked back at Zahra sharply. “Funny girl ih.” then delicates pretending to be upset. ” Am I really that obvious yes Ra?”

Zahra gave a smile, then nodded. “ Yes. Do you not realize what? you think the undead know? here to ngaca.” Answer Zahra while pulling Nabila towards the glass in the closet.

“See, your body is thin dry like gini, eye bags are also already similar to Zombies and see this face, shoots really without make up. How have you been with hospital patients all this time? aren't you afraid to see what you think you are doing? idih, not really." Zahra paused for a while her speech, but resumed her speech with indisputable force.

"Don't want to know !! the point from tomorrow you should change the point. “ further by twirling Nabila's body in front of the mirror.

Nabila sneered softly “ Ish! Just delicious. Do not just talk deh, gini-gini is also the most knowledgeable doctor there.” protest Nabila did not accept.

“Iya Kece, when viewed from the end of the straw.” The ledek again.

“ Just keep going...hina.!! mentang-matang pinter dandan. “ his words pout.

Zahra just tereked slowly then pulled the tip of the hijab belonging to Nabila to the front of her face. “ Well.., it donk!! this is the new Nabila I know.”

Nabila smiled back, pulled Zahra's hand and grasped it, which was responded by no less tightly.

“ Oh yes Bil, how about we start all the initial steps by going to the market tomorrow morning. We shop to the kitchen butuhan and to the store matreal to buy the needs of wallpaper for your room, feel gatel nih hands, and, pingin change the atmosphere of this room to make it look more lively again the atmosphere is not monotonous like gini.” Zahra's proposal accompanied by laughter to both.

“ Okay. Ready boss !!”

“Btw, what can you cook now? Wear styles to shop kitchen needs everything. I ingetin ya if–kalo you forgot, not his first time in the cottage almost aja burn pesantren kitchen?” his words mocked.

Zahra seemed silent for a moment to think of something, but a moment later the two women without cue even immediately laughed out loud together, while recalling at that time.

Nabila is very grateful because God has presented a friend like Zahra who is very sensitive in between the trials of his life. Share and be happy together. That presence of his was indeed very much he needed on his side for now.